then from the grimy floor of the lavender fields' portaloo swells an endless summer, and it creeps up the blood orange walls; each time i take a breath, the plastic warbles like an underwater thing we make little whooshes together it swells up and leaks out yellow
like i fear the girl's head will, across the road, all shaved and shiny like a soft boiled egg fit to crack if the wrong car swerves the wrong way... anyway, cancer? at such a young age?
or the bees outside springing up cushions, decorative soaps, honey, chocolate even out there from the earth and i can't kick back and laugh at how much they must be worth because my god-
i'm scared of bees-
especially with the lavender mingling with the sweat in the soft part behind my knees because what if they chose to stick there and build empires from my flesh instead?
i'd be like that little girl; as good as
anyway sometimes my thighs conduct like they're made of brass and there's hail marys in the dust tiny earthquakes caused by trucks the tip of an ice cream cone that isn't soggy
that's good enough
i stayed a little longer than the trickle did
and you were sort of like the sun under a toilet door and more importantly you get it
(this is partly meant as a joke- it's a stream of consciousness thing although that moment really was some type of special)
With a hundred thousand blessings I will praise you a thousand times more. With every pulse and each heartbeat, with each breath, I inhale and exhale and every tear I shed. I will carry a cycle of endless thousand thanks.
Always remember your blessings and show gratitude!
It was the moment you took my hand, Sang me lullabies to sleep. Combing your fingers through my hair, Drifting into an endless dream. When you slept and I watched you, I couldn’t help but think this is true.
It was the first time you and I saw each other, I knew I’d never let a soul touch you. Glaring at those who tried, Meeting those who had thought twice.
Of the many nights to have your hand in mine, I wonder if you know you are mine. I am yours though, Bound to you by eternity.
That is where I shall find you again.
Time couldn’t count the amount of love I have for you and continue to do so. Forever Yours.