I look at the pillow on the bed
its lost once
but now again found again
I look at the pillow on the bed
and the white veil and the darkness lie down
lays down on me and on my boat
tomorrow the sea will be again at the eyes

08.08.18

you were born as i was born
you were born but when but when
but when did I see you but
when but when I saw you about
my friend is my friend or my brother
or my brother or me or me or something
something around what happened when
then when when was i no i no i no i
when I was you when you were me and when
my brother and you were i was all was all

today is your birthday or was he
still at the beginning of october or he was still second
the second of october when the roosters sang loudly
when the monkeys were mad when lightning
when the lightning does not sparkle when only one
the rainbow was outside the window a huge window always the
well do you know do you know do you know that window
well as you do not know but in any case you
you will see someday and therefore you always knew him

you knew me and I knew you but when but when when but when
today is your birthday promise to remember me
promise me to remember my brother oh my friend oh my
forever promise not to forget promise to remember me
tell to devote all words or almost all to me or not to me
oh my eyes are unthinkable without you oh my eyes cannot live
can not exist without you like almost all
today is october and this is your october today is your eternal
eternal holiday eternal salute and and a great celebration
the whole world is yours all day all night and all the banks
do not forget me and do not forget remember
the eternity of eternity and always

19.10.18

all the people around all the people
all eyes all souls people all
people around are power
covers the power of huge blows
blows and favors and all people
around trying and want from everything
it is forever and forever abandoned
in order to be dead in order to be not life

22.10.18

to wait for a prelude from fate
his words and minutes
wait for his gold rings
wait for his hand and hands
absolutely my silence
destroyed the silence
quite my conversations
destroyed conversations
and the day passes by white
white as a sunny day
destiny destroys and regimes
edit me like my novel

today traffic lights were on fire
or not burned
because who knows what is burning
can something that does not burn
and there is a true glow
and the moon is the moon
and the moon is constantly in the sky
although the sky and its light is not there
like the light itself
Like the fate itself and her hands
Like her silence and silence
gold rings

snow on the street
falling clouds
I'm again in my dreams
about kisses
about past
which have long since passed from me
and maybe they were not at all
because everything is in my head
and the future and past and present
which is also not
it's all in my head
but I know why the past
all the same there is
we believe in him
and we can not doubt
that's why the future
all the time changing and moving

to wait for foretaste of fortune
fate that will soon break me
which will soon play a funeral march
which goes every day
every day we lead birth and death
We die every day and are born
because all that around is
it's a dream in a dream
and endless dreams
which will never end
an eternal chain that can not be broken
we die the sleep fades
but a new
and all new and new new and new
then I'm a woman then I'm a man
all in a flash in one minute
fate is ruling my rings
my gold rings
light
which do not exist

21.07.18

running notes fast fast
on fingers ran quickly
quickly walked along quickly
and be so quietly and quietly
quietly melody on the nose
slipped and sank into sleep

and there were white papers and will
black paper and torch burn and
notes will run again and all also
it is not known where and when to burn and
quickly run fast then
when I was five years old when I was

when i was six years old
I was seven years old and when I was
exactly eternity eternity one infinite
and when I was not a man but a piano
when I was just the keys and only
white and black black and white and all

02.10.18

Rain rain raindrops on my head
Rain rain raindrops on my head
Rain rain raindrops on my head
Rain rain raindrops on my head

Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh

Im walk on the rain
Im saying stupid thing about me
Okay
Im walk on the rain
Im saying stupid thing about me
Okay

Rain rain raindrops on my head
Rain rain raindrops on my head
Rain rain raindrops on my head
Rain rain raindrops on my head

Ooh rain
Ooh rain
Ooh rain
Ooh rain

2016

it was raining
but only in my head
everything was gray
everything was like an autumn

summer is gone
today was his last day
met an old friend
nothing changes and goes

played piano
quietly and almost silently
I looked at the sea
it merged with the sky

31.08.18

remembering the past
remembering the past inspiration
pictures fall in the head
photos take off in the head
sparks around and lights pieces

remembering the past
o how much snow it was
o how much rain has passed
o how much sun went
and tears streamed down my face

20.08.18

return to the past
it was recently been now
return to the past
was recently was today

return to the past
collision with gray leaves
return to the past
happening happening right now

