Feminine has become a intimate word to me Something to hide in the ***** drawer locked in the floorboards Too intimate and innocent to show to the the worlds The first chance they get they drop your drawers and say well why would you go and do that? And demand you do; you try to say you won’t.
Why so sensitive?
They want those white ******* so much they crave them search for them in the dark
But mock them in the daytime to be sensitive was to be gullible So why Walt’s in those white petals when the world wears ***** boots How do you shed those pants for linen loons The world has shown how it degrades the “dumb blonde” and her worth To be feminine to be intimate to be innocent to be sensitive to be gullible to be worthless
Growing up I had a hard time time being intimate with other people, I don’t mean the ****** way I mean the feelings that you have the closeness to the other person and the nakedness you have to show your true self. Somehow this got connected to being attached to all the reacurrinng word in this poem. This is also shown in the first couple of words how the a after become isn’t an right before the vowel in intimate, showing the closeness to each vowel and how this is seen as wrong in this sentence.
All nasty and full of gunk. I fogot my toothbrush at the complex. One week I've waited and it's still in the same place. Feels like I was here yesterday. But I know it's gonna feel like forever leaving. Thank god I can try to keep clean with my essential back in my hand. But I still can't help the feeling...