Look, I’m ace. This is the first year I know this, which means it’s the first I know that I may never have a valentine. At least none in the traditional sense.
No lover to get me chocolates. Hubby to bring me flowers as we’re sitting by the fire. No homemade card to reclaim the capitalism of the so-called holiday all for ourselves.
Yet, what saddens me most, is that I don’t care at all.
I don’t feel sorry for the nine-year-old me who just knew that the picture she took during the class party with her one and only crush would be in the yearbook forever. The one she was ecstatic about, but always felt a little odd and she could never pin why.
I don’t long for the ability to love when the selfie he and I took a year ago popped up on my phone. The one I always knew was useless to take.
I don’t wish I had somewhere to be last night. My online community raised over 2.2 million dollars for charity, the most we’ve ever done. I painted for the first time in months, the first items of pride I’ve ever owned. A call from a friend that I haven’t seen since another time, another place, another me.
I used to love Greek mythology. I was a hopeless romantic. I blasted love songs and screamed them with all the air from my lungs.
And I still do. And I did. And I always will.
Because I know that love doesn’t only come in one shade of red. Because I always have loved purple.
Happy Valentine's day to my ex I will always smile at our pictures I will always find you funny I will always contemplate saying something to you when I see you I will make fun of you to my friends to help me cope I just wish that I hadn't completely lost you Towards the end, we weren't in a healthy relationship But I still miss you being my best friend I still miss texting you good morning and goodnight I hate that we have shut each other out Because no matter how much you ****** me off I wanted to be there Because you were my best friend
i miss the other parts of you i lost when i lost you
My love you taught me how to love Feeling of love, that this heart showed How many colors you spill, of love? Reason for my love, you then asked?
Without you this life is so incomplete Now when I realize how far away love was Sheltering me in your heart such a treat As beads of love strung tenderly in gauze
At times self-love seeks love from a stranger At times a few moment with a loving heart is enough At times to feel a heart dearer one has to live farther In serendipity we met in love, leave me never in a huff
Think and despair not my cherished beloved Must I say your love was so wondrous I promise to be with you now and always beloved You asked, I say all your concerns are needless
Pyaar aapne hume karna jo siklaya Pyaar ka ehsas is dil ko jo diklaya Kitne pyaar ke rang chalkathe hain aap? Phir Pyaar ki vajah poochate hain aap?
Yeh zindagi to aapke bina adhuri thi Ab maalum hua pyaar thak kitni doori thi Aashiyana aapne dil mein basa kar hume diya hai Pyaar ke har lamahe chun ke is dil ko piroya hai
Khud ko chaahne ke liye kabhi gairon ka pyaar chahiye Dil ki nazdhikyon ke liye kabhi dooriyon ka ehsas chahiye Kabhi chand lamhay kaafi hain aap jaise dil walon ke saath Ittifaaq se milay ** meharbaan kabhi na chodna mera haath
Bus Itna ab na sochiye mere jane-mehboob Dekhiye pyar kiya aapne bhi bahut khoob Zindagi aapke saath vada hai mere hum-safar Har sawalon ka jawab diya humnay aap rahe be-fikar