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Mar 2021 · 501
how your love starts?
leeaaun Mar 2021
love always start with yourself
or maybe ends
with others
do you start your love with you or end it on you?
Mar 2021 · 1.1k
pick your own tears
leeaaun Mar 2021
i won't forget,
when i cried you just looked at me
and what a silly heart of mine is—
it kept thinking,
you will pick those tears for me
and say 'i am here for you'
but you were just standing in front of me
like a stranger
pick your own tears
Mar 2021 · 662
peace in pieces
leeaaun Mar 2021
when you will seek peace
and you will find it in your pieces,
it's the real peace
peace is in your pieces
Mar 2021 · 698
fool will try to fool you
leeaaun Mar 2021
erasing my existence,
to make a mark of your existence
isn't a permanent solution.
because those who are meant
to stay forever they won't
try to end up someone's life over this.
they know their value,
that's why they will wait
when you will create a hurdle for yourself
which you supposed it is for them.
they will think, you are gone forever.
but that forever is theirs end.
as when their breath will end,
karma will rise me up from the ashes
where i have been sleeping—
to live my life for eternity.
from the start, it was their lose.
so fool to understand the schemes of life.
fool will become a fool, of he will fool you
Mar 2021 · 966
happy women's day to me
leeaaun Mar 2021
finally, she has learned how to
love herself, till the sun shines
and moon comes back—
to lighten the night
the storms calm down,
waves become ceased
and the ocean is tranquil
in all chapters of her life
she has mastered the techniques
of surviving in hell
everyday can be special, if you can treat her right
Mar 2021 · 621
you can't hear' em
leeaaun Mar 2021
they will say so many things
but not the ones,
your heart desires to listen
Mar 2021 · 520
why they don't stay?
leeaaun Mar 2021
they say, they will stay with us
then why when our tears
fall down,
they don't even look back at us?
their lie is all they say
leeaaun Mar 2021
i am never gonna cry in the rain,
as i can show the world
who has hurt me and let me bleed pain
just the way you never cared
either if someone will watch you
tormenting my blood, flesh and bones
i will not stop telling my saga to those
who need courage to get out of that love
which is just a fake illusion
as souls like me deserve love whose
stars shine on the sky
you deserve more
Mar 2021 · 1.4k
i can't love you anymore
leeaaun Mar 2021
if you can't accept my rejection,
its not my issue
as i can't love you anymore,
because i have realized my worth
just like you did back then—
when my heart was crumbled down
under your feet
i am not doing it to take revenge
it's karma, who is back
to give you, what you gave others
you get, what you give to others
Mar 2021 · 330
journey of a memory
leeaaun Mar 2021
make memories,
to keep memories
and then become a memory
face the phases of memories
Feb 2021 · 723
if you love me!
leeaaun Feb 2021
if you think, i love you
and i should take a step towards you
but what if you also love me—
why don't you close that distance then.
do what you expect from others first!.
Feb 2021 · 1.5k
what's self love?
leeaaun Feb 2021
if my wishing for myself makes you insecure,
then baby you need to fall in love
with yourself rather than chasing
someone else's 'the one'
choosing yourself should be a trend!
leeaaun Feb 2021
i have never tried drugs,
some pills that could make me intoxicated
as i was already high on happiness.
but then i realized,
self love which was the spark
behind my positivity is vanishing.
i was horrified.
it has become a drug to myself
that i couldn't imagine my soul working without it.
my passion needed more doses
of self love, and i couldn't make it anymore.
at that time, i wished—
if self love can be found in forms
of pills and drugs,
then i already would have been intoxicating.
but i never got it.
i thank myself at that time
for stoping myself as sometimes
self love isn't important as long as
you are breathing.
other than your blood, flesh and bones
anything can make you go insane.
so it's better to stay on earth
and stop doing our drugs of different obsessions.
Feb 2021 · 655
Why you killed my dreams
leeaaun Feb 2021
i was a soul whose life was all about
my own blood, flesh and bones.
i never indulge into your flight,
but you envied my sky
which was offer to me, to fly.
it was you, who compared
yourself to me.
then why you are blaming me
for your choices.
i was fine with my imperfections;
my demons and angels.
just because you couldn't
tackle your negativity,
you had no right to raise your finger
at me, as i never caused your problems.
when all i did was pass by
from your life.
i was a stranger to you.
yet you stabbed me with your
poisonous words.
shot me with your negativity.
cut my wings, by accusing me.
if you couldn't achieved your dreams,
why you killed my dreams?.
was i an easy prey—
or your failure hurt your ego!.
Apr 2020 · 582
Option
leeaaun Apr 2020
If you still are an option for someone to choose than darling,
it's better to change your route
as those who love you dearly,
they don't take you as a choice.
Apr 2020 · 216
Gift
leeaaun Apr 2020
You were given to me,
by twists of life
wrapped into a box,
like a gift.
you were exclusively made
just for me.
how could i not appreciate
your existence for me?.
my love.
Apr 2020 · 210
Quarantine
leeaaun Apr 2020
Friend: “ How are you spending your time in quarantine?.”

Me: “ Wake up, eat, watch netflix, more netflix series, eat, again some netflix series and then finally have a good night sleep.
