this is music and this is music
music sounded when
I was not here when I
did not look when I did not think
about sand about desert about cacti

this is music yes this is music now
plays and does not play and plays yes
she sounds all the same when i
was still a girl she sounds all
as always when I was

when was i when was i dust
when was i say so the stars
when I was words when I was
just a restaurant or tea
or just an ordinary sheet

12.11.18

tonight is our day
today fog around fog
tonight is our day
tonight is fog
fog and fog and fog and fog

what is fog and what is
and what is and what is and what
is the sun and landscape and landscape
and here is that landscape in white
that misty landscape is childhood

yes i know this childhood is for sure
exactly it i see him i saw him
this is not a dream this is not a dream
i am not sleeping all right
i don't sleep hey people i don't sleep live

11.11.18

all around green lights
plays the sea plays it
all around green lights
I'm standing at the pier
i'm standing at the door i'm standing
I stand and think again
what i am thinking and where
what i'm thinking about and
now and now and yesterday

all around green lights
all around green lights
all around them alone
oh around the green lights
endless endless
eternal and immortal
immortal and eternal lanterns
from whom not to go anywhere
never leave don't leave

10.11.18

well here's the queen night again
well here she came again
well here again plays this
rain and all forever forever he
plays and ignites me
my soul again and again

well again I say again
well here again well here and again
well again the same road
time and again she leads me
in the great luxurious twilight
where there are no stars one zero

well here again well here again
well here I go to sleep again
sleep again eyes close
or rather to open because how
this world is wonderful and its moon and its
reverse bed and pillows

09.11.18

sunny spring day
but on the dial is cold
here again was deception
and the evening longing pursued
chasing me

08.11.18

every day I think about you every
day i look at the moon and think about you
every day i walk the streets like
always but all the time but all the time
all the time and all the time thinking about you
I can not stop at all I'm passionate
you are passionate about you all you all you

i can't think about you i can't
stop you lit a fire in me
you lit me in soul you lit in
my eyes you lit up my way and
all the way and all the way and all the way
you changed you changed my life
you are all you are all you are all you are all

07.11.18

sleet is quiet and
quietly falls

wet sleet quiet
swimming and falling silently

wet great snow is quiet
quietly rushes and dies

day after day and night after night
again and again and light

06.11.18

so i am sitting
so I see
I see the mirror again
in the mirror

05.11.18

order these ships order and
let's sail with you together
moon my moon oh come on finally
let's leave this house let's fly away
where all our dreams are valid
oh come on let's go let's say goodbye
to all that angry so angry
we should be where we are good
where our face does not suffer and the soul
truth and essence more precious than good and peace

04.11.18

and all day I thought about her
and all day she did not leave my thoughts
and the whole day and the whole world she was with me
she filled my heart
and all day and all the songs were for her
and all day and all music and all dreams
and all day the clock was mine only for her
and all day I thought I remembered dreamed of her

03.11.18

here I sit again
I remember my humble spring
remember those modest lights and
that humble red guitar
and friend and light and new mountains

I see again and
I remember my dreams and I like water
here I sit here and I sit like
I then said that it would come
this moment and hour will come

and even then by the light of those lanterns
and in the light of that coming sun and summer
with all these drawings graffiti and guitar
I was not so happy then not at all but now
I remember the words and everything will
pass and what will pass
it will be nice and beautiful

02.11.18

and only I am
and that is my sadness
and that is my sadness
from what is in the world
just me alone
and nobody else and nothing else

all around and further pictures
all around and forever alone patterns
only drawings only
music and nobody else and nothing else
and it's all ready and just me and listen
only me and me and nobody else

and who else no one can
everything is music and i'm just a listener
only I exist only I
and all around one mirage in which
and I've never really been
which i just look at and see

01.11.18

behind the curtains behind the back
behind the new spaces
behind the back new curtains behind the back
new means old and vice versa
behind back behind back
behind back behind back
my

gone day and gone hour
wasn't it always the case
what is always our every hour
we were with red napkins
and all forever they spun and flew
we have with us somewhere near namely
behind back behind back behind your
and my

31.10.18

thunderstorm thunderstorm thunderstorm
rose rose rose
sun sun sun
happiness happiness happiness
and sadness and sadness and sadness
and lightning and lightning and lightning
and light and light and light
and hello and hello and hello

day day day
night night night
stars stars stars
fog fog fog
and songs and songs and songs
and white and white and white
and around and around and around
and sky and sky and sky

