I asked you if you would stay with me, And you said "maybe," Before taking out a silver knife. With a smile, you plunged it into my chest, And I smiled back.
I continued to smile When we would walk together. We watched the people stopping to stare, As more and more of them would inquire. I would gladly show off the craftsmanship, Such as the way the engravings in the handle Would wind round and round like a supple vine.
Finally the last day came. I knew it would, but I expected it sooner. You politely pulled out the knife And waved your goodbyes. I waved back, Happy that I could finally dispose of my corpse.
I promise We will have all the time in the world Yes, I give you my word So now just put down the knife Slowly, carefully Yes, that's right I know its heart to believe But it will be just a bad dream You will go to sleep tonight And in the morning everything will be alright You will laugh with your friends Get yourself in a new romance You will cry that is a part of it But someone will make you smile And maybe you will feel like a **** And you'll ask yourself why Why should I stay alive Why breath another night Well... maybe just to see the light the light that world can give It's a good reason to live You just have to open your eyes And look up to the bright skies I promise you the world yes, i do I know it must hurt But remember... I love you
Sitting in the dark My thoughts racing Like a mad man for the door I hold a knife while thinking How easy it would be to end it All the pain The things I hide from others I could just slowly leave it all While laying in a puddle of my crimson sadness as it leaves my body But… I know I can’t It’s just a fantasy and a nightmare I dream of I can always feel the hate in the world Shaping my heart I’ve tried to forget about it But nothing seems to work Sometimes all I want is to just hold someone Someone who really cared… But in the end all I’m left holding Is the ghost of an idea A mere fading wish.
mostly just needed to vent at this point, kinda had a break down lol