Over the quiet distant moons @Pretty soon I feel it coming like a long awaited cartoon. That stallions ship. passing in moonlit flights, rearing its engine again. Telling me stories on the how's where's and when's. Rewriting my pains repeatedly. What was The beautiful love story. In all of its old glory. That was now used to be. It I will not let recapture me. H/I/M wanting me back wanting me to believe again. Never again want, a need to back up and pack. No more sad dreams of hopes I can't get back. H/i/m Lied lied once, lied more then twice, became uncountable. Excuses timed out. Good wishes and desires @undiscernable. Actions ought to show out and speak of our good intents. Honorable, let me show you my good deeds. If I want better.. How can I u-turn back to where I was lost. Be it I'm a lover of commitment, giver of faithfulness equipped for stabilities. logos of inner peace, removing foolishness at all cost. Patiently listening.. full ear on learning. having hands full of pleasantries. No room to be considerate of your unreasonable pitch. Come now shut down turn it down. Cut off hustles handles of this hopeful switch. Computers on a sudden glitch... Must be time to release turn up your frown. Let us accept these fields are pleased as we realize its over.. DONE. selinasharday H/E/R 9/24 S.A.M
Why do I feel so lost? My life is getting better day by day, But my mental health seems to be the cost. I'm trying to listen, but I'm tired of what they say. The voices in my head are so loud, It's drowning out everything out. I feel like I have to act proud, But I just want to shout.
Leave me be you stupid inner thoughts! You cut me down harder than a knife, You make me feel like I'm at a loss. I don't want to die but I wanna give up on life! Why does everything have to be a certain way? Why do people continue to judge? Can't people just finally stay, I'm tired of each and every petty grudge.
This world is simple but yet so hard, I want to give up but I don't know how. I make a mirror break and use a shard, I'm not okay, there is no way back now. Like ***** I've known for awhile, It doesn't change the fact that I still love you. I keep trying to live in denial, You keep changing but I wish you loved me too.