30.10.18

to be on a swing
with you together
after so much
after some time
to be on a swing
with you together
after so many
for so many years
to be with you
to be on a swing
and when it snows
when it snows
and when the sun
like a flute
to be with you
swim the world
swim the world
sail on ice
on this fire
only together
to be on a swing
only together
by lantern light

29.10.18

cold sounds
dark blue piano
white mood
she was
old moments

28.10.18

go to bed and wake up again
and see again the new day
go to bed and open your eyes again
and see again the new sunset
every day and every day see
death and destruction of the whole universe
every day and every night see
wreck and destruction of all ships
so we are all capable of people and stars
so are we all capable and this is our turn
every day and every day see
how do our loved people die
every day and every night see
how we ourselves perish in fire

go to bed and wake up again
again and again see this new day
to sing again to scream again
to feel again to know again
this whole treasure this whole contribution is huge
stars in order to learn in order to know the same thing
eternal cycle in order to find out what is possible by air
breathe in order to find out that we are people in order
find out that our skies are over our heads
in order to mean that life and death in the world
in the world forever exists and sings

27.10.18

and this rain and this sun
and this day says again
says your melody
your long lost name
both this hour and this minute
again my tears are flowing
and repeats again and again
an hour and everything is born again
and dies and everything disappears again
all over and over again
first birthdays and last
days are the days of my life and yours and
your happiness and your sadness
everything again and again everything goes lives
both this night and this rainstorm
i hear your name again and again

26.10.18

wanted rest
wanted loneliness but
nobody but nobody
but no one was going
give it to me

wanted rest
wanted solitude
but no one ever
never and never
not to give and not to give

turn off the alarm
and don't get up anymore
never get up again
and never and never
forever to be in the same dreams

25.10.18

this blanket is new
completely different lies one it
from a huge bear of
medvedy which I caught a long time
long ago this blanket is new

this blanket is new it lies
I will save and protect it
my safety lies and pride
and honor and great inspiration
this blanket is new

this blanket is new
it was a knight it yes when
it was both fish and sea and stars
it was everything and especially bear
yes this blanket my new lies so there is

24.10.18

it was raining hard
evening very heavy rain
smile from inspiration

23.10.18

all the people around all the people
all eyes all souls people all
people around are power
covers the power of huge blows
blows and favors and all people
around trying and want from everything
it is forever and forever abandoned
in order to be dead in order to be not life

22.10.18

happy birthday companion longtime
years happy birthday be happy
never be sad happy birthday
my great friend and whose candle
never die away never happy
birthday I tell you on this day
so that you are always like the sun
so that you always have a ball like
the sky is forever forever forever forever beautiful

happy birthday i tell you my friend
eternal friend my faithful who will not leave
never came close to me
which is like millions like a bright star with the day
birthday I tell you happy birthday today
and do not leave me be happy my friend be
happy and meet you love and freedom
this human let your candles burn
just like you and let the rain not cloud

happy birthday i tell you yesterday and today
and I will always say my faithful faithful friend
my real true true friend
which I have never had an understanding
knowing and feeling congratulations on your holiday
great poet and let your soul always warm you
and don't let this rain overshadow you
he plays only for your happiness and fire
he plays only for your coming and eternal love

21.10.18

how strange it all sings
how strange everything leads around
strangely all this is strange
how strange it is now october
and the fact that now is not november and the fact that
now is not september and what is now
there is something and that is strange

how strange it is very all around
how strange everything is very and incomprehensible
and why and why does this circle exist
and why and why am I a hostage in it
did i sing too loudly or at all
very very quietly I really sang
I was too strong man or very
and very weak about what is the reason for all

reason about the reason all around what's and
these all the weirdness of these all sorrows
all the joys of where and why and why now
not december and why now is not february and why
and why am I saying all these words now
because I know that now everything is in the same lane and
that now everything is both yes and no and always

20.10.18

you were born as i was born
you were born but when but when
but when did I see you but
when but when I saw you about
my friend is my friend or my brother
or my brother or me or me or something
something around what happened when
then when when was i no i no i no i
when I was you when you were me and when
my brother and you were i was all was all

today is your birthday or was he
still at the beginning of october or he was still second
the second of october when the roosters sang loudly
when the monkeys were mad when lightning
when the lightning does not sparkle when only one
the rainbow was outside the window a huge window always the
well do you know do you know do you know that window
well as you do not know but in any case you
you will see someday and therefore you always knew him

you knew me and I knew you but when but when when but when
today is your birthday promise to remember me
promise me to remember my brother oh my friend oh my
forever promise not to forget promise to remember me
tell to devote all words or almost all to me or not to me
oh my eyes are unthinkable without you oh my eyes cannot live
can not exist without you like almost all
today is october and this is your october today is your eternal
eternal holiday eternal salute and and a great celebration
the whole world is yours all day all night and all the banks
do not forget me and do not forget remember
the eternity of eternity and always

