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Find happiness

Aa Harvey Jul 2018

Find happiness

There are so many things that are not as they should be,
That sometimes people think that everything is wrong.
I can only speak for myself, but I do still believe,
There is hope in many places, in many people, in many songs.

If you do have faith, then that is your choice.
I am faithful when I am in love.
I write for myself to give myself a voice.
My silence means I am busy working, writing my books.

A paragraph here, a couplet or two there.
There are so many words to be found everywhere,
That poetry has become like air.
It floats through the soul, never growing old,
And like life, it passes onto another.
It goes where it goes.
If it means nothing to you,
Perhaps you should choose some other wordsmith.
Another poet; another writer;
Or just say nothing, read nothing, do nothing.
Whatever makes you sing your own song is worth it.

Read the contents of the label if you do not speak the language.
Head to Milan or Naples, and absorb the culture,
Before going to Rome with your kids.
Feel free to roam before you see the Cascata,
Wherever they may flow.

Travel Europe before heading home,
And if you are still not settled when you return,
Pack your bags again and go all around the world,
In a one person boat, all alone.
Do whatever you need to do to find your inner peace.
You will find love wherever you may be,
If your heart is open to seeing new things.

If you are closed to human contact,
Then you will forever be taking a step back
And no forward thinking, future thinking thinker,
Will ever be attracted to that;
But if solitude is your desire,
Then stay alone, although the mountains will seem much higher.

If you are truly happy, you realise fortune is temporary.
I know I dream of one day raising a family.
We all have our dreams;
We all have needful things.
We wish for change,
But those who live in the moment, it seems,
Are eternally living their perfect day.

Life is not perfect and never will be,
But even if it is great and can only get worse,
At least it is not my misery.
You still have to work to improve it.
Alive in this state of man-made bliss,
Is a footstep away from catastrophe,
So do not wait for life to come and find you.
Find your own way to be happy.

(C)2018 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#life #happy #happiness #belief #faith #poetry #italy #travel #love #alone

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Fingertips hold memories

Aa Harvey May 2018

Fingertips hold memories

Finger tips hold memories

Kiss my lips and feel sheer bliss my lover, my last fling;
I love you so much it is becoming embarrassing.
Hold my soul close to your chest,
Then our love can blossom and we can stay undressed.

Show me the real you because that is what I desire,
I want to remember your love for the rest of my life.
Your love allows me to become a high flier;
In search of God I fly over the world and disappear into the sky.

Light and dark and everything inside,
Love has never felt so hard to hide.
Questioned by an angel about my love;
She can see in my heart that our love is good.

The amalgamation of two souls,
Bound by love forever more.
Our love will last forever!
You are mine and I am yours.

A year later the room is empty…
She took it all when she walked out on me.
I am beginning to heal but love is a distant memory;
Finger tips cling onto memories.

I was cast aside to a distant place,
To suffer pain and never again show my face.
All I did was never enough;
Never enough to call your bluff.

Now I never hear her sing,
Now I never see her smile.
Now I never get to be happy,
Because now I know she is no longer mine.

(C)2016 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#love #desire #flying #angel #soul #me #breakup #memories #pain #sad

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Fire or sky

Aa Harvey May 2018

Fire or sky

Fire or sky

It’s all a state of mind.
Day by day people change.
Films get better or worse with age;
These times of changing truth or lie.
Fact or fiction, it’s all in your mind.
The thoughts we think expand or rewind,
Back to childhood when things were just fine.
Only you can find the truth that lies beneath the rubble.
Shattered heads think less and see double.
Open eyes, need open minds, to translate fire from sky.

(C)2018 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#mind #change #films #truth #lies #thoughts #memories #tired

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First date

Aa Harvey Apr 2018

First date

First date

First kiss.
First crush.
First ***.
First love.
First girlfriend.
First wife.
First time,
Last night.

(C)2017 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#first #love #kiss

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Fixing holes with good intentions

Aa Harvey Apr 2018

Fixing holes with good intentions

Fixing holes with good intentions.

