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karo 5d
i don't know quite how
but i remeber exactly when it all happened
amidst the calmness of another boring
afternoon
i made a sane decision
to end our life together
shut the doors and
set the room on fire
so you wouldn't haunt me
back

it won't happen, honey
no longer find taste in your games
all i am trying to say
well, good luck
goodbye.
i won't miss you much
Justin Sep 2
I'm fading away
I can't see the starlight
But I feel the chasm that's between
It looks like the division's here to stay
I'm waiting, but for how munch longer
I can't say

The silence is blaring
My ears are ringing
I don't expect to hear a thing
But I keep listening for a signal
Some sign of life
The silence cuts me like a knife
And I'm fading away

I dream of the stars
I dream of their beauty
Wishing I could see their light again
I miss how they shined when I looked up at them
I miss how they made me feel
Wondering if any of it was real

I'm fading away
The hope is almost burnt out
I see how much has been lost
It's almost spent
I'm waiting, but I know
this has to end.
Neo Aug 29
We as people get so easily caught up with endings. We look willingly to the future either merrily or in contempt in order to predict what will be the end. We do it in relationships, our careers, hobbies. When bad things come to an end  it’s hard to move on, but the glimmer of hope is what drives man’s spirit. When good things come to an end, it’s even harder to move on. This is because hope has been diminished. Endings are often sought as negatives. They invoke negative feelings and are thus viewed cynically.  We dabble so much with endings either past or present, we simply forget how to live in the now.

Endings are perfectly okay and necessary in this universe. Nothing is set in stone. The ending of something does not have to mean the absence of all. What is the end of a relationship is not the end of the world. It is not the upheaval of your life. It is the end of an era. A moment suspended in time by its lush awe and beauty. An era, and a moment, are the same. So it is required of us, in order to live easier lives, to live in these moments, and learn to let those moments pass.

Life is so easy to get caught up in. we become so engulfed in prolonged eras to the point that we don't see them anymore. The moment, in its prolonged existence simply becomes what we recognize as our lives. And when it gets ripped away…? All hell breaks loose. This is because we feel we’ve lost control of our lives, like every piece is slipping away without us realizing that it was never our lives to begin with. We can simply be an observer of the events that move and occur around us. Our personal perceptions and emotions towards these things have none, if little lasting effect on the outside world. So why fret? We should simply observe, from an outside perspective, the content, and value of our lives. That, in the end, brings peace.

Because when we remove ourselves from the equation, we reach an equilibrium with the universe. The perception of self within that world skewers and distorts what we miss and take for granted.
Remarks by me
and the earth split open
ravenous and unforgiving
it swallowed us all whole
not one of us was left living
i was taken last
made to witness the fall
to say goodbye to the past
to say goodbye to them all
they all stared blankly
as they were taken
i heard no asking
there was not a scream
or a begging sentiment
and as they swam
to the second hell
before i could speak
cry or yell
i was swallowed as well
to the pit of reckoning
where everyone fell
7-22-19
When it ends, the little things will haunt you most.
The text you don’t get in the morning.
The notification you no longer see.
The snaps that aren’t from them.
Not knowing about their day.
Or anything in their life at all.
It’s being unfriended.
Unfollowed.
It’s the left you used to take, driving to see them. It pains you to go the other way.
It’s the loneliness that haunts you, as you wonder — do they miss me too?
It’s tossing and turning late at night.
It’s just not being hungry.
It’s the empty feeling without them.
It’s the pain in someone asking how they are.
And you have to tell them you’re not together.
It’s laying there at night wondering who is holding them.
It’s the dreams that turn into nightmares.
Like they are everywhere and there is no way to escape them.
It’s running into them and just not knowing what to do.
It’s looking at them as if they were a stranger.
But you know every one of their secrets.
You know how they like to be kissed.
You know how they like to be held.
You know exactly what to say to calm them down.
Here you are with an abundance of information.
You don’t know what to do with.
Then you try and move on.
But in everyone you look at, you search for them.
As if finding them would lead you to find yourself again.
Because when they left they took all of you with them.
Everyone falls short.
Everyone leaves you a little more empty.
Because when they one person who can make you feel better.
Is the one who has made you fall apart.
How do you even save yourself?
How do you find yourself again?
Austen girl May 12
You seek to destroy
Everything that loves you..
Spreading the darkness within
Wont make it grow lighter..
I know you're broken
I know you're hurting
I cant be the one to fix you
I cant be the one to swim
In the depths of your mind
I cant be dragged down with you.
The truth is
I never really loved you.

I am fine with losing you
Jaxey May 10
I was waiting for a happy ending
But now I'm just waiting for the end
hopelessness is a dark place
ZACK GRAM May 3
1 THOUSAND TRILLION
2 CHOICES LIFE OR DEATH
COLD WAR BIBLE CREATION
2 CHOICES HEAVEN OR HELL
SCOPOLOMINE SMOKE BOMBS
I HAVE BEEN RESSURECTED
ERASED RE-WRITTEN HISTORY
WETHER YOU BELIEVE
BIRTH FROM A PYRAMID
IT HAS BEEN WRITTEN
GOD IS ON EARTH
ME AN MY KIN
THE LORD IS ALIVE
ONE OF A KIND
1 KING UNDER 1 RULE
ONE BODY SOUL AN MIND
AFRAID OF THE TRUTH
TELECONETIC TELEPATHIC INVINCIBLE
BEFORE THIS LIFETIME THERE WAS NOTHING
EVER LASTING UNSTOPPABLE INEVITABLE
MY BLOOD FROM ANOTHER EXISTENCE
CHOOSE LIFE CHOOSE TO LIVE
ALIENS ARE REAL THEY'RE BREEDING ME
CHOOSE HEAVEN CHOOSE PEACE

all thse visions
so many so complex
nights alone
in heavy meditation
on heavy medication
those first words
so special so sweet
days fighting
id give my life
no
id end all life
yes
free in the name of the father presented from the flame of existence- will struggle but wont give
i see it clear there is an end
with the push of a button
in a tux or in the sky
on my word
RISE-MAN RISE-WOMAN
RISE
IM HERE YOU ARE SAFE
SLEEP SOUND.......
THE BEGINNING
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