12.12.18

I'm very sad
I'm very sad
because everything
vaguely

because everything
unknown
Because it's not clear
what will be ahead

I'm very sad
and the moon in the sky is beautiful
but even its harmony
does not help to soothe everything inside

and even her singing
and even her wonderful game
on the piano of heaven
can not give me rest

can not give me stars
and can not give freedom
such freedom
what was in childhood

her i
forever lost
lost as well as almost all
in this world

14.07.18

how sad it was today
for days it's sad to my eyes
it finally finally means
a cold snap is expected soon
it will be cold soon it will rain and
fog careless bright bright fog

it was sad it was sad
it was very inspired and bright and musical
It was very musical and therefore I am very
very sad today or not
yesterday i live in the world and so i'm dead
there was no birth but death was all

15.10.18

salt underfoot
I prevented and did not prevent me from going
and the moon around was water
when there is no water and no sea
then it's under my feet
bricks become water and salt

the light is on the streets
day and night quarters
the sea looks at me and I look at it
and get out the paper
I write again and immediately
I go to nimu and only to him

18.07.18

the sand will fill our days
they will be blown away by the wind and music
blows their flute and flute
takes them with him february
and our autumn and summer

will fill the sand and love
and our life and death
and there will not be us with you
and we will not be together
everything will fly away all will pass

12.09.18

she forgot me she forgot
oh why did it happen
there was so much beauty around
so many moon charms and so many colors
and o so much beauty

well why why she had it all
why she forgot me too
why she threw out of my head
all that so life gave
and the fact that it actually stood

21.08.18

All gone
When i was a very funny
But now im sad
when you were next to me
I felt just fine
When you were here
I was like in a fairy tale
But she is gone
Ooh no no no

She is Gone
She is gone
Ooh no no no
She is Gone
She is gone
Ooh no no no

All Gone
All gone
All Gone
All gone
Ooh no no no

2016

quiet quiet in the night room now
quiet quiet it's time to close soon
close my eyes again today
and again and again go to miracles
and again and again feel some dreams
only dreams only dreams

the light and the light burns and says and
says his bright and bright greetings and
hello o light and light o light and light
soon and soon it's time for everyone to sleep
soon and soon only the moon will warm
she alone in the sky night and lonely

09.10.18

sip of water
one sip of water
after a day of incomprehensible
after incomprehensible light
after incomprehensible eyes of water
water sip one water
me a little bit
I am incomprehensible for a whole day
did not drink or eat anything but how much
how much water was more accurate
in my heart and in my eyes and in my
in the words of incomprehensible sip of water give water
oh sip finally walked in my day
here is a little bit left until the evening of inspiration

26.12.18

slam the doors and open new ones
shut the old days and throw
once and for all their long attic

and no more crying about it
and never again suffer
need to finish with this once and for all

23.11.18

sleet is quiet and
quietly falls

wet sleet quiet
swimming and falling silently

wet great snow is quiet
quietly rushes and dies

day after day and night after night
again and again and light

06.11.18

slight fright in the wind
flashed past my eyes
easy fear and anxiety
a desert in the soul and heart

faint light of the dark
the cold is felt fleetingly
slight fear
but only one moment of happiness

23.07.18

I came home always happy
every day was my happy
no poetry of any philosophy
no thoughts any darkness of death

I came home always happy
I always had a sun in my heart
no one can believe that I can
be in sorrow
in sadness
and in the dark

so it was before
and this is no longer to return
that bright ray disappeared
disappeared
it can not be returned

so it was before
and this is no longer to return
the sun has disappeared
was lost
now it's night

dark horrifying night
without love in the heart without affection
now my childhood has passed
real life came
the sorrow has come

13.06.18

sorrow
sorrow
sorrow
in my heart
in my heart
in my heart

crying
crying
crying
in my heart
in my heart
in my heart

in my heart
in my heart
in my heart

sorrow
sorrow
sorrow and crying
in my heart
in my heart
in my heart

02.07.18

standing at the fire wall
open I stand again and again
while my eyes are open while the soul
my sings while by myself i can i sing
while the gold pipe is waiting for me there

and where the lights in the restaurant are lit
and where the sea and love and kisses
everywhere and around and there where the bricks
not only stand but where they are still
and accomplish the greatest and daring flight

standing at the brick wall
I stand open and I live in thoughts
and think and think and contemplate everything
I think and I think when my watch will show
that's five already it's time to run

28.12.18

I'm going to the school
And last, i'm going to home
Sunny everyday
Rain weather today and snow again
Sunny everyday
Rain weather today and snow again