Lions and tigers,
Dolphins and earthquakes.
Liars with cider,
Have nothing to say.

Animals and insects,
Bugs for breakfast.
Mammals need ***,
So find true love and get wed.

Life is a milk tray;
Oh behave!
Nothing left to say,
So gonna leave to get paid.

Fortune tellers remain silent.
Two moon sellers, offer no guidance.
A magic hat is a box of tricks.
Forget about that; keep it real or quit it!

Lions and tigers,
Dolphins and earthquakes.
Fliers and riders;
We are all running away.

Life is a bad day, work is a chore.
Write it right, or do not say,
I could do with more.

If you don’t care,
Then give up what you are;
But if you are prepared,
Then we can build a heart.

(C)2017 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#animals #alcohol #food #love #memories #fake #humans #life #apathy #us

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Flames of love

Aa Harvey May 2018

Flames of love.

Feeling naked stood here before you,
The first time I tell you how I feel about you.
Been alone so long I don’t know what to do,
But your beauty allows me to say I want you.

A crucifix kiss upon a vampires lips,
Brought the death of love with its tenderness;
But a lovers white light brings us peace of mind.
It lets us believe in the fight for a love so blind.

A blessed sight into the flames of the next life,
Changed the way I see life and why I shouldn’t die.
Live now forever or die alone?
I must stay alive to one day feel at home.

It’s our experiences that define us,
Our ties that bind us.
Love shall forever blind us,
So salvation can once more find us.

Razor fire shines alight,
In the darkest skies to light up the night.
Fire burns so hot throughout space,
That it becomes replaced with angel’s sight.

Morning sun shines on the light of my life,
As she says well done, you completed the song on time.
My love is grand; my love is soft.
My love is sensitivity at no cost.

Smile at me please, I need you to see,
The happiness you bring with every word that you sing.

Wash away your pain with flames;
Set fire to love or watch it burn and fade.
Bury yourself away inside a shallow grave,
Or hope you find a better way.

Swallow the pill to cure your nausea;
Think of things you’ve never thought of.
Taste the lips and enjoy the kiss;
Enjoy their love before you miss it.

Love me, love me, love me please!
Love me now, I need your kiss.
Love me, love me, love me please!
Love me now; I need your love to breathe.

(C)2013 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#love #attraction #desire #breakup #life #newlove #fire #light #mylove #loveme

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Flatulence breeds laughter

Aa Harvey Sep 2018

Flatulence breeds laughter

Flatulence breeds laughter

Come smile with me, as I sing you a song;
About God's little gift, to every man.
For we all like to laugh and forget all our worries
And we all like to laugh, whenever we can.

At a worldwide problem which just can't be solved;
Of epidemic proportions, it affects us all.
It's the funniest thing known, but embarrassing too;
But the louder the funnier, as long as it's not you.

It's flatulence! It's one big ****!
It's a stinky little number and it came from my ****.
It's flatulence! It's one big ****!
It's a stinky little number written straight from the heart.

It's flatulence! It's one big ****!
It's a stinky little number and it came from my ****.
It's flatulence! It's one big ****!
La, la, la, la,
La, la, la, la,
La, la, la, la,
La, lahh!

Who dropped that off? Who left us a present?
Who smells that bad? Come on! Who the Hell is it?
******* that's bad, something smells like it's died.
You filled my lungs with a sickness, you brought a tear to my eye;
You made me wish I was a dog and I had no nose,
Then when you'd tell them of my story,
They'd say how does he smell?
(shout) AWFUL!

It's flatulence! It's one big ****!
It's a stinky little number and it came from my ****,
It's flatulence! It's one big ****!
It's a stinky little number written straight from the heart.
It's flatulence! It's one big ****!
It's a stinky little number and it came from my ****,
It's flatulence! It's one big ****!
La, la, la, la,
La, la, la, la,
La, la, la, la,
La, lahh!