Repeat every day”
And that's how we spend our time these days
Apr 2020 · 243
Healing
leeaaun Apr 2020
I know,
how to bleed on paper
so nicely that
bleeding lead towards healing.
Apr 2020 · 346
Happiness
leeaaun Apr 2020
Someone's happiness can never be yours.
So, learn to be happy
With what you have
Been blessed with.
Oct 2019 · 342
Tell Yourself
leeaaun Oct 2019
It's okay if you can't tell yourself.
“ I hope you are ok? ”
It is okay to not be okay.
Because sometimes you need
those times,
When you are sick and vulnerable.
You have to see who stands with you
when you are not yourself anymore.
Those are times,
when you need someone else
to make sure that they make you
ask yourself
“ It's okay if you are not okay
Cause I will still love you.
So take your time and heal.
Then come back.
I will be waiting.”
Sep 2019 · 212
Time
leeaaun Sep 2019
Time doesn't heal.
It reminds you,
where it hurts
the most.
Again and again.
Sep 2019 · 726
Difference
leeaaun Sep 2019
There's difference in
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                  l
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and GROWING
in love.
Aug 2019 · 785
Time
leeaaun Aug 2019
Take time to make
your soul
happy in love.
Jun 2019 · 546
Aura To Drunk On
leeaaun Jun 2019
“ Don't get intoxicated by others poison.
You got your own aura to get drunk on.”

© Lee Aaun
Jun 2019 · 291
New Me
leeaaun Jun 2019
I forgive myself
to see the
new me.
Apr 2019 · 822
About You
leeaaun Apr 2019
Wait for the
one.
Who is sure
about you.
Mar 2019 · 397
Your Memories
leeaaun Mar 2019
I wish.
I could drag out
your memories
from my mind
like you did.
Mar 2019 · 741
Words Heal
Mar 2019 · 392
You And I
leeaaun Mar 2019
Fly me to a place
where
You and I
can be
one
Mar 2019 · 169
I Am An Artist
leeaaun Mar 2019
Hurting and healing
at the same
T
     I
           M
                 E
is an art.
And I am an
Artist.
#heal #hurt #art #artist #I #time
Mar 2019 · 315
Silence Behind The Noises
leeaaun Mar 2019
They only knew
my noises.
You know
my
Silence.
leeaaun Feb 2019
There are feelings,
I haven't
discovered yet.
My soul needs time
to come across
them.
Feb 2019 · 1.0k
My Heart Whispers
leeaaun Feb 2019
My heart whispers
in a tune,
which only
you can
understand.
Feb 2019 · 894
Her Love Can Heal
leeaaun Feb 2019
Her love can heal
all those places
in my heart,
that hurts.
Feb 2019 · 456
Tangled In Your Love
leeaaun Feb 2019
I am tangled
in your
Love,
head to toe.
Feb 2019 · 431
Born As A Daughter
leeaaun Feb 2019
It's not your fault
That you are born as a daughter.
Whether the whole world shouts
that being a daughter is curse.
Don't mind them.
They restrain conservative thoughts.
It's not their piece of cake
to understand what a blessing it is,
to hold a little fairy in their arms.
Don't worry that their is no one
to whom you should narrate your story.
Remember little fairy,
You have ALLAH
who belongs to you.
Tell your stories; he will listen.
Have faith in him,
he will make your life easier.
If it's not getting easy but difficult
then remember
he is the one who created you.
He knows best than anyone.
Who are you to question
that it's your fault,
that you are born as a daughter?.
He is the one who has written your fate,
whose known as Al-Rahman and Al-Rahim.
He is the sculpture of word " Justice ",
So how he can do injustice with you?
as giving you a body of women?..
Being born as a daughter is not your fault,
but considering yourself weak
in a feminine body
is your fault, little fairy.
Don't you remember;
when ALLAH is happy
he bestowed the couple
a token of strength
in the form of you; a little fairy.
You belong to that linkage
who was born strong,
who live strong.
So, how can be your birth
as a daughter can be fault?.
Don't suppress your strength
under the conservative talks of other.
Dogs just bark, that's their duty.
So, let them bark.
Release your soul from the chains of society.
Ask guidance from your Lord,
as he is waiting to answer your call.
A feminine body is the strength
that your body holds.
So, everyday go on a journey
to see the secrets hidden in your soul.
The warmness of tears that you will shed
when you endure the pain,
believe me little fairy it's worth it.
So, don't say it's your fault
that you are born as a daughter.
Cause their's no precious gift
which is given to you by your lord
as being a women.
Women's are the symbol of " Patience".
So, little fairy wait, have faith
and endure.
It's not a curse but a blessing,
keep it in your mind
little lost soul.
Feb 2019 · 1.5k
She's A Pure Soul.
leeaaun Feb 2019
She's a pure soul,
made to love
whom ever her heart's want.
Who are you to judge?.
Who are you to decide
if she can love or not?.
She belongs all to hearself.
Her decisions also
belong to her.
So, don't bother
yourself,
by saying conservative things
So she can stop
loving whomever her heart's want.
Remember,
She's a pure soul,
made to love.
