Running for a shelter in the middle of a battlefield
Bullets screamed through hearts and minds
Fall for the pits, or on the mines trapped
Now the terror will survive, doves fought
Burning the leaves and turning ashes vanish
Awaiting the phoenix burn the way out
Smell the flesh in the flames and bombings
Let the soul rest in peace, let it breathe slowly
Huh? Hell in the direction, dust stuck in eyes
Light headed, hit on the ground, to the death mud
47's spitting golden fire, steal the cold, the soul
Mind the way, dirt mixed with fragments of dreams
Invitations, ring designs, birthday gifts
On the blood mud, the view, slowly faded, blank, then darkness

Trapped in your shadow
Couldn't move myself
Your heart is so shallow
Can't confess myself

Blood in your brain
Blade in your hands
Having bad thoughts?
Knew she's been cheated

You've gone through years
Passing by, intending changes
Did you expect a new sunrise?
A new world to wake up to?

Every eve nights to countdown
The seconds to spare for a reason
We will change, we will manage
Oh years, we behold resolutions

Are the januaries holding you back
From taking steps for your life?
Or is it just you, being too lame?
Let it be tomorrow, but oh friend!
Tomorrows never wait for you

Stranger clouds travelled,
Above her
Furious but imaginable thoughts,
Wandered beside her
Are the naked trees friendly?
Or dead?
Inside her, she felt the same

How could a phoenix rise,
from the ashes?
She let a sigh, and wondered
Will ever the birds sing?
Or the same will remain?
As the crows cried
Inside her
What could possibly be the matter?
She arose from the shadows
Could she still remain in the light?
When the darkness creeped through her,
She screamed silently
And violently
Desperate for a healthy love

Soaking wet, I am
Trembling fear, in me
Where was I?
During the crisis
I don't remember your touch
Love, was it?
That tore us apart
Then, love is the foe for us

The glowing orange color
Turning into dark crimson
Every evening of day
And days like your lips
That encouter my heart
It bothers me very much
That at moments of love
I wished I could crush you
Between my arms, and
Fire kisses on your cheeks

The little itches in my brain
Could no longer hold on to
But, I see future, calculating
Whether to rise now or later
Last time I messed up, fell
This time to seize the chance
So as to never slip or trip
To change my pace and stance
Survive the waves that hit

I will let you know as I'm ready
My dear, I said, when I'm ready
Stop stalking this beast in me
It hurts, barks or roars sometime
It even eats the flesh straight
And never returns your heart
So stay away, I'll let you know
When it calms down, as I tame it

Boredom kills your mind
Scratching from the surface
Taking every chance it gets
To push you down the road
Raging you in the flame
Tagging memories contained
Wishes and dreams passed on
To another, until it works

Sometimes you have to be
Sometimes you shouldn't
But when it starts to itch
Just take the highway road
And overcome your fear
Let your strength be the one
To beat your own conscious

That was my weakness
I think
A lot
When someone says
You must do it the right way
What if it isn't?
Maybe the wrong could be the right
Maybe all along, we were all wrong

So what happens when we die?
For that
Why are we living in this world?
Are we being watched by some force?
Or are we just some parasite
Like the old age dinosaurs?
Why does people believe in the past
When future is progress?
And past was rust
Do we belong in here?
Or the galaxy is empty with lonely stars
Situated far away from one another?

There are a lot of things
I think
That might destroy my faith
Or restore it with solid evidences

That I don't die soon
Check in with my conscious
Every now and then
The torture felt deep down
Somewhere inside my head

Hope I'm the only person
That's hurt being apart
Like a cut finger nail
Useless and decaying
I'm sorry but I'm breakable

Reminiscing the day we met
You caught me staring at you
Then I saw your little smile
A thousand mini me jumped
Now you are on my shoulder
Stroking my chest after love

Beaming with my child in you
The center of my world and you
Had me going through with you
A lot of love and trust in you
Here is our adorable treasure
My queen with sweet tears of joy

She is so beautiful, her first cry
Looking astonished as my queen
Little princess gripping on my finger
Now I have two to share my heart

Peel off the pain piercing your palms
Ornaments owned out of obituaries
Elsewhere endless errands of evil
Moaning for money and medication

There is something shining
Like a spark of fire, behind
Am I in the wrong place?
I can't see no bridges near
Can't even feel my body

A nightmare just broke out
Like kingdoms on either sides
Struggling for some more land
Or for a girl they liked, or gold
When will men become men?