Well it's time to end this song,
With no more bad **** jokes in sight.
It's time to wander on,
With just a trumpety, trump; goodnight.

(C)2005 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#flatulence #farts #song #humour #laughter #smell

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Flaw

Aa Harvey Jul 2019

Flaw

Flaw

All your beautiful flaws.
I am left crawling at your feet, begging, let me be yours.
Cynicism and pessimism; I see a beautiful prism,
Floating inside your galaxy eyes.
Bitter words choke realism;
I guess the party has to die.

Left behind to tell only lies.
I love the way your truly despise.
You are so apathetic and that’s to your credit;
You have nothing to hide behind.

They say miserable; I see incredible.
So credible, you do not speak their dull,
Repetitive slogans, no catch phrase needed.
No advertisements; you’re real and I mean it.
I love it when you say you really hate.
I love to see you act that way.

(C)2017 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#love #attraction #desire #apathy #words #lies #truth #real #hate

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Flying on forever

Aa Harvey Apr 2018

Flying on forever

Flying on forever

I’m flying on the edge forever,
Searching for a brighter future.
I can see the picture of an angel inside my mind
And now I have to find a way to meet her.

Burning out, fading away; love must come to save the day.
Shooting stars only crash into their own grave.
I will build her a house we can live in and age;
If only I could take her to it, then maybe things would change.

Some of us lie, some of us fly;
Some of us are living on borrowed time.
The future is not certain to be there when we arrive,
But the past is firmly in the past where it belongs,
So please just let me get on with my life.

We are in search of a forever love, forever more!
Fallen love angels who scorn are left behind;
Forever alone in fields of thorns, left alone to mourn.

There is a dust storm up ahead, so I must look my best,
Because when I do finally meet her, my love I will confess.
Eventually she will see me appearing through the mist;
I cannot allow this chance of true happiness to be missed.

(C)2016 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#flying #angel #love #stars #home #future #life #fallen #happiness

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Food for thought

Aa Harvey Jun 2018

Food for thought

Food for thought

Our hearts are linked by an umbilical-chord;
We feed each other, food for thought.
I lay down my jacket so you can walk upon it,
To save your painted toes from getting wet.

For unbelievable beauty do I see in you my Queen;
I think your daughter sees the Devil in my beard.
I need you to fall in love at third sight.
I’ve only met you twice in this phoenix afterlife.

For as relationships die, new relationships are sought;
My aphrodisiac, you give me food for thought.
For I am lost in lust, just begging for your touch;
So soft upon this metaphor love.

Her I could love with ease, my Liege.
For in her desires I see me.
No I am not being arrogant;
I am simply saying she is Heaven sent.

After a life time of Hell, I now see my past,
Present and future tense.
She is relaxing in a bath, as I go to see if the dinner is ready yet.
The kids are asleep, or watching T.V.,
As my empathetic angel, sings so succinctly.

A song of love, inspired by me,
She tells me later as our family eats.
My love you give me food for thought.
My love for you is eternal. Please become my woman, my girl.

Your parents will always see you as their daughter, (alas)
No matter what happens, they will love you forever,
But I will always see you as a woman first and foremost
And this eternal bond between us should never be severed.

You need a Man to remind you who you are.
You shining star, you are truly inspirational.
You may feel that you are solely a Mothercare;
But I am here to show you, that you are so much more.

You are the sexiest woman on the planet,
I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again.
You my dear are simply J-Lo speaking Spanish;
If my tears are your nourishment, then let it rain.

(C)2011 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#love #us #feet #image #relationships #lust #future #family #bond #inspirational

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Footprints in the sand

Aa Harvey Apr 2018

Footprints in the sand

Footprints in the sand.