19.10.18

the mountains follow me follow the mountains
the mountains come after me along with the water
along with the lakes along with the rivers
with fish and people and dressings
and ships and pirated and soulful
and love and all sorts of similar

paper airplanes fly in the sky
like my brains and not mine like light
my and not mine as my darkness and mine
but do not forget that my self
that's all my eyes have seen and read
hence I am sand and grass and mountains
and mountains and lakes and you and people
and everything and everyone

18.10.18

ice statues ice statues
oh they again with me oh so much time
o ice statues ice statues o
you again with me again after so much
time and yet I have long been a beard
but I have been sitting in a cold forest for a long time

ice statues and my friends and my love
and my everything and my notes and my notes are gone
ice statues are all around and even that
it was and what will be ahead because our
life viewing all the results we did
or rather what we call birth is death

ice statues ice statues and huge goes
there is a huge flow through the current through time
oh my friends oh my love oh friends oh time
so much so I went and forgot everything though
now I am there I remember everything and I forgot everything
I do not exist for a long time that I am just ice

17.10.18

across yellow fields across yellow moon
where is the island I am about
long ago forgotten him often
I stopped by a long time ago
on it on this island where there was
all absolutely where were all mine
dreams and was i there last time
when i was five years old when i was
I rested among the many beds
there were lots of beds and lots
strange feelings strange i felt
and already then understood that my life
one huge solid photo or
same just a collection of poems not
more and no less I already felt
that I will feel the future and I
understood and knew always and always because
from my very birth my eyes they are
dead man my eyes ghost dark eyes

16.10.18

how sad it was today
for days it's sad to my eyes
it finally finally means
a cold snap is expected soon
it will be cold soon it will rain and
fog careless bright bright fog

it was sad it was sad
it was very inspired and bright and musical
It was very musical and therefore I am very
very sad today or not
yesterday i live in the world and so i'm dead
there was no birth but death was all

15.10.18

I was lonely I was lonely but I was
I'm in love but I was with you my
heart was not in me it was
flew over you like you yourself

i was lonely lonely lonely and was
I'm alone in the forest clean and beautiful
I thought only you were thinking about you
just about your forgotten smile

i lost you like i lost myself
I lost your watch like my own
and where is I now and who is now
what happens to me now

14.10.18

I immediately got up from the thunderous
huge huge strong flow
from strong lightning she numbered in my
in my poor miserable tortured head
she sounded and destroyed everything

tomorrow I go to the mess again tomorrow I again
I go to eternity tomorrow I fall again tomorrow
I go to paper again tomorrow I go to light again
tomorrow i'm going to darkness again tomorrow i'm again
tomorrow I’m going back up as before

grow like a tree or not a tree or what
tomorrow or now or now it is tomorrow or
tomorrow was yesterday or tomorrow was in childhood
when was it tomorrow and tomorrow it is now
tomorrow as now there is no life

13.10.18

a huge strong wind in the street
on the street and in the squares and even on the mountain
where I was where I sang songs at all
recently today where met evening where
watched the sunset and yawned and tired and raged

a huge huge strong wind outside the window
as if the fire no longer holds the frame
as if the fire had completely forgotten what it was
it was as if I was losing myself once and for all
and forever and to the end and forever and forever so

and today many different sounds were reproduced
many different sounds and minor and major
but most birds and I was like birds in flight
and shouted and sang I and I created a huge parade because
that the wind never leaves my heart

12.10.18

autumn autumn well where are you
where are you and your mouth where are you
and your music is the same fall autumn where
where are you why I can't hear everything
why can't I hear or hear everything
and I do not hear you and I do not hear or see
I am yours your mouth

oh autumn oh autumn knock you again you
come to my door come to me my
great inspiration my great revelation
oh come in oh come in and heat you run me like
man demand i demand new updates
and new i'm like person like person want
new water and new food

and again the stars in the sky will play and sing
and again there will be people all singing on their phones
and again and again and again and again I will go
I will go without knowing where and why and I will go
and I will go I will go only in gold only
in the cold only in devastation which means in
too strong filled place

