My love life
because of you
Words are a sail,
that is either Greeted at the port of others. Or shipwrecked on the rocks of ignorance...
You needed a boat for self discovery
guided me to a cherished recovery yes, I healed but you broke me again Left me how you found me, in pain...
My pulse is raising.
Sweat appears in my palms. My fingertips are turning ice cold. And so, follows the rest of my body. I keep asking myself why? But I can never seem to settle on a proper answer. It´s an unlike pain, that doesn´t physically hurt. An immense trembling that touches every nerve, of my wrecked system. It´s something that I can never understand. I cannot quite grasp, what my body is trying to tell me. Involuntarily, I´m forcing myself to insanity.
The sight of you makes me happy.
When you call me by my nickname, It makes my heart flutter. When you tease me, I seek for more. Am I completely wrecked by you? It is sad that I don't have chances for you too. The sight of you with kids, Makes me fall more. Is this a chance to forget my bunny?
Wrote this long time ago though. Kinda sequel for the previous one.
All beyond reaches of our own
Stretch of sea, land of the deep In deathly still waves Carried the weight of prophecy Circumnavigating --- Wrecked ship, so as I Syphoned by the time Pitch black in heart of sea In this river of abyss, wake of sorrow Darkness shrouds our being Colors of my soul stolen Fading, further and farther From my spirit Drowning into your darkness As I gaze into abyss And gaze upon mine See no reflection But drowned to your eyes
It's a wrecked persona who let himself find his love in the midst of sea with his shipwreck, so is he. It's about facing the truth that love cannot be found, it finds you.
How do you still not understand?
Could never forget the life we enjoyed You are a storm wreaking continuous havoc With a single breath I am left destroyed Every petal you touch gets wrecked Hurts too bad to endure another round Fingers feel like lightning burning my skin Even removed tingled where your hand wrapped around
Do you ever get that electric feeling whenever someone you love takes their hand away? Almost like a phantom hand is still there?
I once was found
But now I am lost Took a wrong turn Got my signals crossed Used to know who I was Now I don't have a clue My world's been flipped Since I first met you My life was planned out I had a grand vision Now it's been wrecked By our reckless collision But I'd rather be lost On this wild ride Than find all I desire Without you by my side
PAD Poem-A-Day Challenge November 2018
Prompt: Write a lost poem. Or… Write a found poem. Or... Write both. http://www.writersdigest.com/whats-new/2018-november-pad-chapbook-challenge-day-6
currently in a battle with a dream
I have not expected to be this hard, to be this complicated & mind-wrecking until I realized, I'm trapped trapped inside a prison cell fighting for glory without strength, without drive I'm beginning to feel my flesh, my soul gradually turning black, burning down this is not what I wanted, what I wished for maybe this is not for me i'm failing, falling too many times, too tired to get up again and again years passed, this is the last I wonder if I am to escape atlast before the time ticks too fast, that I'll perish into bones and pass