Got me down No more love. Hold me now No more loss Its your first You are his last You've be scared Its so quick n fast' I wrote you the songs I wrote you the poems I saw you in the dream. Imagination I think. There was someone I love I invited her to the dream She came and I was happy. It was fun having you here. All foreplay, oh yea the moment I want a kiss, I saw it was a lucid dream. I took coke while going home I was stuck in a threshold. Now i almost lose hope When she left, i tried. When i left, she cried, I'm awake now Oh I lie down with my back, my head rested on my hands. my dreams were clearer and easier to remember.
I am the pendulum that swings left. right. left. right. left. right. I find myself in equilibrium, now, nothing is afflicting me. the slightest nudge-- a gentle push and now I'm swinging violently. left. right. left. right. left. right. Breathe. Breathe. Breathe. Why can't I think? I'm left. I'm right. I'm left. I'm right. I'm left. I'm right. I can't breathe. I've lost my sight-- blinded by the salted tears I breathe, and choking on my tongue, I can't think. I can't speak. Why are you screaming at me? I am the pendulum that swings left. right. left. right. left. right. Breathe. Stop Crying. It's fine. I'm fine. I'm alright, I'll just brace myself for another ******* night of swinging left. right. left. right. left. right.