Time and tide waits for none.
I wish I wasn’t so dumb.
I feel too much, but I can't handle even one.
I wish I was special, but that won't happen, son!
I wish I was perfect, but this fake pretense makes me succumb.
My body feels stiff, and I break a cold sweat.
I’m not afraid of people,
but my body says otherwise.
That gut-wrenching nausea whenever I leave my room.
That vexing sensation every time I sit to dine.
That suffocating lump in my throat every time I’m yelled at—it shines.
That teary eye every time I had to defend my lines.
I wish I could lead you to my mind.
I wish I could lead you to my mind.
The constant naggings and whispers.
The feeling of never being enough.
The existential dread.
I hate it all.
I hate it all.
Call it self-pity.
Call it self-victimizing.
And I won’t even call you out.
I’m just happy you don’t have to feel what I feel.
I’m just having a random crashout.
I mean, gotta do something, right?
For stayin’ alive?
I’m sorry, but I feel Nervous.
- Asher Graves
Sorry for not posting any poems for a while beautiful fellow poets. I was finishing my degree and well now i am free and offically unemployed but hey I can write until things take a turn.
Hope you're having a great day. if not smile okay. You did well. You are awesome.