here and the last poem began to play
here is the last time I write this year
here's the last message is sent
farther farther on the road beautiful

go last lights go last love
go last words and feelings go
last ships farther farther farther
on the way beautiful and all around the snow and rain and heat

and cold and all under the bright bright sun under
cold cold stone
I go here and on I go on foot
and this moment will last forever and always and forever

31.12.18

be with a friend and drink *****
drink ***** and be warm
be warm in the vast sea
be warm and warm hands
warm and go on the way for a walk
celebrate the new year in summer

be with a friend and drink water
in honor of the bright new year
easy year
what is soon what is very ahead
what warms our feet like a stone
that warms us and helps to fly

be with a friend and know the new year
and we are the new year and this table
taking photos of a friend in a chair
sitting on a table in the cold which
requires another glass sip a glass
in order to warm up in order to become a fire

30.12.18

no i'm not crazy i'm different
I am enchanted enchanted wanderer
I am a traveler from one
the stars on the other I'm not crazy
no I know for sure

and don't say and don't sing here
sing kneeling down in the bushes
for me to leave for me to come in
I opened my door to outsiders
long live science twenty first century

no i don't use horses like cars
no i don't fly in the ocean i don't fly
no I live like in the sixteenth century as
in my own home I left
which house I had to warmly leave

29.12.18

standing at the fire wall
open I stand again and again
while my eyes are open while the soul
my sings while by myself i can i sing
while the gold pipe is waiting for me there

and where the lights in the restaurant are lit
and where the sea and love and kisses
everywhere and around and there where the bricks
not only stand but where they are still
and accomplish the greatest and daring flight

standing at the brick wall
I stand open and I live in thoughts
and think and think and contemplate everything
I think and I think when my watch will show
that's five already it's time to run

28.12.18

to be behind the door
beyond the door to exist
be and exist
be behind the door together
coexist with
door in hand in hand
my door was spinning like
existence and how being

to be behind the door
beyond the door to exist
all forever be behind the door
forever forever wonder how I have
my hands were spinning in my hands
being existence is my being
the creature of the door behind the door I stood
in blizzards as usual in the hands of the living

27.12.18

sip of water
one sip of water
after a day of incomprehensible
after incomprehensible light
after incomprehensible eyes of water
water sip one water
me a little bit
I am incomprehensible for a whole day
did not drink or eat anything but how much
how much water was more accurate
in my heart and in my eyes and in my
in the words of incomprehensible sip of water give water
oh sip finally walked in my day
here is a little bit left until the evening of inspiration

26.12.18

opened the window
recently
recently window
I discovered completely
quite recently

opened the window
the window opened me
the window opened wonders
imaginary cold
unreal as always

the window opened me
I flew like a bird
but where did she lead me
oh bird oh where
where am I in miracles she

25.12.18

enough wind now
now he has enough wind
now he is moving forward
he goes to dislodge all
us to get lost all of us
so we all were sheep to
we all became scribbled to
we all lost our face
all our faces are messed up
will be connected with something will be
our faces on strangers and strangers
faces will be on our and our nose
our ears and ours will be lost
eyes and tongues and gums and teeth and
much much more everything will be
by the moon by the moon by the red moon under
dark clouds in blue forests
in the forests of bright blue burning planets

24.12.18

it rained all day
outside the window he walked outside the window
it was raining from the window
water flowed almost into my eyes

she flowed terrible jets
she flowed like a huge lightning stream
all day it was raining outside the window
all day he talked only about himself

and the wind was and the wind called me
and the wind read all my verses to me
but all my thoughts but all my feelings
they were about it about it raining outside

23.12.18

a weak flame in the heart is worth
he is still alive he is still breathing
death is not soon death is not close
eyes will not be closed at all
for every sand every day
every day in my closed hands

a weak flame in the heart is worth
he stands he keeps on his feet
there will be no end
there will be eternal eternal light around lights
there will be no end
there will be forever happiness only we alone

22.12.18

walking around the *****
walking around stones
walking around the *****
odyssey was today or now

walking around the *****
and in the bushes and cacti and words
walking around the *****
as if in stone sands

odyssey poured like tap water
odyssey raced like rain in april
walking around ***** yes
walking around a stroller with stones

21.12.18

go crazy how beautiful
going crazy how wonderful
and I'm not lying and there is truth
and not kidding it so beautiful

20.12.18

next to the totem I'm standing
make a square make
numbers and runners ran
down your sweet ice
and I'm standing with a totem make
square number of knowledge of the way

red stripes and green
wild huge sharp eyes
big long bright tongue
like my late friend
like a friend of my past winters
oh I will never see him again

squares like circle circles like rhombuses
oh yeah i know what a circle is i know
what is square and know what is
rhombus red and green yellow
colors i know i'm near orange
desert and no this is my bag of light

19.12.18

feeling like a wheel
spinning spinning on the hill
eternal tears and sufferings
and dead end and space and water
and the sea of the ocean is not at all around
no nearby

all perpetual motion all perpetual
contemplation of a thought
around from behind the circle
the eternal circle on which I and whom
I myself am eternal sadness
which there is no limit
which have no end

