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10W
Shaxy Jul 2017
10W
You don't have to buy me things;
You are enough.
I don't need you to give me anything, having you is already enough for me. Yes.
10W
Shaxy Jun 2017
10W
I saw nothing but you;
You were all there was.
10W
Shaxy Jul 2017
10W
Being with you is more than I ever dreamed of.
10W
Shaxy Jul 2017
10W
And all of a sudden, that feeling comes back again.
One that is too familiar...
Shaxy Jul 2017
She rubbed the foggy mirror,
A face was staring back.
6W.
Shaxy Jul 2017
6W.
Any moment now,
Everything can change.
Shaxy Jul 2017
Seven years later, I came back to find you, waiting.
Shaxy Jul 2017
"I have someone else, but I love you."
     ---
            "I love you, but I have someone else."
Same number of words, and the exact same words. But it's how they're being put/said that can either make you happy or break your heart.
Shaxy Jun 2017
Seems like just yesterday,
You begged me for another chance yet you waste it away.

I shouldn’t put my trust in you,
Knowing that you'd never cherish everything that we’ve been through.

How could I be so blind?
Oh you played me;
Like a fool, I had been falling for your lies.

Not gonna be your toy no more
I’m done playing with your games, now I’m walking out that door.

Boy, I don’t need your love no more because it was never once true
And now, I’m already over you.

I’ve had enough this time, I’m walking away.
Shaxy Jul 2017
In my gloomy days and despair,
I reached out for you
and you were always there.
Never failing to console me,
you dried my tears
and always assured me, “Don’t worry, I’m here.”
Shaxy Jun 2018
It's amazing what
a Man can do using his
tongue and *******.
Shaxy Jun 2018
Here comes the 'Rush Hour';
Commuters in a hurry
just to get a seat.
The daily situation I face every morning,
during my train rides
on my way to work.
Shaxy Jul 2017
Brown eyes, gorgeous smile
You should be a fantasy,
but He made you real.
(To my man)
Shaxy Aug 2018
Smoking is bad,
but he looks good
with a cigarette.
I watched him take a long drag of the cigarette.
Gosh, he looks **** doing it.
Shaxy Jul 2017
Dare to be unique.
There is only one you
There can ever be
And you are the only you.
Dare to be different.
Shaxy Aug 2017
Today,
I don't feel at ease.
What was anticipated, extinguished.
Shaxy Jul 2017
Do not expect her to be faithful;
while You cheat.
Shaxy Jul 2017
Your lips say that you love
Your eyes say that you hate
It’s written upon your face
All the lies how they cut so deeply

Everything you say to me
takes me one step closer to the edge
I’m holding on
Why is everything so heavy?

Sometimes solutions aren’t so simple
Sometimes goodbye is the only way
It’s so much easier to go
than face all this pain here all alone

Set the silence free
to wash away the worst of me
‘cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you

Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
We’re building it up, to break it back down
We’re building it up, to burn it down

Take everything from the inside
and throw it all away
Remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go

So I let go watching you
turn your back like you always do
'Cause I’m only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything there for you to see

I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn’t even matter
We said it was forever but then it slipped away
Standing at the end of the final masquerade
A tribute to Chester Bennington from Linkin Park (finally I've found some free time to come up with this!)
It’s a mashup of lyrical lines from some of my favorite LP songs.
I grew up loving this band, and this man too.
His voice is gold, and it will live on forever.
RIP Chester.
Shaxy Jul 2017
Mother,
Oh, Mother.

You have always been there,
when I needed a hug or laugh,
or a shoulder to cry on.

You have always been there,
never once failed to support me,
never giving up.

You have always been there,
through my joys, my sadness,
through my successes, and failures.

You've never abandoned me,
for what the Society can’t accept me for;
for all of my flaws.

Thank you, Mother.
For my beloved Mom.
You are truly God's greatest creation and a blessed gift for me.
I am more than grateful to be your daughter.
Shaxy Jun 2017
I loved the thought of you, and us.
Not anymore.
Shaxy Jul 2017
Those brown eyes
tell a story
which yours
never could.
Shaxy Oct 2018
You've hurt me
And you've caused me
A great deal of
Suffering
But that does not mean
That I will never
Be able to
Heal
Completely
From this pain
You've put me through
I'll show you what I'm made of
Alone,
I will assemble
All the
Broken pieces
Of me
That you've shattered
I will stand back up
Stronger than ever
Leaving you questioning yourself
If hurting me
Was actually the best thing
You have ever done
In order to destroy me
And that's when you'll realize that
hurting me
was not enough
(and can never be enough)
to destroy me.
Shaxy Aug 2018
Delicate flowers
blossom in the summer Sun;
A breathtaking sight.
Shaxy Jul 2017
Two hearts unified,
Opposed by their Highnesses;
Love lost forever.
Shaxy Jul 2017
Honey, forget him.

