Today marks as your 7th year,
We'll never stop to cheer.
BTS plus ARMY consists of seven letters,
BTS has seven members.
We cry and laugh with you.
You made us feel loved and made us accept our flaws.
When we are exhausted, we don't get tired because we have you.
We are continuing to break the walls.
So don't worry about anything,
We'll stay with you forever.
We are together bulletproof.
We Purple you.

This is just a simple poem,
It may be short but I call it home.
This is where my feelings are thrown,
My drafts are either in a paper or a phone.

In here I write emotions that I have not shown,
Read by people who are unknown.
I can tell that I have grown,
In these poems which I own.

All I can hear is your lullaby,
Still I am wondering why.
I can see your face glowing,
From you, I'm here now without knowing.
Don't wanna see your tears,
I just want to appear in your dreams.

I always think of you,
When I stare at the moon
Wondering if you're staring at it too.
Why is it always your name that is coming into my mind?
I'm getting terrified.
All these men, but you still shined.
How can I forget you when you give light?
And that makes me fight.
Are you thinking about me too,
Or look at me the way I look at you?

The stars you are wishing,
Cannot appear in the light you are seeing.
They appear in the darkest nights,
It is not scary but one of the most beautiful sights.
You cannot appreciate the light,
If you haven't gone through the night.
The doubtness you are hearing,
Cannot compare to the success that is coming.

A day when anyone can be lovely,
Giving surprises or gifts.
Someone wants a hug or just a kiss,
There will also be a couple that are lovey-dovey.

Remember it's not a day just for couples,
It could be between your mother or father.
Also give your heart with sweet colors,
It's important to have self love.

I looked at all my poems and noticed that 36 out of 141 were meant for you.
I just laughed and thought I really liked you.
Right, this will be the 37th one for you.
I tried liking someone else, but it always ended up with you.
New year is coming and like last year you were the first one who greeted me,
I don't know now but I know your heart is too far away from mine.
I'm gonna cut this feelings, it won't be easy but I will because it's too unhealthy.
I'll just leave everything up to destiny.

New year, not you anymore.
Well, that's what I wanted.
When did I start to like you?
Oh, that was 8 years ago.
Now, I felt like it's not you anymore.
No excitement when I see you like before.
My heart doesn't flutter anymore when I talk to you.
You were the only one I cared for and thought of.
Now, I don't feel anything.
Maybe because I accepted our fate.
I saw a post earlier about someone hoping their crush would greet them,
But why did I think about you?

It is already December,
The season will be winter,
That means it will be a cold weather,
But why does it seem you're colder?
Should I just wait until summer?
You said you love me, remember?
My heart is turning into ice as you go farther.
After the storm, it became clearer,
That you won't be with me forever.

In our Christmas tree,
There are lots of gifts underneath.
If I count one to three,
I can hear the winter bells.
There will be exchanging gifts,
Gotta prepare my Christmas stockings,
Singing some songs, oh Holy night.
If I can have a wish from Santa,
It would be under a mistletoe with you.
If I count one to three,
I can hear the winter bells.

It has been weeks since I keep seeing you,
But these days the feelings I had seemed to fade away.
Is it because I realized I can't have you?
I already accept it won't be me starting today.

Every time my mind is filled with someone new,
I always bump into you.
The times when I don't expect  to see you,
Are the times that I suddenly feel surprised 'cause you'll suddenly appear.
When I am always sad,
You always show up and it makes me glad.
You always show up when I need joy the most.
You always show up when I least expect it.
I'm always asking myself if you're still the one,
Maybe just seeing your face was the answer.
Even if I deny it, yes, still you.

We are now facing calamities,
Many earthquakes everyday in different cities.
The roads and buildings are cracked in some places.
People are frightened and hearts are shattered into pieces.

Yet people from the North insult us.
We give those people food and other resources.
Without us, they're nothing.
Citizens from the Land of Promise should stand together,
Because we only got each other.

I want to study the universe,
I love it so much that it makes me happy when I think of it.
I get curious what's happening everyday.
Yes, I want to study the universe,
But I don't want to be an astronomer,
Because the universe that I want to study is Youniverse.

EGGS,
Why don't we go back from the start?
Where we met near the leaves.
CATTERPILLARS,
The stage when always being fed with love.
PUPA,
We started to change.
Our love was becoming mature and continued to grow.
Always afraid of being let go.
BUTTERFLIES,
You spread your wings and started to fly.
All you did was to make me cry.
Our love was full of colors,
But you flew to another flower.
Just like a life span of a butterfly,
It only lasts for two weeks,
so our Love is.