The dream is just a dream?
Will you ever learn from anything?
Even it's a folklore or contemporary
Climb high as you can, and study

Said that never give up on people
I kept looking through the peephole
They wouldn't change, unless I do
I hesitate, but what should I do?

Think straight like it's the only way
Side by side, pretending to slay
What offers me a lasting pleasure?
If it only leads me to the treasure

How can I be the only person?
To stay and direct my own life
Change God's will, is it a treason?
To rush out of here with a knife

The head tilts I usually face
After every troubled story
Are vanished

It seems, I’ve felt loneliness
And came back
To a good-minded woman
Who listens well
But doesn’t want to ignore
My hurt feelings
She just wanted to see more
Better things to happen
To the person she talks to

She chatted for a long time
Knew the truth about me
When in return, she taught
Several other valuables
That can cost trust and love
And some times, even life

What is the matter with me?
When I connect, I tend to abort
I lean to intentions
That makes a man a beast
That pollutes the calmness
Around us
I don’t want to be that person
And you’ve always balanced me

Until now,
You haven’t even been near me
But in my heart lies, your soul
And mine, in yours

Tell me the truth
Let your soul take a deep breath
Before we get into the depth
I remember giving you my heart
Now I don't even care what you do
Fill it up with jealousy or worst
You never kept the promise "I do"

Higher than an eagle can fly
Suited with objectives to see
Whether we match or try?

A tree could fall on its shadow
But when we fall for fantasy
Absence of humanity grow

Hate to tell the stories are lies
Then to see the infants cry
The truths aren't worth the lies

How come rest in peace is after doom?
When we hope peace for the living
And die in vain in a darker room

Let the hopes of a thousand eyes
See the clear image of the reality
And words to console are too lies

Laughed at this life
Weird then prospering
I've been through worse
Haven't been to the worst
So, thanking my Lord
Is my heart made of rock?
When your words melt
These veins try to gain
My only person in me
True to my affections
Who am I to judge?
I caused troubles myself
You rolled your eyes
Hesitated, feeling disgust
Not another one - I wrote
I write my heart to the crowd
For you to know me
Know I'm just a dead meat
Another experiment of God
To test my patience and tractability

Some say
You don't need to worry
But it seems complicated
Appreciate yourself
Are you going to stay?
Stay there, don't move
Everything will be alright
Worry, but don't panic

Your eyes will talk
And be charged with theft
Locked up in my life
You might find a way out
But with the peaks and falls
I'll heal like the wolverine
You made this so uncomfortable
I'd track you down
Coz a part of me is in you
Two bodies with a single soul
I couldn't leave you at midst
I've fallen for you
Addicted to your love

Beauty in your eyes
Like the brightest star
I keep staring at them
Never blinked, I swear

Can I, Keep you in mind?
I Won't ever let you down
Seeing you worry, I'm down
Please don't rip my heart out

Someone shout at them
Scare the beasts away
******* the clean ground
Suicidal animal viruses

Here, here, and there
Everywhere they shelter
Liabilities to the neighbors
Leaving migraine foams

Traces of their deeds
Scattered in the streets
Fighting for barks that’s louder
Bound to be the worst of all