It’s quiet now; it’s not like it was last night.
All the hangovers are asleep, they have never seen the morning light.
They are dreaming of last night’s fires
And drinking away the days before,
As I sit here upon my rock contemplating the world…

The sea is calm, the wind is quiet; there are birds flying in the sky.
In the distance I can see an oil tanker, slowly floating by.
There are no people here to catch the sun rise,
So I can happily wait until it arrives;
So peacefully I write…

I have my blanket, my picnic breakfast and a vision so wide;
It goes on for miles in every direction
And this picture is illuminated by the dawns early light.
I can see beyond the sand and on past the lifeguard tower;
There is nobody here that needs saving and nobody to guard a life.

As the cliffs remain after years of waves,
All around me I can see the seafront.
I can see the next town over; there are only a few lights on
And I can see the approaching morning sun…
It is hidden behind the man-made buildings, but soon it will rise
And I alone shall be a witness to its beauty
And still I continue to write…

As the pages become clearer with every passing minute,
Eventually I create a full stop, as I have reached the finish;
But my words do not seem complete, so I get to my feet to think.
I turn my back towards the horizon and I speak into the wind…

You have blessed me this day, for all the noise has been taken away.
All thoughts are being quiet; I have a place I can drift again.
So I thank you for your company and all you have given to me;
It is sad to know that my dreams are only ever,
Pebble’s thrown away into the sea.

Reclaim what is yours and wash away all our damage;
We have walked upon your sand enough.
Take it all back into the sea,
For we can no longer stand by and watch
And continue to walk here;
We have already walked here too much.

Take back what is yours, for it was never ours to keep.
This rock I sat upon has been waiting to speak,
For a thousand years, it has helped us to stand tall,
While people use it as a stepping stone,
To get to a place where we can be at one with the world;
But this stone is the shape of you, for you are made of the Earth
And I am just a visitor…you were here first.

I never did find my peace and quiet,
But I felt at ease as the beach went back to the sea.
I rose to my feet to make a change
And not one footprint in the sand did I leave.

(C)2017 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#beach #change #peace #nature #light #sea #dreams #image #writing #memories

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"Fore!"

Aa Harvey May 2018

"Fore!"

“Fore!”

I live in a small town,
With the lights down,
In the back end of nowhere
And that is exactly where I am going.

I dress like a big clown,
In my small car.
My head looks through the sunroof
And all I can see is a city of stars.

I have spent a lifetime pretending,
That I am going to leave this place.
Everybody can see that I don’t really care.
My apathy only hides my truth; my life is such a waste.

As the rain drops fall onto my window,
I hear the distant memories.
They are calling to me like angels;
I can’t see where they are, but they are all around me.

So I reach out with one big shout!
Begging for protection, from myself.
My remedy is not seen, so I sink into a hole.
If I could find a way out,
I would find a way to make something of myself.

A collage of emotional scars,
That show that I have come so far.
The pavement my driveway,
I turn left into yesterday
And all I remember is the loss of it all;
The things we do are what we are.

I walk on the freeway.
The grass is green beneath my feet…

They shout “Fore!”…

My headphones do not rescue me.

(C)2017 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#me #life #nowhere #city #dreams #desire #smalltown #apathy #memories #death

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For Eva

Aa Harvey Aug 2018

For Eva

For Eva

To my Goddess, my Femme Fatale,
My Idol, my Love.
You are in my heart forever Eva;
I love you like I love the green stuff.

So don’t give me a hug please, just a loving smile.
We can’t get too close or you might notice and run a mile.

I want my friend Eva for life, for Eva.
So take my peace, love and empathy,
For when I am not with ya.

Gather round, gather round; come and see.
Perfection, Natural Beauty, True Empathy.
The Human Diary, I could always confide in.
Do you have a twin sister?
She could be the woman of my dreams.

She sings like an angel,
She flies high like a butterfly.
She needs to change…nothing. She is fine!
So much love to Eva and the woman I saw today.
She was worth a second look, but I didn’t catch her name.

Thank you Eva for everything and wow!
When I die please sing me a song,
You are most worthy of taking a bow.
Let them see what I see,
When I see you sing.
Acapella, there is none better;
So light one up, but please don’t forget me.

