Today the words
Wouldn’t come out
I swear I just spoke
I’m exhausted and can
No longer adult
Someone just bring out
People are not your medicine.
I had to learn that the hard way.
The prescription taker.
The prescription giver.
Draining, heart wrenching, and sickening.
I will no longer be the medicine past people have made me be.
No longer giving all my oxygen and strength to those who won't try themselves.
Sure, playing either role may be nice but at the end of the day, you're left sobbing quietly alone in your room just wishing the pain would subside.
One thing to remember is,
You cannot make people your medicine and you are not others
I sit cold,
as to how that can be,
because I have you
seated beside me.
But you are
of the warmth
I once called
I'm going crazy;
I want to rest.
It’s like everyone around me can’t see my pain, it’s like there is something wrong with my brain.
I’m feeling really drained, I think that I might go insane...how could I restrain?
My chest is really heavy and my head is feeling wavy, I cannot keep steady.
Where is my self control? I’m feeling completely un-hole.
Something has taken over my soul and I have lost all control.
I feel so hopeless, I don’t think that I can cope with this.
not sick, but not well
yet feeling so drained
Endless unknown thoughts piercing
my empty soul,
Pure unexplainable thoughts controlled my soul,
I will never save my soul,
i feel like drained by unexplainable thoughts, Yes im happy but why?
I'm looking for something that I'm not sure if it's exist in this realm.
My body imprisoned of this thoughts
I'm so drained
I can barely lift my fingers
To press these keys
Yet it's key
That I get this message out
A message about
How tired I am
**** went down and now I'm physically and emotionally drained.