18.12.18

nostalgia again
again my soul is living my eye
my hearing my words my language
all my music and all my days

nostalgia again with me
nostalgia again owns me
as always like that rainy day
when autumn leaves were like snow

nostalgia again with me
nostalgia again owns me
oh my gosh what do i do
what to do what to do now

nostalgia nostalgia again
come again again again
there comes no escape from her great steps
don't go run away never sleep

17.12.18

in created forests by
city trail
city traffic lights
shine brightly in the eyes
as always as always

in created forests by
soft asphalt
milk on asphalt as
snow or flesh I'm coming
as always as always

but always without a mind
without thoughts without inspiration
but always without feelings
just go I just go
on created planets

16.12.18

pillow behind the back
back hurts
my heart is beating
from coming from fog

pillow behind the back
how the hammer knocks
pillow behind the eyes
how time is noisy

only noise around
noise noise noise noise
and nothing more

around only harp
sharp jet sounds
how my last year's cry

15.12.18

on a black and white background I walk
i walk on black grass and black
I watch the sky when I watch

in black and white background I walk
I walk treading on my old shoes
my new but I still go

here and in the sky a gray moon appeared
and her glance does not surprise me
and she is just like everything completely gray

14.12.18

with violin in hand with
sand in your pocket
i go i step again
where will i find that
golden bird

I live I want to live
find the last treasure
to burn to burn
and darkness and darkness
never know

play a tune
one melody of the world
play the misty of mist
but fog and gloom
and not know darkness

13.12.18

return to the past
it was recently been now
return to the past
was recently was today

return to the past
collision with gray leaves
return to the past
happening happening right now

12.12.18

windows open windows closed
water pours out of the sky from the window
cities are melting around me
I sit quietly all somewhere

windows closed windows open
today is a new year
tomorrow is already the first tomorrow
first time opening new curtains

11.12.18

I fell into a dream fell into a dream
I fell into a dream and watch cars
all around cars going where they go
and where is the sun and where is the shore

i lost that sea lost pictures
i lost that simplicity that breath
now there are no candles around
only breathing current iron dial

10.12.18

hello and goodbye
all all goodbyes in the world

hello and goodbye
all the lights on the embankments of roses

I'm going to you today
I'm going to slip away

09.12.18

dissolving in the violet rays
I'm in september I'm on the beach on the dark
coast by the sea of ​​the past summer
i dissolve on the beach in purple
rays with modulations of moons with modulations
ice with fire rays from under the roofs

dissolving in the violet rays
I'm all standing I'm standing all standing and now
I go I go I go I go and my eyes
look straight at the time they look
straight into september and what do i want to say
and what does september want to tell me I don't know

dissolving in the purple rays I know
I know that I know what those moments were
tomorrow they will leave me tomorrow tomorrow
today they left me and then already yesterday
and the roof broke through the waves on the seas

08.12.18

one day sleep in a coffin
one day lie on the bottom
drink ***** eat pump
will go to far countries

sleep in the stuffy where air zero
sleep in solid and solid ground
spaces where clouds of dust live
go where I'm dead again

ah coffin cute coffin i see yours
your skeletons I see your smiles dancing
I see your zeros and see your heat
created by stuffiness due to the cold of the dead

08.12.18

oh orpheus descend thou
next to me about you next about you
again with me about you again with me
i feel your hand your look

look it tears it tears on my
before my eyes this joy is sadness
this all events that happened with me
for these endless wandering years

o orpheus do not leave me stay with me
be with me i don't want to forget you
I already forgot myself you are the only torch
which will revive me which will give me a memory

07.12.18

experience for the future experience
nerves experience for the future for
all around and in a row and at the piano and
for guitar and for ukulele and for minutes
experience for the future experience

experience for the future experience
the imagination of what is to come
everything worries me a little
worries and disturbs me without end
experience for the future experience

experience for the future experience
which year which is around
nerves leave me no nerves and
no they probably never leave me
experience for the future experience

06.12.18

sun swallowed
from the mountains absorbed the sun
says goodbye to the clouds and sky
sun swallowed
because of the mountains and becomes the moon

05.12.18

unicorn and all the soil ran
I turned and all the views and
all opinions and all appeals and executions

turned the whole ground under my feet

and how to walk now
how now to chase everyone from everywhere

unicorn unicorn
fast almighty eternal infinite
continuous unicorn

04.12.18

tea is like a candle on the table
and the table is like an oak hut

fireflies flash around me
outside the ice flying in the wings

03.12.18

minutes later played bayan
scary sounds he uttered
he played he played horror of horror
fear anxiety fear colds
he played black like in the dark
like a man killer

he did not stop playing because
blood passed because blood
twentieth century of all ages ago played
because it is an eternal memory
eternal eternal endless monument
the feast of death