(C)2013 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#friend #love #attraction #beauty #gorgeous #empathy #music

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Forever and ever

Aa Harvey Jul 2019

Forever and ever

Forever and ever

The best of me isn’t worthy of the worst of you.
It’s clear to see I will never be what you need me to.
If all you are is in my dreams, then I need to leave to find my reality.

When you sing high, I mumble so low,
For I am still waiting down here for wings to arrive,
Whilst you have a history with the sky.
And me? This mere mortal condemned to walk alone,
Will never have a place inside you heart or your home.

You want me to visit, but be gone by the morning,
While I want to hear the wedding bells ringing.
Singing my song for your ears only, leaves you snoring
And your temporary leaves me to all my sinking.

And so I will go and build a home;
A place where I must live alone.
Until the time comes that I have all that which I need,
Except the heart of my true loved one; where is she?

When she arrives I will be ready.
Done with waiting and dating; ready to go steady
And a bond will be made that can never be severed;
Loves hand tied to love forever and ever.

(C)2019 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#me #love #desire #sad #angel #alone #truelove #loss #marriage

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Forever continued

Aa Harvey Apr 2018

Forever continued

Forever continued

All artists are searching for a Muse,
To inspire their love for their work.
So I must love my Muse,
Each and every time.
Even though this to you,
May seem to lessen my love’s light,
This is not true;
For I still hurt and bruise,
After each time they stamp on my heart.

But still I stand here telling you all my weak points.
Do you me believe yet? I believe in you.
I must go now,
To tell more true words of being blue;
But some poems are as endless as my love for you…
They could be forever continued.

(C)2013 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#art #artists #muse #love #belief #pain #truth #depression #endlesslove

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Forever delayed

Aa Harvey Jun 2018

Forever delayed

Forever delayed

I feel like I am a thousand years old.
I am running on empty, overload.
Back aches, legs ache,
Arms ache, head-aches.
My brain is tired,
I am going to get fired,
Or find a way,
For death to be,
Forever delayed.

(C)2017 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#old #age #exhaustion #ache #death #life #immortality

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Forever there

Aa Harvey May 2018

Forever there

Remember the faces of those people this world has lost.
They are never truly gone, so let them never walk alone.
Keep them inside your heart until the end of all things,
For they are the one’s worth remembering.

People we meet in fleeting moments could change our world completely;
But those who are gone are fading away into history.
So let us remember all of the fallen,
For they are no longer here to tell their tale;
So let us be the one’s who are reaching out for them.

Let their voices echo throughout the years.
Let their memories shape the love inside our tears.
Let a piece of them remain with us wherever we may go,
Because they will always remind us of how lucky we are to have a home.

Never forget the time we never had, but we also shared.
We may have been strangers, but we were all here once
And one day we will all be forever there.

(C)2017 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#loss #death #memories #stories #echo #love #family #friends #heaven #neverforget

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Forever together

Aa Harvey Nov 2018

Forever together

Forever together

I promise I will get up the nerve,
And tell her I like… I like her,
Before it is too late;
Because if I don’t I will only regret
And my mate will be taken away.
I will be too late to say we could have been something,
We could have done something, amazing together.
I hope she can resist temptation for just another day.
Hopefully tomorrow I will find a way to say,
I want us to be together forever.

(C)2018 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#love #attraction #question #hope #fear #time

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Forever waiting

Aa Harvey Oct 2018

Forever waiting

Forever waiting

Rivers of pain, flow through my brain,
Spreading the fear through every vein.
Lights so bright, call my name in the night.
My future is beckoning; love life.

Sweetness is a virtue;
I need to be with you.
Beautiful eyes of blue leave me with nothing else to do,
But surrender my heart to your womanly ways.
I will remain faithful, because I am always betrayed
And when I meet one who can truly stay faithful,
I will be who I can be and I will be eternally grateful.

On my journey to the grave, I am still yet to meet her;
But even though my life has sped by like a flash and a blur,
I know there is a single person who loves like I do.
Of this I am certain; so I will wait, maybe in vain,
But I will still wait, through sun and through rain;
Waiting here for her truth.