Growling curses into unknown faces
Chants to create glorious battle places
Just troop the forces for your defence
Anonymous missiles flew to no-man's land
Bet the devil confronted the angels there
Is this situation watched and celebrated?
When this comes to you, it's frightening
You bring the religious down to doom
But, the more you stress it, it gets stronger
History is a witness, and you know it
Time when mass expatriation and ******
Believing to wipe out the whole kind
His attempt failed, they play the game now
Creating villains in the world, they try
Attempts to tear a whole religion apart

Let's not be the grieved faces
Who didn't get the most of happiness
Throwing ourselves on broken walls
When we don't have strength to defend

Let's bring the joyous children
Wandering at the beautiful parks
Even the bees sting, but honey's sweet
Wait for days to pass melted hearts

Let's not worry what we lost
Reunite the joints shattered far away
Widen hearts to show bright tooth
We breath the same air, my dear

When looks don't adore
When riches don't count
When strength don't daunt
Peace should rule the world

See things through
Believe the truth
There's no where to go
Will they ever come to know?

Help, Help, screamed the weak
Look yourself, you smell weak
Noticed the aroma tardily reeks
Caught up with reality's deeds

He said dream
Not scream
God,
Another concussion

Well,
You should listen well
Tighten your belt
Don't lose

Grab a shovel
Dig deeper as well
Independent,
You always have

Caused to miss the chance
Didn't dare to make a move
Listen to me I said please
Where's my charming star?
If you needed to, I'll stay

Darling you should be right here
With me, holding hands
I know this is weird but I must say
That we should be together
Till we say goodbye as we're old

The force of gravity is smiling at the stars
Someday we will join the galactic court
Where do we stand right with all the scars?
Inventing thoughts never meant to sort

Help!

The clouds ran away from men's magic
Stuck in between the winds and roars
Her aching heart blew havoc, nature's logic
It's hard for the earthlings, useless crores

****!

Innocent killers stride through stages
Ineffective endangered species on the brink
God! Help them stride back to their cages
Millions of warning signs, where they blink

Hello to your ambitions
I believed all your options
And I tried to work it out
So what's up? It was hell
Through it then I survived

Burning into ashes I saw
The lies you made me trust
I see what you did there, so
I have to change myself first
**** it, I lie too, you'd know

Soon as realization kicks in
To drop your words in the bin
I care, but at first I did too much
So stop it when I say ****

Where would this end?
Wish they'd listened
Peace please descend
Would if I'm terminated

One hell,
Trapped in debts
Believe me, I'm trustworthy

Two hell,
It's too much pressure
You lost the trust in me

Im counting,
This mount is precipice
I couldn't lean upon a tree

Both ends heating up strokes
On fire, life is under a volcano
Let me burst the way out
And melt down into a rock

What does the future hold for me?
Sometimes I believed it will be fine
Writing made me spit the viruses
That burned me half my life, hatred
On everything I found bitter around

Killed my realness as a growing person
Now, enjoyment still hurts inside
Watching birds fly beside me
And never landing on my hands
Should I trap and catch one, to love?
Obvious, I said I never felt cooler

Complaining issues seemed whining
Naked truths will find their way up
Through the fogged lies and covers

It is still poison
It hurts
Not just once
Forever

Her words flown in slow motion
When my jaw dropped at those lips
She was a beautiful fine girl
The sun reflected on that pink skirt
Walked away to the stairway
Funny, I stood there stuck on shock
Just met the beauty I dreamt

Stressing up the nerves
Where they have some levels
Where pride will fall off
And the righteous always lose

There were many wrongs
To be corrected, to be proven
Neither they will nor us will learn
From the deeds we have entertained.