11.10.18

I looked at the mesmerized calendar
here and my autumn passes but so quite
It was recently the end of august
most recently was september and now
here and here almost october has passed
almost that our autumn flashed and why
and why does she run away so fast

day after day day after day day shifts
turns day and night lights up and night disappears
and the night sings and my eyes are burning and my eyes
mine brighter and brighter from its emptiness from its
silence from your silence louder and louder
ignite about so many years already passed as if
and one minute has passed and even nothing at all

10.10.18

quiet quiet in the night room now
quiet quiet it's time to close soon
close my eyes again today
and again and again go to miracles
and again and again feel some dreams
only dreams only dreams

the light and the light burns and says and
says his bright and bright greetings and
hello o light and light o light and light
soon and soon it's time for everyone to sleep
soon and soon only the moon will warm
she alone in the sky night and lonely

09.10.18

and live in immense solitude
every day and every night every
hour and every minute in this world
and everyone is not in the world and in the dark
be alone every day
every day walking among people
and be and be alone forever
great loneliness among people
some people are about so many smiles on
their mouths but i only have grief in my eyes

and in this world I am eternal destiny and on this
in the light i'm an eternal hostage eternal prisoner
and please my cell is my prison
great my loneliness is long long
everlasting everlasting loneliness that never
did not begin and never ended
and that never comes to an end and
never come to the beginning so many years
and so many winters among the peaks and always one

08.10.18

outside the window comes autumn outside the window goes
it goes slowly outside the window
outside the window is a favorite sweet time

outside the window snow rushing outside the window
fly they fly they are my joyful children
my yellow lovely leaves are running through the window

about how many years about how many days and hours
I breathe here among the houses in the middle of the moon
among the lanterns and among the stars alone


time passes it passes it rushes
flies and flies like a bird in the sky like cold
and how warm it all runs and runs

smiles and sorrows tears and dreams of joy and
only grief and love and gaze at the sea
all over and over with me all over and over

о the immortal melody
oh how much more will you be here oh how much
still i will be here such a sad joyful wanderer

07.10.18

and again salutes outside the window and again
they and they again and I still watch
on their old old lost
lost pieces of paper scruffy

battered by this time by these
over the years with these watches over the centuries
considerations all all all that
eat in this dark bright summer light

and again the window and again the walls and again
it and again it spun one in
huge terrible waltz since the soul
mine is yours and all this is one continuous howl

and since my truth is yours all that
was and always will be forever and how
all this huge dance dance dance
huge black man dance or

or what or and when or and whether
it or well anyway well anyway i
will utter this final word final
word word ending life is death

and only death in the world exists and
of course the birth though there are doubts
probably only death and she alone
and life and our life was not and never will
never

06.10.18

closed door waiting for the cold
pending pending frosts pending
huge waiting behind and ahead waiting
waiting for cold and light of light
from somewhere from earth from
somewhere from the sky and lightning
to be around and heavy rain
so that the sun finally disappeared from
the shoulders and disappeared

every day behind a closed window behind closed doors
knocking knocking me a frosty frosty man
man he tells me about frost and snow everywhere
he already has everything and only we have it all and no
here we sit in the hot hot sun which is not no temperature
absolute nothing too much sun and it's autumn

I know there are ships somewhere and there are islands lost
and I know there is ice there they swim all swim but let's
where are you all from where are the penguins from
where is ice cream where does all this
all this all this bright circle
you walk on the asphalt feet offended you look at the sky
and all already flowing I broke up we are cold we are cold people
we have cold but not often in the eyes but love kills

05.10.18

in the street there is a cast on
I walk on the street I walk on the street
fire water cast this
I am I was or when

or when i walked or when i lived
or when i died or when i was or
when lanterns rang or when birds sang
or when it was spring outside

on the street there is a ghost and roses again
switched to another glass what do i do
with him so what should i be with him i be like
me to be with myself this hour in this star

04.10.18

come together all the paths come together
all roads and all roads now i'm
very lonely now i'm forever lonely
and now once there is it now means
it was always before my birth
and after him and after my death

lamps flash around and swirl
flowers and birds fly in the sky in the dark
the fog used to wander around like me
when was not yet so inspired sick
when still not crazy with strange sounds
daily when the joy covered all the tears

I remember a wonderful moment when it was may and
even when it was winter when we were all together
stood at the piano and began to listen to lovely music
when was grandmother and when was brother when all
there were but alas someone took the wind to a faraway country
and someone took a bright bright light more precisely death

