Shadows bounce in the corners of my mind
Tugging at the memories
I've buried inside
Making me doubt my sanity

Shadows dance in the corner of my sight
Teasing my eyes
Just out of reach
Blooming like blotches of ink

These tricks of the mind
These shadows of the mind
Are becoming blind to my senses
and the smell of Aconites consumes me

Get on top of me without asking.
Talk to me and tell me things I want to hear.
Wear those Adidas pants that show your *** off.
Make me want to show you off.
I told you I couldn't hold it in anymore.
You grabbed me and bit my lip, grabbed my hand and made it wet again with your innocent girl tricks.
I love those girl tricks.
Iv'e never really know what *** with feelings is but you make me want it and you made me call it love.
You know wants up I love how you get it up and put it back down like you own it.
You're making me speak Spanish and ask for god in my language  like ****, girl that beautiful hair got me learning new moves and it proves that you just know what to do.
The way my eyes grab on your *** like you just want it to last.
I got this don't you worry I'll make it last just keep throwing back that ***.

Tricks could be dangerous
if it was done
by the wrong people

Disguised in pretty lips
and polished words
they were trained to manipulate

Be careful not to get caught
in their petty tricks
that are disguised in fancy lies

So it is best
to think before you absorb
and to have a mind of your own

I love my heart so i speak it.
The freedom, i seek it.
I need and believe it.
I've got more tricks up my sleeve.
You'll see when i achieve and
succeed.
On the highest degree.
What a relief.
Qui vive...

hope is a force that wields
great power and great strength.
maybe there's no actual magic in it,
but where there’s hope,
you can make things happen,
it’s almost like magic.

Chasing shadows through my dreams shadows of my
wife In my dreams I see them flickering on my walls
Like the gold at the end of a rainbow one never finds when I reach the spot where her shadow momentarily
falls there nothing
there
but out of the corner of eyes, I catch a glimpse of Helen standing there but full on view there nothing
there
must be my mind playing tricks but would rather have the shadows on the wall than nothing at
all

If ever anybody asked me how am I doing I always
lie and say Im OK but deep Inside I know I'm
not
Always the pretender hide
all my feelings try not show my emotions for If I opened
up showed my true feelings allow emotions to flow than others would be hurt by seeing my
pain
I'm just a pretender and been so all my life too late to try and change for this old dog Its to late to learn  new tricks