I got lost in the constellation in your eyes,
It felt like I was flying in the atmosphere's oceanic skies.
You made me spin like my orbit is around  you,
In this biosphere, it has always been you.
I'm in a steady state, each day my love for you is expanding,
But I'm still me, the same way, withstanding.
When the universe started to form,
Everything was meant to happen.
We were destined to meet,
But not to be together,
Because you got lost in the constellation in the galaxy of another.

I woke up in my mattress,
And went to school with pain.
Instead of using the stairs,
I waited for the elevator 'cause I'm so drained.
The doors were about to close,
When you suddenly came inside.
I didn't feel anything then but gladness,
Especially when you talked to me.
While walking to my room,
The smile didn't leave my face.
Everytime I see you, one thing fades,
My sadness.

I feel happy the more I look at you,
But while looking at you,
I also receive pain times two,
Because I remember that I can't have you.

As long as I am happy to see you,
I don't care how many knives will cut through.
I don't care if I'm not the reason for that smile of yours,
As long as I see that it is yours,
It will still be the greatest view.

There is no such thing as an ugly art,
But an ugly heart.

Why did things get worse?
The harder I try to get rid of it,
The more it gets stronger, not just a little bit.
I thought I won't have feelings for you anymore,
If I try to get to know with someone more.
Break time, I went to the ground floor,
Thinking if I'll like someone more.
I saw you again that made my heart flutter,
But you were with the girl you liked before.
When both of you saw me,
You guys went with me.
Even if there was a bit of jealousy,
You still made my day completely.

We're not classmates anymore,
But schoolmates.
I have always wondered if I'll have feelings for someone new who is my classmate,
Since we won't always see each other at this rate.
I have this classmate that could be a good candidate,
Tall, cute and fair.
I asked myself, "could this be it?"
But I didn't have any feelings yet.
Dismissal, it was eight past three,
I saw you sitting near the gate.
I got nervous, is this fate?
You looked at me, pointed and smiled.
I missed that, isn't this great?
It felt like you answered my question ealier.
Looks like you'll still be stuck here in my heart and no one else,
But we'll see.

Is what I breathe really air?,
Or a dust filled with despair?
Is what I hear the sound of a dying steer,
Or just a scream of fear?
I know that it is there,
But don't know exactly where.
I should be unaware,
Until a dream of an heir,
Will be drowned in flares,
Till then,
The one that remains shall care.

New chapter begins,
I'll try to be better in lots of things.
New school,
New faces,
New friends,
New teachers,
New environment.
Everything will be new,
But I'm not yet sure,
If the one in my heart will be replaced by someone new.
In this year,
Let's see if you'll remain here.

Since 3rd Grade, I like you.
I don't know what you did to my heart.
First day of 4th Grade, I thought my feelings were gone.
5th Grade, you still make my heart flutter.
6th Grade, I tried to like someone else.
It got successful but why were you still the number one?
7th Grade, you still never failed to make my heart flutter.
As we keep getting closer, the pain became closer to me too.
8th grade, I had second thoughts if I still like you,
Because I felt it's more than like already.
9th grade, still thinking why I have feelings for you when you flutter and break my heart at the same time.
10th Grade, as much as my feelings grew deeper,
The pain started to grow more.
Ever since 3rd Grade,
I started to have feelings for you,
Also, the pain started to grow too.

My heart breaks because of you,
But how can you still be the greatest view?
It breaks because of the unfortunate thing that you don't feel the same.
Do you know what makes my heart break more?
Seeing you hurt because someone you like doesn't like you back.
It hurts a lot to see you in pain,
I need to hide these tears in the rain.

My sight became dull.
Maybe you drifted away because you don't know me anymore.
It is sad that I can't drift away,
I don't even know myself too.
I don't understand me.
I don't know me.
Who am I?
Who is this creature I see in the mirror?
All I see is her eyes filled with terror.

Nothing is forever in this world.
Even the food you ate will leave your body anytime.

Your handsomeness is glowing,
My love for you is growing.
Seeing you with others is aching.
My heart inside is breaking.
My chances for you are decreasing.
Even when we don't talk for a while,
I'm still caring and can't stop thinking.
I'm really tired of hurting,
But when you talk to me,
I still find myself smiling.

You didn't want to greet me yet,
You said it's not yet 12.
I laughed and thought,
That's so much like you.

I was alone outside our house,
Seeing those kids waiting for new year.
While, I didn't feel anything but sadness.
It was just a normal day for me not like that past where everything was so great.

