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888 · Jul 2015
Sad
Jellyfish Jul 2015
Sad
Laying here.
My mind in tears,
But, my eyes are not.
Depressing are my thoughts.
884 · May 2019
Around and around
Jellyfish May 2019
Life is spinning around and around, things keep circling around and around, we all are moving like a whirlpool swooshing in our feelings until we thrash through enough to feel better.. but it just repeats and repeats.
884 · Dec 2015
Heart Drop
Jellyfish Dec 2015
My heart
d r o p s
with the
bass as I
see you
drifting
a w a y
without
m e .
883 · Aug 2015
Tentacledicks and Emptiness
Jellyfish Aug 2015
Would you still go to the aquarium with me?
I don't want things between us to be so empty.
But I'm afraid they'll stay this way
Tell me I'm dreaming, we'll be okay?
I don't want you to *leave

**Are you understanding me?
Sorry, the title is silly I know, but I'm being serious. Heh.
882 · Jan 2016
You
Jellyfish Jan 2016
You
I wonder if you're thinking of me too.
881 · Sep 2015
Happy (9w)
Jellyfish Sep 2015
But what does it mean, to be truly happy?
879 · Dec 2015
Endearing Voice
Jellyfish Dec 2015
When I hear your voice
my troubles melt away
and all the things that
were making me afraid
seem to stray.. but in the
back of my mind I'm
wondering if you *still
love me the same?
872 · Oct 2015
I've Been Forgotten
Jellyfish Oct 2015
I turn my head around as the car starts moving
it's taking everything I have to keep myself from crying
you were my entire world and now all I have is the memory of goodbye.
871 · Sep 2019
When You're Homesick
Jellyfish Sep 2019
When you're homesick,
you should go outside and close your eyes.
Then look up into the night,
see all the clouds in the same blue sky.

*It feels like home doesn't it?
It did, even for just a second.

Clouds are the same everywhere.
871 · Feb 2015
After We Die
Jellyfish Feb 2015
What will happen?
Will we be ghosts?
Will there be a heaven?
Will we rot in dirt?
Will we start over?
Will we meet again?
I hate not knowing.
866 · Aug 2015
How Unpleasant...
Jellyfish Aug 2015
Curled up in a ball on my bedroom floor I never could've imagined myself putting on such a per-form-ance.
Tears smothering my face as I hide it beneath my own hands I'm blinded, no one truly will ever understand my feelings and that kills me for some unpleasant reason to be understood is what I'm needing.
Tell me why are we humans so arrogant and selfish at times? In the end we all do what we truly want there is no one out there who surrenders for love not even the most dedicated of love birds would do such an exquisite task. Because truthfully we're all wearing a mask.
*or at least that's what we want you to believe.
864 · Jul 2017
Laundry (10w)
Jellyfish Jul 2017
I smile over the thought
of just doing your laundry.
I miss you.
Jellyfish Aug 2015
I've been wrapped up in your smile for a while now
You've never given me any reason to frown
I wish you could say the same about me
But I think we'll prevent these things,
Together.
854 · Sep 2017
Engulf Me
Jellyfish Sep 2017
I want to fall backwards
into a beautiful abyss
full of colorful jellyfish.

I'm sick of the sadness
that likes taking over me
during these darkened hours.

So, please, engulf me.
Electrocute me to sleep.
853 · Feb 2017
Untitled
Jellyfish Feb 2017
I lay in bed, drained
I hear the thunder
preparing us all
for the rain.

I look at my wall,
at the Jellyfish that hang.
My heart flutters and I smile
as I remember who is always by my side.
Tonight or I guess this early morning, was great.
851 · Sep 2017
Bay Aquarium Dream
Jellyfish Sep 2017
I still long to go to California,
I want to see that place.
The jellyfish filled space in Monterey
I want to touch the tank's glass
and see the sea nettles up close.
I want to be there
and know that I'm home.
850 · Jul 2015
Alone; By Myself
Jellyfish Jul 2015
I am afraid to be alone with myself.
Because I don't want to know myself.

I don't want to see myself,
The way other people do.
People are always leaving,
And if I realise why they do,
Will I leave too?

