What a beautiful way to say it thank you I love you too the most in this whole wide world for the many times you found me everywhere for the many times you reappeared, even on here HP I love you adore you, and pain to not have grabbed you back then when it mattered to you still you are a genius to plan your love life chronologicaly a success to not lose no matter the pain or loss life forced my life and love life a chronolical disaster systematically a downhill slippery ***** as if unseen forces did all to prevent changing Earth as you dreamevf8r us to do had you known me better you would have made it easier to get to you earlier before life men and women made more scars if you suffered she'll shock I suffer PTSD none if this suffering though was a problem to win big your way long before mother's day time changes things you could have thrown a big party for you and me but realize that I was already bitterly wounded by kidnapping himan predator men and a Charles Manson advocate hunting me in USA I couldn't follow our old script since you mentioned being married I felt deeply wounded I felt the hell of jealousy by bad people since age six and later by demonic Medeas torturing my new born babies I still hear their screams today my ptsd the only failure real culprit was your rush to show me your next woman begging you for it all I can still feel the knife of those words digging me numb and mute you beast, I was present inches from you owner of your love and treasures why in hell or in heaven not just grab me and hold me there forever! weep with me love me to happily ever after! If i was worth to you everything it was all only yours too already just for the taking! I am glad my suffering has changed you can I benefit? see, feel such change! or your wives do? naturally maby others in your world benefit. you were easy to love a Good attractive handsome in manner and in form intelligent gifted rich gentleman I didn't pass you on you ran from me and I had chicks 8n the best to tend to asap everyone can see all this in you I was blind folded far away scripted fighting malice greed of others hunting me in a world filled with unreality no helpers my allies were invisible how was that ever fair and then you jumped to put the icing on my devastating puzzle you got me all wrong and blessed me to test my heart giving me a live in woumb treasure I lost then you placed a scriped fairytale tale in my hands as you layed hurting in someone else's nursing hands but you didn't forget me neither did I and please look at me truth is all that's left for my great loss. yet I take all this world of reality gone wrong and unreality stink to heaven in a treasure chest heart of gold and soul I am deeply sorry to not win your favour my wounds were fresh and shame was deep mute lame
If you see an Artist in me, I accept your compliment it's beautiful I am just you too artist in many ways identical two hearts of gold beating as one however strange. You like myself are a true romantic a poet a true elite above the greatest minds ever read about or met. Glad my art ink has changed you for the better and others benefit your words apeace a rock off my chest I wrote for me for you firstly and I welcomed all efforts to aproach me from every angle I am eternally greatful thank you
I wanted you to know and understand my inner core unconditionally expecting whatever is given is given to me not 2hat I want to for all comments you wrote I thank you for your time your popping up to read to follow to learn what's in my RHO- core
I meant so much to you. You still a bittersweet blessing understanding you too late my misfortune loving you my survival paradigm blessing
I was your sand hour glass time sensitive disaster! I go lamenting all day long hearing from you is healing that you enjoy life and breathe helps me breathe too you remain the love of my life. I rather share you then lose you think of me I need you.
Your chronological ink lost me but later found me apeacing me; understanding people and myself was my winning other key. I'm reciprocating to your Scarlett letter A's and so much more. So be it, let it be its better late than never. Without you present here my air has been thick, food bitter prayers painfuly unenswered
in my world no person is owned by anyone dear one. Someone else you predicted got to our TwinOaks home. its all into the Lord's hands now where else to go in your absence my dear JPC-RK? "This is the true loving of the woman who loves you most in the whole wide world."
"I rather shared you then lose you" I Think of you.
In an eye blink tears fall again "I am wishfully thinking of you" for you fall in love also at home. ~~~~~~ By:Karijinbba -03/03/2020. Copy Rights.
You were my Unicorn but in your absence The Lord...
The heaven and the earth shall pass away, but my words shall in no way pass away."I love you. ~~~~ Thank you for loving me and waiting for me so long how no to love you.
Wherever you trail leaves me chasing for more- every glimmer in your eyes leaving me entranced. Maybe it's a spell of the unicorn, or maybe this is one big dream. All I know is that I need more of you in my life.
She’s the girl at the party reading ****** in the corner instead of conversing the idle she never learned how to read books with blank pages She has a heart of gold it’s just a bit broken Can’t you hear it? It’s beating for you already She’s looking to be soaked in safety not just comfort She thinks she may find it in your dry sense of humor She wants you to untangle her twisted mind She’s searching for someone to understand the evocation that is her soul that she’s a black hole yet a ray of sunshine That she desperately yearns for attention but burns under the spotlight Beautiful and tortured like the sea Don’t judge her for the too many sips she takes She’s just trying to forget the things she never deserved to know She’s using liquor to put out the fire in her brain No one ever told her that it just helps it grow She doesn’t want to feel alone in this crowded room anymore She wants to run through the forest chasing butterflies the way she always has to feel alive She’ll make a paintbrush out of her own hair if she has to and paint her words on the moon just to feel special for a minute something she’s never been able to prove to herself Because it’s hard to hear her echo underneath the ocean even though you can see her reflection in the sky She’s the girl at the party reading ****** in the corner Don’t be afraid Stars can’t shine without darkness after all Hurry, before her lungs fill with water Won’t you listen to her song? She will learn the chords to yours too Accept her because she’ll always accept you
I had to learn eventually Someone else makes you smile Someone else occupies your mind Someone else holds you up I have to realize what we had was literally nothing Compared to her now I hope that smile is permenant till your last days here Wrinkly, old, wise and jubilant Warm in your bed Nothing but best wishes truly
-from the girl you called your wonderwall to maybe your unicorn to now no one Au revoir
Ill doubt he will ever see this, let alone know im on here since he is too, but I sure do hope but good luck and thank you for giving me your precioys time. With someone and alone, I always thought of you. Will always, till my next lifetime.