Forget his smile,
Forget his deep voice, and the color of his eyes
Forget his name, his laughs
Forget his sweet words that masked his lies
Forget him he chucked you aside
when you need him at your lowest he didn’t come by
Forget him he said all the words that broke you
Forget all his “I love you too”
Forget him.
Shaxy Jul 2017
Glasses are fragile;
But don't forget,
some hearts are, too.
Shaxy Jun 2017
Love is a game that two can play
and both win;
That’s what they said.
But these days...
Love is a game that everyone often plays
and tries to cheat at,
because nobody knows
how to win it.
Shaxy Jul 2017
"Am I good enough for someone?"

How about you
ask yourself instead,

"Is that someone good enough for me?"
Shaxy Jul 2017
Your eyes, like mine; They
glisten in the sunlight, but
weep buckets at night.
Shaxy Jul 2017
The look in his eyes
Used to give her butterflies
Now, they are empty.
Shaxy May 2018
Any choice you make,
They will judge you in the end.
Don't let that stop you.
Society is funny. Society is frickin' lame.
Society is sh*t.
Shaxy May 2018
Too much sexiness
in a man dressed so simple,
You must be a dream.
(To my man)
Shaxy Jul 2017
Twenty-eighth is here
Cheers to our 3rd monthsary
One month stronger now
I don't celebrate Monthsaries, but I am willing to see it as a timeline medium to see how far we've grown together.

I am happy with you, and I hope you are happy with me too. I love you, Dean. <3
Shaxy Jul 2017
His mouth was poison,
His eyes spelled deceit and lies;
Touch of betrayal
Shaxy Jul 2017
I love the way your eyes light up whenever you look at me.
Little did I know that all you ever see was her.
In your eyes, it's her whom you see. You see her in me.
Shaxy Jul 2017
One tear shed in silence, as her eyes scream defeat.
Shaxy Jul 2017
I choose you.
And I will continue choosing you, over and over again.
With no hesitation, without a pause;
No doubts, nor second thoughts.
I will keep choosing you.
Even in a heartbeat, it will always be you whom I choose.

Shaxy Aug 2017
After all I've done,
the only thing I hope for
is not to be forgotten
by you.
In any way.
Shaxy May 2018
We're inadequate
and imperfect souls seeking
Love in a flawed world
Remember, we are all not perfect in this beautiful and flawed world.

Your imperfections require another missing piece of imperfections. Which could only be found in another soul, and that's when you meet your "soulmate". And bam, you two will be a perfect pair.
Shaxy Aug 2018
If you ever meet someone
who tries so hard
to stick by you
through your difficult moments,
do me a favor, please...
Keep them.
I beg you, please,
no matter what happens
you've gotta keep them;
because it ain't easy to find someone
who cares enough
to look past your flaws
and accept you for who you actually are.
Gentle reminder.
All the boys, and girls.
Shaxy Aug 2018
Don't push me away.
I've tasted your good and bad,
and I still want you.
I love all of your flaws.
And I love you.
Just give me a chance.
Shaxy Jul 2017
When I love someone, I give up a lot of my time for him. I give up my time to spend the day out together, even if it’s not a big plan or fancy outing. Even if I'm tired as hell, I still would want to see him, because seeing him and being around him makes me the happiest person. I put in a lot of effort into my relationship. I want to make every moment we spend worthwhile. I talk to him everyday and every single time when he is free, because I want to know how he's doing and I want him to know that I'm always there for him, though not physically. I need him to never forget that he has me by his side all the time. Even when he's busy, I'll (im)patiently wait by my phone for his texts or calls, and when he does, I respond too quickly. I give up a lot of my sleep time so I can spend my time to converse with him over the phone until late, especially on days we could not see each other.

Well, I cannot deny that my actions are pretty clingy. But heck, I don’t know what else to do so I could prove to him that I'm always here for him, and the fact that I love him so much and he has to know that, and remember it every frickin' day. I will never change, unless he wants me to. I will never stop, unless he tells me to. Hence until then, I will continue to be this way. And until then, I really hope he understands.

Though I can never buy him lots of gifts, or spend hugely on him or whatever, like how other girlfriends could do for their men, I know that I can give a lot of love and attention that one desires or craves for. Because I am one who needs love and attention, so I know the best how that feels.
Guess I really need to get this off my chest.
Shaxy Sep 2018
We are all beautiful
even if we are lonely
just like the moon.
And even in the darkness
we still shine so bright
from within.
again, just like the moon.
Shaxy Jun 2017
Not all those who wander are lost; but I am.
Shaxy Jun 2017
In my desperate search for true love;
I lost myself.
This was a huge surprise for me; totally unexpected! Thank you :3
Shaxy Jul 2017
The day He took your life away
I lost not only a friend
Lost someone so dear to me
And all of our future plans

                            You were indeed truly special                                          
                            We've went through so much
                            Always have been there for each other
                            Now I can no longer feel your touch

Longing for your presence
I wish you're still here by my side
Only silent tears and memories
Accompany me through the night

                            I will always remember you
                            My dearest, close friend
                            I'll forever cherish our memories
                            Through all the years we have spent
Made this on behalf of a friend of mine who lost his girlfriend before he could even propose to her.

RIP.
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