Don't overthink, don't tense your nerve'... Not only our tangent is different but I'm also standing alone upon a messed up curve..! I'm an unsocial guy and it's very well known... Don't try to find me out, I'm lost in the illusion of my own..!
It's not so easy for me to walk on the given way... It's not so easy for me to give instant reply on — what you say..! It's not so easy for me to follow your set norm'... Whenever I try to do so... I'm stopped by my inner storm..!
I'm the one who tries to live under the table... In the company of yours, I find myself uncomfortable..! I run away, whenever I hear your call... It's very tough for me to be friend with you all..!
It will take some time for my shyness to end... It will take me some time to make new friend'..! So give me my time to stand with you all, on the same line... Until that moment, let me live in the space and thought of mine..!
Hey everyone, I hope u all are good. Wasn't active here from past few days coz of the reopening of my university campus but now I'm back. It feels so good and relaxed to be here. As I'm back now, I'll start exploring HP again...
[Ignore it...(just wanted to share somewhere) Went to my clg last week for the very first time...I'm about to complete my bachelor's till next year but when I entered, I got the feel of a fresher. Everyone appeared as a stranger to me and cuz of my shy nature I didn't get the opportunity to interact with others. Although I don't like to make friends yet I think interaction is important. But I think I'm little different and I need my time to be comfortable even to interact with my classmates (physically).]
i don't recognise the "girl" in the mirror anymore, is she still there?? maybe crushed inside the stars still burn bright just too deep for anyone to see them, or for her to see them if i'm so uncomfortable in this body why am i still in it i don't want to play the part anymore i'm lost, i need to find me however, there's something comforting about no-one seeing you, but when you leave it too long you can't see you either
parts of you can reappear, like when you buy a new shirt, it fits unlike the ones that cling, you can hide in this one but it's made for someone else someone they don't expect you to be and someone no-one wants you to be but who do i want me to be i want to be able to look in the mirror and like what i see, or even just accept it and feel safe within that body that isn't just a skin like this
My boyfriend is wanting more than I can handle. He thinks that I am wanting to marry him and I really do not want to. I feel uncomfortable about this relationship. I have got threats if I broke up with him. They threaten to kick my *** And beat the crap out of me. What do I do? I don't feel comfortable with him in my space. He constantly keeps grabbing my **** and slapping my **** and touching me everywhere and I don't like it. I tell him to stop and then he does it again. I can't handle it. what do I do?
I heard your cries As I saw those scars Many things can't be undone But still, why are we numb? How deep does it go The dull blades in your pockets Will we see how colors flow? Just don't forget to lock it Your heart I meant