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Johnny walker Jun 16
As a kid I had a dream just one dream that finding my dream girl not one night stands or brief
affairs
But a real relationship
true love many years from then my dream became reality
I met and fell In love with
a
girl I knew from my childhood Helen was her name
Oh so pretty she was, eyes that could say more In a glance Helen had come to bed
eyes
Her voice so **** and a oh
so wicked but naughty
laugh everybody
loved my
girl
We got married she gifted
me a beautiful son all was looking rosey
but
for what I didn't see was coming around the
corner
a year Into our marriage
Helen she became seriously
ill
But our love was so strong
It keep us together throughout our twenty
years
Till she was called by God
she had to go and make that walk toward the light It was over
When I was growing up as a kid I had a dream to meet a girl fall In love unlike my mates I didn't want brief affairs one night stands but a real relationship
true love
Johnny walker Jun 12
Spent of my life waiting for that one chance a chance
to turn life around and make everything all right something beautifull making
all my pain and rears worth while
Something beautiful to see me through the rest of my days and I found It In my wife to be but everything In life comes at a price that price being to lose her so soon In
life
But was a price I willing to pay to have had the time
with her and the son that
she gifted to me but I never thought for a moment whilst we're together It would lead back to hear and a place called
lonely
But I know my sweetheart Is In safe keeping far away from here and cold lonely house that we shared and the
empty feel the house now has
since my sweetheart passed on Its now just a place to lay my head
She who gave so much to life and asked very little In return but for the love of her husband and that of her family In her final hours of passing I saw bravery that I had never seen
before
For she was a woman of sprite and lady of true grit
I'd witnessed on many
accations how she had fought
for her life and won when being so close to death but
my sweetheart gave In when her strength to fight was all gone
The day of Helens funeral I had chosen an aproperiot song THE ROSE I Qoute "Some Say Love It ls A Flower" for Helen was like a flower after winter snow had gone
she would bloom In spring vibrant colour returning to her cheeks I admit It was hard to accept that she'd  never bloom
again
but I know that she's safe  from the troubles of this life and free from pains that she
suffered so much In life she was beautiful but no longer here at the end of my days may she now rest In
peace
To love and to lose Is the hardest thing one can face In life but It better to have loved than not loved at all
Johnny walker May 27
Blinded by such beauty In her eyes I was experiencing   love for the first time In my life and It felt so
good
I'd known Helen from a little girl but she woman was now and  I couldn't take my eyes of
her
I was mesmerised by the
beauty In her eyes fell under the spell that she cast upon me for Helen I would lay down my
life
She was my only one In life I ever needed for I had
fallen to the magic of  her charms and mesmerised by such beauty In her
eyes
Midge May 23
J
i will
forever
cherish
the moments
I have
with you
even when
you’re
gone.

I wish
you
all the
happiness
you ever
longed for
with
the love
of your
life,

which
should be
me

but

times
have
changed.

I was there
and will
always
be here
for you,

after
four
agonizing
years
have passed

when
you
left me

for reasons
that have to do
with anything
but me.

the essence
of you
is still alive
in me.

I can
literally
feel the
pain
in my
throat,
especially
when I
see you.

I will
always
miss
you
for the
rest
of the air
I breathe.

our love,
it was
never
meant
to
be.

I hate
the fact
that I can
never be
with you,
it’s like we’re
Romeo and Juliet,
Joni and Jimmy,

May and December
you name it.

you saw
through me
and I
to you.

you shared
your sorrow
and I
shared mine.

my whole
existence
once
revolved
around you,

only to hope
for
nothing.

to J,
i still
really
truly
deeply
like you

because
I know
I can never
love you.
goodbye x
Johnny walker May 20
Kept all  promises to you my
love and also the promises made to myself that of keeping your memories
alive
Through poems day and night I've written of her that
that have kept all our memories and
dream
So very much alive to total dedication to my wife poems that tell of our life spent together
Poems that tell of the good and the bad through to pain of sad lose of my wife who had done so much for me
In her
life
No one could have wished for more In their life than I had with beautiful wife from out nowhere she came to
me
like Angel she had flown Into
my life as If blown on a wind of change found me by chance for she saved
soul
But so sad for me I was unable to save her the day she sadly passed away and that was unable to save
her
as she had saved me but I quess she was called back to
Heaven my Angel had
found her way home
"HEAVEN"
I had  always called Helen my Angel for always felt she'd saved  my life come Into my life when I was desperate In need of
love
Johnny walker May 19
I woke whilst In a dream of my darling I turned over
In bed  total surprise and amazement, to see my sweetheart laid beside
me
She smiled so sweet and whispered so softly Into my ear said that she missed me but hadn't had a chance
to say goodbye before deoarted from
life
I reached out and touched her and looked to those beautiful eyes and kissed her upon those sweet lips felt again the warmth of her body
and
fragments of her lovely perfume and just at the point of making love I awoke to find her not
there all had been but a dream
As years they did pass I knew In my heart that our years together were
over
through illness Helen suffered our days were closing
fast
and door to our life together was always wide open
was slowing starting to close the light In Helen's eyes had begun to
dim
and sadly I knew she was losing her fight to live
for
the days of our life where numbered and fast coming to an end
The days together where fast coming to an end the door to
life starting to close
The first time I laid eyes
on Helen, I knew we'd never part that we would
spend our
lives
together and she would be my wife I can still feel Helen's hand In mine when I'm  asleep at
night
A promise I'd never leave her this promise made life to much a part my life she  still Is and that
how
we lived together never once apart for the love we had for each other for that was all that
mattered
All that matters Is love It make the world goes round people survive terrible tragedy through love
I was  awoken from a dream reaching for my classes trying to see the time
2.30 am
for that was all It was
still remembering
my dream I was walking but
closing fast dark clouds but off In the distance I could clearly see my
wife
stood there waiting
for me oh so pretty
she looked but before
I reached her I awoke
from the
dream
Awoken from a beautiful dream about my sweetheart tried back to sleep to dream her again by It never happend
I was  awoken from a dream reaching for my classes  to time 2.30 am
so that was the
time still
my dream I walking but
and closing fast dark clouds but off In the I could clearly see my
wife
stood there waiting
for me oh so pretty
she looked but before
I reached her I awoke
from the
dream
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