At the end of the day it only comes down to how proud you are of yourself. Of how you picked yourself up every time you fell. It's not about how minuscule or gigantic something you've gone through is as compared to others, rather, how only you and you alone would have experienced that magnitude. It is impossible to compare yourself to another, every human's timing is different. It's all about the determination and willpower, the fire in your bones and the steady, grounding thoughts in your mind that drove you to become softer, yet heal your wounds and to stand taller and walk with pride. It's all about the lessons you learnt from every single instance when this dreary and somewhat bleak world pushed you down. You are not a graveyard of your failed attempts, you are not a cemetery of things and people that left you alone, you are the whole ocean, filled with a plethora of potential and goodness, that the whole world gazes at and admires.
You are integral to the functioning of this universe, You hold merit in your pursuit and ambitions, Be present with your body and still your mind, You are capable of overcoming even the worst hurdles life has to offer, This too shall pass, Be patient with yourself.
The moment when I again fall and there was no one to hold me from falling That moment remind me of your hands Which were always there to protect me from all the hurdles of life That moment remind me that am all alone in the world of selfishness You have left me long back To fight with this world There is no one to hold me, kiss me No one to protect me And no one to ask me that how was my day No one to say, " darling eat more you might be hungry. " No one to guide me to the right path Once again that moment left me all broken And have taken me in the world of your memory. Your darling love you a lot mumma and do misses you a lot.