I don't want to know.
849 · Mar 2016
My Heart is Cold
Jellyfish Mar 2016
As I lay my head back on my pillow
Tears drop down my cheeks
They wash away my smile
Maybe if they'd stop...
My feelings would too.
848 · Jun 2016
I'll Always Want You Back
Jellyfish Jun 2016
I ruined everything
Everything that we had
I broke your heart
And threw it in the trash

I can't remember why
And that leaves me feeling sad
A year has gone by
And even now I'm feeling bad.
I forget when I wrote this.
844 · Dec 2016
Stitched up
Jellyfish Dec 2016
Back when I was glitched,
you found me broken
and you stitched me back up,
now I'm more than full of love.
838 · Feb 2016
Hollow
Jellyfish Feb 2016
That night I snuck out to get high
but I was only trying to invite some
new feelings inside to feel something
instead of being so empty all the time.
838 · Oct 2015
Intoxicated
Jellyfish Oct 2015
You intoxicate me with something
that I can't quite describe
I want to talk to you all the time
You're just so interesting
will you always be mine?
836 · Aug 2015
She's not (10w)
Jellyfish Aug 2015
What ever happened to us keeping our buisness ours?
Whatever.
836 · Jan 2018
It's All Over
Jellyfish Jan 2018
it's all over
you told me the truth,
you said the words
that i think i always knew.
it's all over with you.
you never wanted me,
you wanted her.
it's all over.
832 · Jun 2017
Struggles
Jellyfish Jun 2017
struggles occur,
often I'll juggle many
in attempt to avoid them
and pretend I'm empty;
nothing can hurt me!
but eventually I mess up
and break the tossing.
One struggle breaks
right after the other,
and in the end
I usually feel much better.
Nothing is as bad as it seems, just lay it all out in front of you. You can get through anything.
832 · Oct 2023
Thanks to You
Jellyfish Oct 2023
Thanks to you, I figured out
What true love is all about.
I'll never cry again, the way for you I did.

A string tied you and me,
We were the best of friends and enemies.
We hurt eachother like no other unknowingly.

I've cried a lot in my life,
from laughter and all kinds of strife,
but never the way I've cried because of you.

You've brought meaning to my gaze,
Picked me up and told me it was okay.
I'd cling to you, your words like an embrace.

You've stitched wounds and cut me deep,
I'll always remember the secrets we'd keep, Thanks to you, for all our highs and lows

Because of you I'll always know,
just how far I can go.
The things we learn from relationships
831 · Dec 2023
Fixtion
Jellyfish Dec 2023
My family doesn't reach out to me,
All weight is on me to say hi.
If I talk too long, outbursts can occur
Contradictions leave me at a loss for words

They want a relationship with fiction,
An image; or story they see me as.
I used to try to fit the frame they made
But doing that lead me down a bitter path

Now I try to accept the reality,
Who I am inside is not enough for them.
When I'm myself, I recieve lots of judgment
Or comments that I don't understand.
828 · Oct 2015
Untitled
Jellyfish Oct 2015
I will remember how you kissed me*
is just a line from a song that I've
been listening to for hours wondering
if you've been listening too I wish you
wouldn't have made me miss you like
this- it's not normal for me to want to
be wanted and looked at like I matter
to someone..
828 · Nov 2016
Lost Thinking
Jellyfish Nov 2016
Once again**
Laying in bed,
Playing pretend,
You're in my head.
Instead, *I'd like
if you were in it
with me.
824 · Jul 2017
Untitled
Jellyfish Jul 2017
From one mood to another,
it's always "fun" being on a roller coaster.
824 · Nov 2016
Blank
Jellyfish Nov 2016
.
The way you have made me feel in this moment is probably the worst feeling I've ******* had in the past 4 months.
824 · Jan 2015
You Broke Through To Me
Jellyfish Jan 2015
And you were there,
When no one else would care.
You helped me see,
What's most important to me.
No one ever saw me hurting so deep inside,
But you broke through the walls I built up so high.
821 · Nov 2014
Untitled
Jellyfish Nov 2014
Broken up,
Crying inside.
Tears are falling,
You got pushed to the side..

