[...] like a moth that would do anything to reach its light, here you try to break the distance between you and me. Like a moth blinded by the beauty of the light, unaware of the harm the light could do to it, here you fight for our love.
I'm sorry to hear about the difficult experiences you've had to endure. It's understandable that the fear and pain you felt at a young age would have a lasting impact on you. It takes a lot of strength to trust yourself and listen to your inner voice when those around you have caused you harm. And it's not easy to carry the weight of grief and brokenness within you.
But I'm glad to hear that you found solace in words and were able to use them as a tool for healing. It's amazing how writing can help us connect with ourselves and the world around us. It's inspiring to see that you were able to break down some of those protective walls and allow yourself to live in the present moment.
I want you to know that you're not alone and that it's okay to feel vulnerable and fragile sometimes. You are brave and resilient for continuing to listen to your heart and your inner voice, even when it's hard. And I hope that you continue to find ways to express yourself and connect with the world in meaningful ways.
Loving you is the smell of the rain Fresh. Life sustaining. Sweet droplets dripping on petals Blooming in spring.
Loving you is breath catching in my chest Overwhelmed and afraid Because it’s so good I fret The concept of ever having to spend A day of this life without you in it.
Loving you is the depth of The sea So vast that even its Contemplation is greater than is Humanly conceivable, The feeling of warm salt water on Tanned skin, Sounds of Crashing waves, loving you is a perfect summer day.
Loving you is a rocket to outer space Lost in the cosmos I’m living amongst the constellations Draped against The Milky Way; Loving you, Being loved by you, Looms larger than this world.
Loving you is the most Beautiful terrifying expansive Life-altering mind-blowing unimaginable Gift That I never would’ve dreamed of finding Let alone deserving.
Loving you is absolute magic; Because you are absolutely magical.
I’m not afraid to lose you in the process of us becoming better people. I’m not afraid to tell you the truth even if it hurts a little. I’m not afraid to compromise time in exchange for peace. I’m not afraid being vulnerable, though, I’m automatically viewed as weak.
All past doors were sealed. So nothing will interfere. Work to take proper care to be in the presence of a new journey. So natural growth can bloom there. Right before we got together.
Yet, I catch myself overthinking during crucial conversations because I don’t want to mess up. Learning to give room for human error. Despite it all; I am still in love with you…