When I first saw you I felt as if you were the girl I've been looking for I had waited almost all my life for this moment to arrive And when it did, All I had to do was spread the colours of love on my canvas and seize the beauty of the moment forever.
But never in my heart, I felt you were mystifying The harder I tried to love you, the more you slipped into your shell There was something special about you, something I couldn't decipher And for the very first time, I failed at art
A bone in my collar curls up, your scent tickles my skin. Catching up with puzzled eyes, I try to unravel this time, this moment, this love that sends me chills.
Why do I smell you here? In my basement? I barely heard you unlock. Sweat trickles down in confusion, disclosing the hard-held anxiety. I am surprised, startled at how weak the air could get. Almost failing to help me breathe.
I leave my corner, swaying feebly to the restricted music in my head. Tapping and twirling into a gamble, into a bet to lose my sanity.
I let you play me. Let your scent grow on me. Falling lightly into your notes, I almost dare you to love me, to love me like I am a home.
Beyond the matters I was guided through disasters. Every tear was due to fear, all the pain, every scrape equals a hefty amount of blood stains. No games we’re all human, we’re all built different but equally the same. What a shame to not see the difference! Our actions and words determine the reference, our backs are always on the wall, heads down because we are constantly on the defense. What position do I play? What’s the role of the day? Living in a illusion every day. What’s that they always say? Stay strong........but how can I nowadays?
Everything had crumbled into ruins When I lost everyone I once called mine It seemed I almost had no grip over life There was no drive, no hope to rise back and shine Not until I bowed my head down; In front of the almighty god, the divine And he blessed me with a basket full of hope Once shrouded in fog, my life is now full of alacrity and I cannot decline.
A distant village, far from here Where people reside with love and care Untouched by the worldly mayhem Nothing there is illusory or sham A corner of heaven it is. My heart lies in peace It's the only place where loads of endorphins release