I can't hold on any longer. The words of the people i love cut deeper in my hart then my knife does. I tell myself every night that i can do this. But all i tell meself are lies to keep me going. I see the truth in the lies that i tell. And if you keep lying to yourself, you loose all the trust that wasn't even there.
This is a mess but that` bc i don`t have my grammer check on this laptop.