03.10.18

running notes fast fast
on fingers ran quickly
quickly walked along quickly
and be so quietly and quietly
quietly melody on the nose
slipped and sank into sleep

and there were white papers and will
black paper and torch burn and
notes will run again and all also
it is not known where and when to burn and
quickly run fast then
when I was five years old when I was

when i was six years old
I was seven years old and when I was
exactly eternity eternity one infinite
and when I was not a man but a piano
when I was just the keys and only
white and black black and white and all

02.10.18

forget with you
about this world
we will go together with you
into the abyss

forget with you
about this light
we will go together with you
in the shade

o let's meet together
new testament
o let's walk together
and scream

01.10.18

time time time how much
the same time you pushed me and killed me
how many times did you destroy me
how many times how many times
how many times now about I think
that we all live in the memory of that
we do not live that all the sleep now I do not
I can understand where we are and live
whether we are either asleep or asleep or dreaming

time time time how many times how many
once you made me do water with fire
how many times did I feel my childhood
once I felt old I was born and therefore
I'm dead so perhaps will be forever about time being
time I sleep whether I'm sleeping now because everything is not
sleep alone in a dream because all the reality of what is
it's reality where we are and how we do what we do
did I ever have a childhood

30.09.18

again rush is coming
where it is sent again and
where do I all run and where am I going to hurry
where am I going again
where all this strange
a strange incomprehensible terrible gloomy run
where did my lips go so far

I'm the ghost I was born and so I'm dead
it has always been and always will be
eternity it is we are eternity all eternity
and there are no sections there are no roses
no sunflowers or daisies or flowers
nothing and never in the world is only one
one hurry is one of my strange non sparkling
horrifying and gloomy and blue as a scent

29.09.18

was among the lanterns again
flashlights again
among the stars again in the middle of the world
again among the planets again among
the sun again among the paints again
among the lamps all over again
again and again among the lanterns

I walked boldly along the streets
I walked along the streets and walked on and on
I went boldly and boldly to the streets
but why and where did I go but why
but why and among the lanterns I was and
among lanterns and among lanterns and among
only lanterns and starlight

28.09.18

a huge piano and endless
piano sounds of endless sounds
about every day haunts me and everyone
day it sings to me so much already
many many years every day

and I remember the days of evening winter when my brother
and grandmother were together when everyone was
were near and when I did not know did not know the sorrows
o remember I began to paint and tears again
and again they have found me and eternity

all eternal eternity is a great eternity and all
the sounds of that piano of that past
happiness and the world of peace that has long been gone
world of a happy world of a bright warm world
not the world of the cold not of the world of
the terrible world of the sad

27.09.18

walk on human eyes
walks around the eyes every day
and every night all the walls of this world
all its circles and all its angles
it's all me and all this is my eyes all this
I and all this are my eyes all this is me and everything
these are my eyes and so it was always and here
every day every day I go
and look only at my eyes only
on your eyes and more only
on your eyes and nothing more and nothing

then on what I write every day then where am I
I go every day that I eat every day
what I listen to every day is what I watch
every day what I hear every day is
about what I think every day is that I'm in the hands
take every day all this is my face and my skin
my eyes and only my eyes all this I all this
I and only I and so will always be so always
so it will always be like this forever and death is me
but death eternal life eternal life eternal life
the eternal transition is all this I am all this I am all my eyes

26.09.18

importantly find the key
the main thing is to find him finally
very important very necessary very
it is important as usual to find
this key you need to find it

but there were days and the wind was coming
and the keys were whether I had
I always went and went but from this
I just froze and stopped now
I can not walk anymore

I'm looking for an answer that used to be
I still have answers that used to be
who used to be with me I'm looking for answers
answers to noisy noisy wind
to the noisy noisy wind outside the window key

25.09.18

somewhere there behind the clouds for
clouds behind the forests beyond the seas
behind the clouds behind the apple trees for
oranges for orange for
somehow bright bright color
where is where you are there
where are you where I am somewhere
there we are somewhere somewhere

where there are large and
powerful and strong and strong and airy
where we live and where there
we love there we are inspired and there we are
with you we live and breathe andwe die somewhere
there where that there where that there behind clouds
somewhere there behind the forests
beyond the seas behind the clouds
behind the apple trees behind the
oranges behind the orange and
that's how we all live in flight and in running

24.09.18