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Minyeon 11h
Two
I heard your cries
As I saw those scars
Many things can't be undone
But still, why are we numb?
How deep does it go
The dull blades in your pockets
Will we see how colors flow?
Just don't forget to lock it
Your heart I meant
Uneaten pancake
Left to sit on the counter
I am just like that.
I love my girlfriends. But I feel like such an outsider, sometimes.
clem turner Jun 27
hi, seven-years-my-senior.

you say "i don't know why i flirt so openly with you"
nor do i. but i blush anyways.

we talk two times. i don't want to be with you. i know that. so why does my heart accelerate? why do i show symptoms of a care that i cannot hold?

you say "if we keep talking, i just want you to know that i'm desperately single"

you say "well, i do like people on their knees for me"

i'm disgusted. why do i entertain this, still?

my heart beats fast, try as i might to get it to stop beating altogether. if this is a polygraph test, i am failing.

i do not know you. i repeat this to myself because it's important to do so.

i will not fall victim to the excitement of being wanted.
i do not know you.
i will not fall victim to the excitement of being wanted.

"you're so fun! are you able to call?"

i do not know you.
ehhhhhh it's odd, now that i'm a legal adult, that adults flirt with me. what's going ON
Cattatonicat Jun 26
Feeling insecure?
That’s no reason to gossip about the others and be rude
Feeling two-faced?
That’s no reason to blame others and be rude
Have no self-respect?
That’s no reason to disrespect others and be rude
Have crippling self-doubt?
That’s no reason to doubt others and be rude

Rude to yourself?
That’s no reason to be rude to the others
Cattatonicat Jun 26
I’ve always wondered what your intention was
You see, the intention is what makes all the difference
I know now that you intended to trap me
To make me behave as you wish

You tried to learn about me so you could figure out how to control me
Your words that gave me hope, you said them to trap me
I don’t think you ever meant to stay loyal to your words
How is anyone supposed to trust you when your words mean nothing

You like to own things; you’ve shown me that
You are so proud of all the things you own
Do you understand that I am not a thing?
I am a conscious person

You are so used to control; it was like second nature for you to try and trap me

But you see,
You have no right to trap me, to control me, to have power over me

You have no right,
Because I am mine and mine alone
Do you understand?
Cattatonicat Jun 26
Everybody acts like they do no harm
At the sight of the truth,
We say no that's not mine that's yours
What a showmanship

Gaslighting 101 should be a gen-ed course
Professor preach to me, watch out for the ones you care for
They will burn you alive
They will laugh while you turn into ashes and tears

All in the name of love,
I'll sin like a saint and bless like a sinner

Funny seeing you be upset with me
For not carrying your weight anymore
It was never mine to carry, and I don't mind you being upset
Because you never stopped to think,
oh, she's crushing under the weight,
I should carry my share

I'm not here for your convenience
I'm here to die we all are

All my best friends are losing their innocence
And I miss our innocence
Very much, very much so

All in the name of love,
I'll sin like a saint and bless like a sinner
Cattatonicat Jun 26
Do you see me for who I am
Or do you see me
For who you want me to be?

I feel
As if I'm filled with black blood

We are all so
Tiny tiny tiny tiny tiny tiny

I feel
As if I'm filled with black blood

I'm a hanged man I'm a fool

I feel
As if I'm filled with black blood

We are all so
Tiny tiny tiny tiny tiny tiny

Do you see me for who I am
Or do you see me
For who you want me to be?

My blood is black
dichotomous Jun 23
my hair
is stuck down in the drain
wetting my dress
and drying my veins

my skull
it grew in too late
making me spin
in a hellscape of hate

nothing's the same
and everything's great

my hands
are shedding their nails
waving goodbye
to blood on the trails

my legs
cannot hold their weight
my bones look the same
as the ones on my plate

nothings's the same
and everything's great

my chest
it knocks and it shakes
pinning me down
how low can it take

my corpse
should rot in a case
inside of the flesh
where I used to be safe

nothings the same
i'm going to faint
Howl Jun 23
Akala ko hinahangaan lang kita
Akala ko okay na na kasama kita as barkada.
Yung tipong kahit ilang ako okay lang basta nandyan ka, okay lang basta nakikita kita.
Akala ko okay na na napapatawa mo ko sa mga biro mo
Akala ko okay lang kapag nalaman ko na in a relationship ka na

Pero akala ko lang pala.

Ngayong in a relationship ka na, hindi na kita matingnan ng daretso sa iyong mga mata.
Hindi na ko makatawa kapag inaasar ka o di kaya'y kapag nagbibiro ka.
Ayoko na. Akala ko okay na, ang sakit pala.
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