02.12.18

can't believe i just walked
walked quietly and walked quietly no one
never bothered anyone
when suddenly in the desert in which he walked
when suddenly in the desert in which he walked
appeared cactus green but former bygone
his former color is green he was ******
he was all he was all from head to foot
in one in one blood oh my gosh
from this steam from this air to me not
I'm really scared of myself
will be further really to me
not for myself what a desert that broke into me

01.12.18

and turned off the lights in the daytime
turned off the light and it was snowing outside
it is snowing outside today

and I'm still still waiting

30.11.18

what is this snow outside the window
early snow and morning outside
today and today tomorrow today
today is the first first first snow
outside the window now and yesterday and today
I woke up and a strong wind blew and
there was no rain but there was a strong wind
strong enough and here he is now
still today today is still stronger
what is the snow outside the window and early morning

29.11.18

be water know water
here is the man’s lot
here it is the lot of every century
know water be water
every every every day

and all the mountain peaks with
magma and solids
all books are thin and thick
bound with pictures
on the stretcher all the water

all water means never everything
water and therefore always what
it means my I am my humanity
my I am my each
day i hear see hear see water

28.11.18

blowing blowing heavy rain
blowing icy warm drops
blowing blowing heavy rain
this wind reveals its fan

my candle is on the world table
and she lost her color today
even she even the table even the kitchen
all lost color and flicker of fire

27.11.18

die resurrection die
die again eyes open die
again I will sing again
I will get an accordion
I will be again and again

die I will not get away from this
even cry laugh laugh not leave
we live and we live forever forever
it's impossible to get away from it
get away from it no never never

26.11.18

water
chair
thoughts

25.11.18

well then the light goes out
all lanterns fade out
and far and near
no more fireflies

oh that's all over here
end of sunset and sunrise
all cranes fly away
in all fogs and seas

24.11.18

slam the doors and open new ones
shut the old days and throw
once and for all their long attic

and no more crying about it
and never again suffer
need to finish with this once and for all

23.11.18

unbearably unbearably hard
very hard to see decay
very terrible very terrible
see blood blows fight
unbearably unbearably hard
how hard and terrible very terrible
see dying eternal death
eternal death all around
will never be the end

and when the sun shone and childhood
it was and when the wind was blowing but light
and when the mountains and greens with us
sang sang sang just sang different
there were no songs of all this
there is never a feeling that we
immediately appeared adults and only
with childhood memories but no
childhood was not when there is blood

22.11.18

old guitar behind
and the old lamp before my eyes
where the road will bring me again
where fate will see me again
will my soul meet love

will the blue bird sing on the branches
will the harps play the melodious
will golden glasses fall from heaven
will the night fall for my sake
and for my great journey

21.11.18

were friends gone friends
it was the sun it was raining
there were friends and eyes
there were shadows and all angles

where they turned where they went
where did my tongues go and
chances are all and hopes and choices
where did it all get lost

lost and lost and
all in the same rhythm
windswept and windswept and
everything is absolutely as always

20.11.18

gums gums oh they go
where go where run
I don't know about everything either

and all step and all run
where I run and again
gums gums oh they go

day after day like water
both in paint and turning
I don't know about everything either

what do I know about what I do
what about me to be after all
gums gums oh they go

where are we all going where we are
where are we going step
I don't know about everything either

but listen to me listen
I exist and everything is ahead
gums gums oh they go
I don't know about everything either

19.11.18

created a photo and now
go ahead and now go on your way

created a photo and now
there is no turning back never and all

moments fly and therefore they are not
they were never like me
like all the photos that were

18.11.18

autumn rain autumn
somewhere on the streets somewhere
on the pavement somewhere on the arches
both in squares and near monuments
and near the boulevards and near the square

and what is that I see again
and I see the grave fog again
really again again is he
it comes it's about autumn rain again
swims like a fish that was yesterday

17.11.18

blue curtains blue curtains
o send me your hello
blue curtains blue bedspreads
o send o give me your covenant

like night curtains like sunset covers
like night curtains which are stars
like day runners like day hares
o send o give me your hello

16.11.18

the weather again the weather and
the weather is she again the weather and
again tornado it again tornado
and lightning suddenly and she lightning
and november it is september and again
all my dreams and inspirations
destroyed by my own word

where are the bones promised why
autumn is not autumn where are the promised
stars where is where is that wind
and what a lie around one she
and what ain't she alone
what a chopuha ha ha ha
so how to go and serve

15.11.18

let's yawn let's yawn
from terrible sadness from horror
from terrible sadness for joy
oh let's oh let's just yawn
yawn from all these events

from events from car explosions
from events from helicopter crashes
from events from darkness and noir around
from the events of the killings that make up
what is this circle building this circle

come on come on let's yawn together
come on let's go die together
come on come on together
together forever go the wheel to eternity
for joy never to leave us

14.11.18

documents around them
documents they are a poet to me
documents they are lira
documents they are guitar
they are a guitar they are a guitar
they are the violin they are the pianos

documents around them
the documents are sung to me again
documents on how to get away from them
documents never to leave
because always always always
existed were were were they

13.11.18