I will be standing, never demanding, simply asking, for understanding.
I will wait for her, until I am broken and defeated.
I will be here, forever waiting, for you to not mistreat me,
Like she did.

(C)2018 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#truelove #love #waiting #me #hope #truth #ex #patience

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Forget-me-not

Aa Harvey May 2018

Forget-me-not

I could not write your wrongs.
I cannot list your faults.
I only know that you are gone.
You never saw the future I pictured, I built.

Inside my mind a house exists,
A garden of roses, climbing ivy,
Hopeful sunflowers catch the sun.
There are dreams you can try to resist,
But in the end the only story that interests me is a true romance.
A true love story. A story about love.

You will never know of my heart
And the crater you left as you crashed through my soul.
I could never truly say what I think you are,
Because words could not exist to help you love me.
I have no way to try; so I must let you go.

Your love is his and memories are all the reminders I have of you now.
Fantasies that could never be;
My fictional bliss.
My never was.
My never will be.

My promise to forget is written down.
It will stand there until the end of time.
Written in ink, if I ever think,
Just one line…

I loved you,
Is all that it said.
Pictures in paintings, no longer remaining,
I am removing this vision from my head…

(C)2017 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#gone #loss #love #future #dreams #flowers #romance #fantasy #memories #forget

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Forgot to carpe diem again

Aa Harvey Jun 2018

Forgot to carpe diem again

Forgot to Carpe Diem again.

She is gone; foolish me.
I never gave her the chance to feel.
The love I have, buried deep inside my heart;
My broken heart.  She could have been a new star,
A new shining light for me to follow,
As I search for my true love.
But today will become tomorrow
And I will still not be good enough.

I only noticed you looking at me,
Four times out of the five.
One time you were looking the other way,
So I couldn’t see your eyes.

You couldn’t see me smiling at you,
Like I do every time I see you.
I couldn’t hide my feelings for you,
Because I smile every time I’m with you.

I’m stuck in time, going nowhere fast,
I’m struck by your beauty; go ahead, laugh.
I want to see you smile again,
Because it is beautiful to me and I can forget my pain.

Your eyes are enchanting;
I can’t take my eyes off you.
I want to see you, again and again.
I need us to be two
Of the happiest people on Earth.
I want to be the one to make you laugh.

For your smile is my sunshine
And I want you to become my new life.
I want your love in exchange for my devotion,
My passion, my faithfulness and my mixed emotions.

I need you to help me to fix you,
I need you to tell me all the crazy things you do.
If you push me away, you will have to get me back,
Because I will be in pieces and I won’t have the strength,
To ask you to come back to me…only to be dumped again.
It already hurts enough.  I can’t take anymore pain.

So if you need to cheat, then go ahead,
But don’t come back to this bed.
Because I will be gone; and you will be different.
I won’t stick around and wait.  I’m not that stupid.

But love is my crucifix,
I’ve carried it all my life.
I can’t be happy without it,
I can’t be happy without a wife.

You take me back a thousand years,
Through the hundreds of lives we have lived.
I know your face from a former life,
My love is eternal, because your love is sheer bliss.

I remember your love, for it is unique,
Unlike anything else I’ve tasted.
I’d like it if you chilled with me some time,
So we could get absolutely wasted.

My life is your oyster; I’m yours if you want me?
Your wish is my command (You can have more than three).
You can have an infinite amount of wishes
And I will try to make them all come true.
All I ask for is your love and a hand with the dishes.
If I cannot have your love, then I cannot have you.

*** is just not enough,
When you could have met the woman of your dreams.
She could have been the one.
Now she’s just **** in those jeans.

In my left hand I offer you one night.
In my right hand I offer you love for life.
Unfortunately…
You choose the left hand every time.

