I wish there are words to explain the kind of feeling that I experience when I'm with you; When you do those little things.
When you smirk When you eat so slow When you wait your soda to water down When we laugh over our inside jokes When we get sarcastic and all judgy How you wish me success How you look at me in the eyes when I tell my stories How you hold my hand Whenever you ask if I am happy How you find ways and say the right words to cheer me up How you validate my feelings and ambitions How we talk about our dreams and hopes How you assure me that I am enough
I guess there are really no poems or haikus that can express how you make my heart flutter. I'm a writer by profession but maybe these will always make me wonder.
There are feelings that will never turn into words. Maybe those are meant to feed my heart and soul.
A strange soft stirring begins in my heart I’m not sure what caused this fluttering to start Like innocence still uncorrupted captured in butterflies Except my stomach is no longer where the majority flies But just a little while ago a few still hovered there But to trap or imprison them I wouldn’t dare There hides a few more in the lungs in my chest Only flap wings when I can’t catch my breath When silence is the single sentence I have to not speak Your smile leaves me speechless Knees growing weak No clock No noise All surroundings fade away Colors suddenly emerge where before was only grey Waiting for your melodic voice to disrupt that magic spell Heaven momentarily suspended til one word snaps me back into hell The illusion of perfection not once falters or affrights As you come closer the swarm inside my body takes off in simultaneous flight It’s mindblowing the way my senses react when you are near How you still manage to give me butterflies even after all these years
I love how you can give me butterflies when I have been with you all these years just by the way you look at me