And sun
and rain
and snow again
And sun
and rain
and snow again


I'm play the computer games
I'm eating food
Sunny everyday
rain weather today and snow again
Sunny everyday
rain weather today and snow again


And sun
and rain
and snow again
And sun
and rain
and snow again

And sun
and rain
and snow again

2016

there were a whole day in the clouds
but the glint of the sun was
and there was joy and happiness
and there were stars somewhere in my eyes

and there were frosts and cold autumn
but it was summer was the heat
there was a window open and the window was closed
in other ways as always as always

09.09.18

Sunny day
Sunny day
Sunny day
Sunny day
Ooh ooh ooh

Perfect day
Perfect day
Perfect day
Perfect day
Ooh ooh ooh


I wanna be your
I wanna be your
Ooh ooh

I wanna be your lover
I wanna be your lover
OOh ooh

In sunny day
In sunny day
In sunny day
In sunny day

2016

sunny spring day
but on the dial is cold
here again was deception
and the evening longing pursued
chasing me

08.11.18

2017

summer

july

you

love

sea

ten
days

happiness

freedom
­
children

light

night
talks

ten
days

ten
days

ten
days

ten
­days


18.05.18

Thankful to God, for i can search for the meaning of life!
Thankful to God, for my life and for my problems.
Thankful to God, for each of my friends!
Thankful to God for all the good things and all the bad!
Thankful to God for everything!
For my life and for my future death.
Because it all very interesting!
And it better than nothing...

2017

minutes later played bayan
scary sounds he uttered
he played he played horror of horror
fear anxiety fear colds
he played black like in the dark
like a man killer

he did not stop playing because
blood passed because blood
twentieth century of all ages ago played
because it is an eternal memory
eternal eternal endless monument
the feast of death

02.12.18

blowing blowing heavy rain
blowing icy warm drops
blowing blowing heavy rain
this wind reveals its fan

my candle is on the world table
and she lost her color today
even she even the table even the kitchen
all lost color and flicker of fire

27.11.18

this candle fell
fell somewhere
she fell
into the abyss

this candle fell
this candle is now
ball of ice
a piece

this candle fell
fell somewhere
she fell
in the sun

19.08.18

works light
the machine is the same
through the forest
around the rain of ice
january rain

paper in cars
paper in the car
and the time transmits the signal
the lights are on
and the heart does not hold
more words from my

dark blue forest
dark blue forest
chopin sounds
a piano sounds
from oaks from trees
from a falling sunset

of that sunset
bright blue sunset
farther green
further dark green
what will take us away
in a great melody

which will take
us in the last way
in the last bright way
whom everyone was afraid of
everyone was afraid
and were saved escaped

lights work
works light
the machine is the same
through the forest through the moon
transparent
january rain

20.07.18

the weather again the weather and
the weather is she again the weather and
again tornado it again tornado
and lightning suddenly and she lightning
and november it is september and again
all my dreams and inspirations
destroyed by my own word

where are the bones promised why
autumn is not autumn where are the promised
stars where is where is that wind
and what a lie around one she
and what ain't she alone
what a chopuha ha ha ha
so how to go and serve

15.11.18

city ​​lights for some reason
in the last time they have me
and snow so often swirl
before my eyes eternal
and all the time they say their own
strange and confusing questions
questions all eternal questions
on which there will be no
no replies of the existing

city ​​lights as urban
cabinets and how not cabinets and how books
and how everything in this world is ours
light is only light and differences
was never in this world
we are white color wandering in white
color and perhaps it will always be so
everything eternal is always eternal and
eternal is always that is not
will end in this world never

13.09.18

created a photo and now
go ahead and now go on your way

created a photo and now
there is no turning back never and all

moments fly and therefore they are not
they were never like me
like all the photos that were

18.11.18

weep weep weep the whole world
cry the whole cycle of darkness and light
and the whole azure of heaven and all the azure
and all the books that were on the bookshelf
on the shelf that burned then in august
when attacking death on our house

scatter the same voices last fatal
be carried away and carried all around
do not give air to all this here
do not give the sky and do not give more papers
do not dictate any more of these strange words
perhaps the land is worth and it will be necessary to stop

and right now and at this very moment
and it is at this hour this month in this year
all stopped what it means stopped even then
then when august was next to me when the books were
when the whole world was not even in the flames at all
when the bookcase was with me and the leaves did not sob