I stared at my phone, it's 12 already.
I suddenly heard noises.
When I looked at those kids outside,
I suddenly got a notification.

It was you,
I smiled and thought,
You really greeted me.
You were the first one to do it that day.

When you talk about masonry,
There are lots of types of joints.
It will last if built correctly,
I'm sure it never disappoints.

A mortise and tenon joint,
Is the strongest and best looking,
And I am not like that like she is.
I may be strong but not good looking.

So I consider myself as a doweled joint,
Which is only strong.
But when I look at you,
I realized that I'm just a Dado joint.

The ones who always support.
Like how they support shelves,
Like how I support you for her.
I'm not strong as I thought I could be.

The sight of you makes me happy.
When you call me by my nickname,
It makes my heart flutter.
When you tease me,
I seek for more.
Am I completely wrecked by you?
It is sad that I don't have chances for you too.
The sight of you with kids,
Makes me fall more.
Is this a chance to forget my bunny?

I don't know what you have that makes me not to stop staring at you.
You have that appeal makes you attractive.
Your height and body is my ideal type.
You have that face that can be cute and ****.
Dear you, save me.
Another one is wrecking me,
Named V.

We dream about what we want to be.
We dream about who we want to be,
But everyone is scared to soar high.
We need to step forward and fly in the sky.

The brighter the light,
The darker the shadow.
The expert in anything,
Was once a beginner.

We started to have a distance.
We still greet each other,
But not talk too much to one another.
I felt sad and hurt,
But I thought it is the way to get my feelings away.
So I got happy for a bit.
I thought I'd forget you already,
But my heart keeps on missing you.
Your name is the only one it calls.
I thought I won't love you anymore,
It only grew deeper

You are very curious about who loves you,
You always share about those crush things,
But can't you just wait till the season becomes spring?
Right, summer is our only season here.

If I tell you, would you avoid me?
If I confess, would you still talk to me?
I am a coward, I know,
I'm just scared to lose you if I do.

I knew from the start,
That I have no chances for you.
But it's March, we are getting apart,
Should I take the risk?

Every year,
My friends decrease.
Every year,
Some friends leave.
Every year,
I think no one will stay by my side as years go by.
Every year,
I wonder why my friends decrease while my weight doesn't.

In the street full of flowers,
I saw you again.
The sound of film can be heard,
Didn't care if what I captured was blurred.

You probably didn't know when you started hurting me.
I approached you and I want to be honest with you this night.
I still wonder, wonder, beautiful story.
I still wander, wander, next story.

You were hurting too,
Now promise me,
Don't throw yourself away.
You should be your light baby.

Like the other day,
Come in front of me baby.
I want you to be your night.
In this scenery full of flowers,
Interwine our pinkies,
I want to make you mine.

Oh my sunshine,
You can be an inspiration to others.
Even when you are hurt, you smile.
Even when you choked, you smile.
Oh my sunshine,
If every people in the world are like this,
Negativity will not grow,
And positivity will glow.

Planning something without me.
Having secrets without me.
Seeing all of you happy without me,
Makes me wanna leave.
A sword cuts my heart,
It feels like we are getting apart.
I don't feel worthy.
Those so called friends of mine,
I'm not even a friend of them.
I am useless.

Let's go back when I was one of the students in my class to run as my Grade  representative.
I didn't know why they chose me to run,
But I just hoped I never win.
It's an honor if you win, yeah.
But I didn't wanna take the responsibility.
When the voting ended,
I knew I wouldn't win because of my famous classmate.
And, she won.
When You came to me and whispered 3 words,
"I voted you".
I knew that I won in some way.
I never felt so happy, so I replied with 2 words,
"Thank you".
Next time I hope you whisper another 3 words,
"I love you".
So that I can reply with 4 words,
"I love you too".

I don't wanna see you anymore.
Just seeing your face makes me fall for you even more.
It is hurting me so bad.
It hurts more that I am the only one who suffers.
Just get out of my heart,
Before it gets too hard.

2011 is the year when I met you and we became close,
It's also the year when I started to like you.
2012 is the year when I liked you more.
2013, the year when you always go to my house.
2014, the year when I tried to like somebody else.
It was successful but you are still the number one.
2015, the year when you get mad when someone insults or fight with me and my friends.
2016, the year when I realized, I love you.
That year is when we became close more.
2017, everything started to hurt a lot than before.
I really couldn't take my eyes off you.
2018, year when you make my heart flutter more but you also cause more pain to it.
2019, will it be the year when you'll feel the same way too?