You wish you were special.
What if you are?
Will you ever know..
You wish someone would show you the truth.
But it's so hard to tell what that even is these days.
819 · Mar 2017
Why
Jellyfish Mar 2017
Why
My past always finds
a way to drag me down
it sinks into my mind
during the worst times
why do you haunt me, always?
When I finally think
yeah, I'm over things,
a new memory appears
and hurts me.
817 · Dec 2017
Together
Jellyfish Dec 2017
I want to hold on to you,
even if it burns me.
I want to be next to you,
despite how you've hurt me.
I hate not talking to you.
814 · Mar 2016
This will kill me
Jellyfish Mar 2016
Wait... Don't leave, please; come back to me
I've been getting into drugs and other things
I am fearful for my own well being...
But these actions I am taking hold of
Keep my mind off from what's truly going on,
I'm not sure that I'll ever really stop...
810 · Sep 2015
S i g h
Jellyfish Sep 2015
My thoughts are scattered all over the place
Sad corn, bad dreams, no diploma, brown leaves..
I want to be  h a p p y  for you but I can't be today
there's just a kind of stuffiness inside of my brain
but don't cry for too long, please don't worry I'll
get back to normal, soon things won't be so blurry.
Jellyfish Sep 2015
I don't want to see your name anymore
I hate the way it sounds in my mind
also when it comes out of my mouth
so stop filling up my Facebook's news
feed

Stop poking me and sending me things
on other social medias
Stop texting my now broken phone
and maybe just maybe- leave me alone
I'm so sick of being reminded of the
girl who once went by NotTsundere
the girl that I've kicked out and have
forced to hide
She's already said goodbye
so now it's time for you to.
806 · Oct 2014
Untitled
Jellyfish Oct 2014
I can understand the need of a feeling.
Of that- feeling.
A feeling that makes you want to stay alive.
A drive, stronger than an illegal high.
Maybe it's the only reason you're wanting to survive
these heartache filled stages.
805 · Apr 2017
Safe and Sound
Jellyfish Apr 2017
I want to hide in a place
that makes me feel comfortable
under the bluest waves,
isn't so sufferable.
What's hidden beneath them,
is the most stunning
these colors and beings
could never send me running.
With my eyes wide open,
I'd float forever
face down,
I'd sink into deeper waters.
I feel sad, angry and tired.
804 · Oct 2015
TV Static
Jellyfish Oct 2015
I hate when people scream at the TV.
But I have to admit, the static speaks to me.
803 · Mar 2017
Daydreams
Jellyfish Mar 2017
Am I insane?
I simply can't tell.
Always chattering away,
but just to myself.

Behind the walls
and underneath the blankets,
there lives a ravenous girl
who dreams up a place
that's not full of loneliness.
800 · Oct 2017
Drive
Jellyfish Oct 2017
The car slows down
and in the moment
so does the sound,
all I can hear is my heart.

The car stops and so do I,
as I start to cry
I let everything out
that was being held inside.
799 · Dec 2015
Cowardly Act
Jellyfish Dec 2015
Angry at myself, I am
for always hiding the
truth from them.
798 · Sep 2015
I Miss You
Jellyfish Sep 2015
I miss the long talks
that usually went on
for paragraphs and
multiple days.

I miss you telling me
stories I thought I
wouldn't want to hear
but ended up longing for.

I miss your voice and the
way you took my heart
and somehow made it melt.

I miss you in general and
that makes me feel scared.
Jellyfish Jul 2017
I want to kiss you
at the end of each night
and the beginning of every day,
I wanna be there so you can see
me smiling at the things you say.
I want to be there, acting ridiculous.
Awkwardly laughing as I realize I'm being recorded. I want to be there again, waking you up to be embarrassed with that terrible video... I want to be there... next to you.
790 · Dec 2017
You Keep me Warm (10w)
Jellyfish Dec 2017
Thinking and dreaming
of our future together
warms my heart.
I’m always on your side.
790 · Jun 2015
Untitled
Jellyfish Jun 2015
You used to be the one who lifted me up, now you tend to break me down.
789 · Jul 2015
Pay No Attention
Jellyfish Jul 2015
I don't want him to worry about me.
I know I write rather depressing things.
I just let the words come out.
It's as if I'm grabbing chips from a bowl.

So just know that when you read my words,
At times I'm not as sad as they point towards.
You have to really strive to find the sadness,
Behind my own eyes.

Sometimes I don't see it myself; until I break down.
So, just know that you have nothing to worry about.
At least not right now.
787 · Dec 2016
My Room
Jellyfish Dec 2016
Looking at this wall again
potato snack bag and necklaces
it's good to be back in this place
where I have no worries
and can stay calm in my own space.
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