11.09.18

in the rotation of the collar
various flowers are spinning
and tulips and blue flowers
and roses are all red
and sunflowers forgotten

in the rotation of the collar
spinning spinning
spinning spinning is not clear
where it is not clear
heaven and earth are spinning

and the sun and happiness
and happiness and sun
and different different feelings
and sunflowers and roses
everything is spinning a cycle

28.08.18

the days are flying and here is september
on the calendar is
and here is the gold outside the window
rather, definitely not
but gold is
from memories
from anguish and sorrow

they fly flying days
all slip away imperceptibly
where am i now where am i now
but I am in a life in the world
in eternal existence
days fly and days fly
and now september is almost
and the calendar is new or not

but I'm not old
can distinguish
all new now and old
all old now and new
all the lights are now dark
all mourning is now a joy
nothing I can now discern
where am i now where am i now
in life eternal in life

26.08.18

unbearably unbearably hard
very hard to see decay
very terrible very terrible
see blood blows fight
unbearably unbearably hard
how hard and terrible very terrible
see dying eternal death
eternal death all around
will never be the end

and when the sun shone and childhood
it was and when the wind was blowing but light
and when the mountains and greens with us
sang sang sang just sang different
there were no songs of all this
there is never a feeling that we
immediately appeared adults and only
with childhood memories but no
childhood was not when there is blood

22.11.18

documents around them
documents they are a poet to me
documents they are lira
documents they are guitar
they are a guitar they are a guitar
they are the violin they are the pianos

documents around them
the documents are sung to me again
documents on how to get away from them
documents never to leave
because always always always
existed were were were they

13.11.18

my head fell today
she fell and rotated
around where then where and how
it is not clear how it was rotating
and in what place

she fell and fell
fell and fell as if forever
my head blushed
and blushed and sadness tore
tore my heart and light

but the rebirth of rebirth
all this was I shouted
this degeneration is rebirth
is a new and new harmony
new thoughts and new feelings

25.08.18

all around green lights
plays the sea plays it
all around green lights
I'm standing at the pier
i'm standing at the door i'm standing
I stand and think again
what i am thinking and where
what i'm thinking about and
now and now and yesterday

all around green lights
all around green lights
all around them alone
oh around the green lights
endless endless
eternal and immortal
immortal and eternal lanterns
from whom not to go anywhere
never leave don't leave

10.11.18

gums gums oh they go
where go where run
I don't know about everything either

and all step and all run
where I run and again
gums gums oh they go

day after day like water
both in paint and turning
I don't know about everything either

what do I know about what I do
what about me to be after all
gums gums oh they go

where are we all going where we are
where are we going step
I don't know about everything either

but listen to me listen
I exist and everything is ahead
gums gums oh they go
I don't know about everything either

19.11.18

it was raining hard
evening very heavy rain
smile from inspiration

23.10.18

the huge lightning sounded
in that instant well that
in that gloomy and dark sad
in that where the water on the walls creeps
in that where the groves and alleys are round

the lightning came
the royal fell into pieces
what is now where now and how
this is where the lians grow in the bathroom
where the cucumbers lie next to the window

18.08.18

tea is like a candle on the table
and the table is like an oak hut

fireflies flash around me
outside the ice flying in the wings

03.12.18

time time time how much
the same time you pushed me and killed me
how many times did you destroy me
how many times how many times
how many times now about I think
that we all live in the memory of that
we do not live that all the sleep now I do not
I can understand where we are and live
whether we are either asleep or asleep or dreaming

time time time how many times how many
once you made me do water with fire
how many times did I feel my childhood
once I felt old I was born and therefore
I'm dead so perhaps will be forever about time being
time I sleep whether I'm sleeping now because everything is not
sleep alone in a dream because all the reality of what is
it's reality where we are and how we do what we do
did I ever have a childhood

30.09.18

the moon burned with blue fire
there were houses and lanterns around
there were also darknesses and flies
and we walked with a friend straight
went straight to the celebration and home

we left the embankments
and we left the vineyards
and we left the streets by the airplane
and we left the shops
and everyone moved on their way

22.08.18

this is music and this is music
music sounded when
I was not here when I
did not look when I did not think
about sand about desert about cacti

this is music yes this is music now
plays and does not play and plays yes
she sounds all the same when i
was still a girl she sounds all
as always when I was

when was i when was i dust
when was i say so the stars
when I was words when I was
just a restaurant or tea
or just an ordinary sheet

12.11.18