Say the word
The rage will burst out of me
With words tearing us apart
Our flavours differ
You have the strength
To tempt my anger

If you weren't different before
When you promised to be mine
Forever
I'd be cautious of your temper
Change the circumstances
When letters on the letter
Leaving memo of you leaving
Hurt deep inside me
I had to chase you, to know
The truth you didn't dare speak
Filling my heart with fire
Your words could hurt, I knew
Still this heat couldn't resist
Until you
Say the word

Inside this dislocated mind
Dreams are open to suggestions
Where in my neglected life
I chose to sit silent and calm

The hungry and vicious creatures
Drowned in their own selfish thoughts
Would never care about this soul
And life won't have mercy on me

For what did you leave?
I never intended to lose
Sick and tired of the pain
Even when the songs play
My heart dances wrongly
If I’ve mistaken your love
Free me from this slavery
I’m desperate, addicted
What do I have to do?
To get some relief

In this reign, every counsel members
Burning their brains to **** the rebels
Thousand ways to damage their spines
None of them dare to interrupt them
Watch them incinerate to the highest
Clouds blown aside, let them through
If the revolution reaches the blue sky
Carrying every helpless to the heavens
Their interest to keep them suppressed
Would add on to their misery to rule
Brainless, heartless, shameless to ****
Even hide the emotions inside the masks
If you could stare at their burning eyes
You could plainly extinguish the flames
Where the hell rises from the ground
Destroying wishes from shooting stars
And the molten flowing on the streets
Turning houses into ashes and spread
The atmosphere will fill with dark clouds
Once it will rain their greedy reign down
Hardening the bottom hard enough
Now the rocks you've created carelessly
Will be thrown at your hollow faces
Sense the aftermath before the stupidity
When the rich rise above the majority

Legs trembled on the chair
I tried
But it only fails to stop
Am I in this mode solo?
I never held a thought alike
They never turned my hopes
Grabbed it, stacked up high
Where I try my lungs out
To reach, to jump higher

When frustration hits me
A pair of eyes haunted my moves
Spying every step I take
Is this how it goes on?

Long across the grains
Watching the hills float
Screaming till he faints
A droplet in his throat

Straight shooting arrows
Vaporized his proud entity
Raising both arms in sorrow
He cried his eyes empty

An attempt to beg forgiveness
Fell on his knees and rose
When hope struck the witness
On a lost mirage long across

Elsewhere I need your presence
Not here,
Since you've been far away
Neglected me as I started to move
Forward with you

You were focused on yourself
And I needed to leave you

Must confess you're too beautiful
That a moon will shy away
And a night sky shining aurora
Would stand behind your smile

The worst that could happen
The words that could sharpen
The worlds that could darken

My soul in the dark mist, fallen
My legs trembled on the ocean
May love teach them a lesson
By thee God we have risen

Be the judge in the jungle
Be the wild amongst to mingle
May the strong beat the humble
And life is good being single.

How my beginning smiles after the minutes
Counting down the last moments
Searching right and left for a kiss
New in a brand new year to force belief

All I have done is walk the bridge
To cross the path of entertainment
What do you have to prove you've won?
Nothing is perfection until mind relaxes

Less than beats that hurried life
Higher than expectation that fell down
Skeptic beliefs that led yourself no where
This beginning will never be a new start

Scorpions poison with their tales
But they can't speak poison
Tigers **** with their claws and teeth
But they can't spread lies
Snakes hiss fear into hearts
But they never rip your mind

People aren't made for it
Nature does it

I thought you were poor
Now I know
What's the difference

Hence,
I feel rich
And lost

Push the words with your hearts
Never let the brain do the work
When the doves die whilst their flight
Sizing every little problem in your house
In the midst of a pandemic, hell to the no!
Build up your promotions on occasions
People die, hell on earth, the resemblance
Devils rule the world; war against the good
See the truth with a **** on your hand
When the innocent help the hope & help-less

Religious outbreak and battles over a place
Feed it to your ego, Mr. and Mrs. COVID
I see "leaders" in their vacation plans
Give them the finger to heal their roasted brains
Every penny stacked for the tax exploited
For a stupid statue standing straight up to his ******

Man stop, we're just animals
But you're a mad dog, a monster
Neither fame nor fortune can tame
With a fire burning in your eyes
For a calamity to happen in your way
For a better future phasing from your burrow.