She will feed her soul
with your useless talks
and ignite her heart
with your conservative thoughts.
She will roam
in the whole wild world
and learn the tricks
of loving herself
more and more.
So don't judge her.
Don't decide for her.
Cause she's the boss
of her own life.
She can judge herself.
She can decide
for her pure soul
whether to love or not.
Feb 2019 · 615
She Needs To Recharge
leeaaun Feb 2019
It's okay.
Sometimes brave girls
also need to recharge.
To heal again,
To smile again,
To hide tears,
To feel better.
It's okay
to recharge yourself.
Feb 2019 · 295
I Can Survive
leeaaun Feb 2019
The moment that you left.
My heart was torn apart.
It bleed with pain.
My heart was filled with
heartaches.
Dying to shape the presence
of you along with me
once again.
But you were no where to found.
Your soul already cut off
all the ties with my soul.
And the bond of our love
was already terminated.
My heart was always busy,
taking a walk down
the memory lake
of you and me.
They said, " Your memories are with me,
So I can survive."
But how should I tell them,
There's a huge difference lies in
Remembering you and
Missing you.
Your memories are a heartache
that I hold in my heart.
I try to hold on to them tightly.
But they keeping fading
from my heart.
The presence of you
is fading, leaving me alone.
So I decided that
In my memories,
I will keep you alive.
Feb 2019 · 537
Piece Of Our Love
leeaaun Feb 2019
It is not a
common story.
It is a
piece
of our
LOVE.
Jan 2019 · 463
More Sins
leeaaun Jan 2019
At least,
I admit that
I am doing
more and more
Sins
by loving
you.
Jan 2019 · 318
My Poems
leeaaun Jan 2019
To heal my
bruised self,
MY POEMS
are the
best
remedy.
Jan 2019 · 627
Empty Me
leeaaun Jan 2019
He filled the
empty me
with his
" LOVE "
Jan 2019 · 361
His Words
leeaaun Jan 2019
His words
work like
" MAGIC "
on her.
Jan 2019 · 1.4k
Birthday Girl
leeaaun Jan 2019
Once upon a time
I came into this world
Where I've made bad decisions
and wrong choices.
Where I don't like everything.
Where everything's different
than my expectations.
Where my strength seemingly
lost beneath the shadows of my soul.
Where I had trusted the
wrong people once again.
Where everything I do,
I am at loss.
I find myself standing no where.
I cannot achieve my dreams
So, I have to dare myself.
Dare myself to dream.
To fly high and high
in the starry sky.
I have to stand again
to make a change in my life.
I have to let the colors of
my heart take command
that " Yes, this time I will. "
I have to paint myself in a picture,
where I am nourishing my soul.
Where I am reaching my dreams.
Opening up my heart
and letting go all
the sorrows and grief
from the past one year I have endured.
Closing my eyes
and searching for self love
which can make my soul glow.
Telling myself once again
that everything starts with me.
One warm hug can make me
full of life and energy
to appreciate myself more
for all those mistakes
I have made.
I found myself reflecting
on the memories of the past.
And I wish I could hold my broken self
in my shattered hands.
Strengthen myself and
wash away my all fears,
Give the world around me
peace and happiness.
So, my innerself can once again know
that I still have time for
the breaths I have yet to take.
For all those unwrapped memories,
I still have to unfold.
For those passions, secrets and dreams
I have yet to discover.
I have strength in me for all
the new adventures of my life.
I know, destiny is strange with
its twists and turns.
I've learned that I still have to
learn a lot.
Again, I am going to live this day
like the first time.
I make promise to myself
that I will make the most
of the moments again and again.
Maybe I will mistakes again
for the first time.
But I will smile,
I will feel hurt and cry old tears.
I will try for myself again.
I will pray to ALLAH for
guiding me on they right way.
After the completion of every year
On a special day of my birthday.
I will write something again to
encourage myself for the next year.
I will write some words to
heal my injured soul
with the bruises of last year.
I will console my soul.
The birthday girl
on her birthday will
appreciate her soul
and gather courage
to complete one year more
with the words " In Sha Allah"
on her lips.
The best gift I always give myself on my birthday is a poem written to me by myself.
Jan 2019 · 779
Maybe
leeaaun Jan 2019
I wonder
maybe
Fairytales
are extraordinary
stories for
ordinary people.
Jan 2019 · 423
His Love
leeaaun Jan 2019
It will be magic.
If he can
wash away
my scars
on my body
with his love.
Jan 2019 · 307
Waiting For A Magic
leeaaun Jan 2019
And I live everyday of my life
with my exhausted soul,
Which is waiting for a magic
to happen with her.
Releasing her from such burning fire,
Making her full of strength
that can make her able to
forgive herself for all those
times she tries to remember him..
Remember him in vain..
The pain will start to lessen
On its own,
When she will take a breath
So light as her soul.
Jan 2019 · 849
Written with Blood
leeaaun Jan 2019
Our love story
is written
with blood,
that's why
it hurts.
Jan 2019 · 572
To Ease her heart
leeaaun Jan 2019
When the day's are rough.
She pour down
her thoughts
on the paper,
to ease her
heart.
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