(C)2013 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#loss #me #love #sad #smile #trapped #pain #eyes #desire #lovehurts

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For-Life-Wife

Aa Harvey Apr 2018

For-Life-Wife

My new life has begun…
My history is manuscript pages thrown away never to return.
A romance has begun…
I am once more in love with love;
Watch my heart glow as it once more gets burnt.
This fire inside, will not go out once lit;
There is no off switch.
There will be times when I hold my doubt,
Like it is a tattoo that I cannot itch.

Upon my soul it has been written,
True love or nothing else.
Until the day I release a dove,
I will be eternally in-waiting and forever, so in love,
With a wife I haven’t met yet;
Who I know, loves me as-well.
It is already written; so it will be said.

We have not yet had the pleasure,
So I will just slow my pace for now;
I will be crawling, begging, searching for a love of my own!
But this journey has only just begun
And one day she will find me,
I have no doubt.

The ruins of a love story or two have crumbled into dust,
But I have only just begun to love.
The love I love is just love.
If I am righteous and trust my heart,
All my feelings will not fade away one day.
I will be with my Queen. I will find my bride.
The two of us shall find a way,
To find each other under the stars,
As asteroid’s collide.
A thousand sparks will be my guide
And she will be my life-wife.

All other thoughts will testify,
That all I want is a single wife.
A wife that I can call my own;
Neither borrowed, stolen, nor temporarily on loan.
I want a permanent smile emblazoned on my heart,
A heart upon my sleeve, a name across my chest,
A bold statement of my intent to act upon my commitment,
To never need another lover.

I want ‘somebody’ to love me;
Surely there must be somebody.
If your love for me is true, then find my heart beacon;
I hold it high for all to see.
I cannot reason a future without a reason;
I believe in our destiny.

If we are bound to be together, then there can be no falsehood.
If you are planning a motherhood with me,
Then you have to remain good
And kind and heartfelt and faithful always…
If you cannot, then please allow me to leave,
To go in search of love.
If you cannot be happy with me during the night
And throughout the day,
Then you should leave, so I can too;
I will find my better half and she will be sent from the Heaven’s above.

I have no car, so watch the stars and if they twinkle just for you,
Then I am waiting, searching, thinking about a love that is true.
It is so sad, to be without your soulmate;
In the sky you will see ‘I love you’,
Written by sky-soaring planes.

I am not your Superman,
My pants are on the inside,
But if you hold onto me really tightly,
If you truly, truly love me…

We could fly together forever;
We could be a light in the sky.

(C)2017 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#love #me #poetry #romance #inlove #passion #soul #truelove #wife #lifewife

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For Little Blue, I love you

Aa Harvey Jun 2018

For Little Blue, I love you

For Little Blue, I Love You

Hey there beautiful, why so sad?
What’s going on in that heart of yours?
You know I like you, but reality is bad;
For the truth is you are married,
But at least you are secure.

In the knowledge that my friend you are;
You shining star with such empathy inside.
You don’t drive a car, but you do raise your child,
With perfection I am sure, for you speak with such pride.

He’s lucky to have a mother like you,
So Peace, Love and Empathy to all who surround you.
To you Little Blue, I love your sorrow,
Give it all to me and be happy tomorrow.

I’ve seen you smile; I’ve seen you laugh.
I’ve confided my soul in you, in the past.
I’ve shown you part of the real me
And now I just wanted to say thanx.

I could speak to you when I was in love.
I could speak to you about smoking these drugs.
I could speak to you at random intervals.
I could love you as a friend, but nothing more.

For there are women I will meet throughout my life
And I will find them beautiful, as I do you my child;
For I speak as God now and I bless you – My gift to you.
You are an Angel, so I speak now just to Little Blue.

Become Little Pink and laugh, dance and love love.
Be happy forever, for your heart speaks of pure trust
And faithfulness; the thing I crave the most.
One day I shall find a woman, who has your thoughts of love.

She will be faithful, for that is what I admire the most;
Her past loves will become forgotten, as ghosts.
Her love will be true and she will be faithful like you,
For she will be a true believer in love; just like us two.

So to Little Blue; no sorry, Little Pink.
You are a wonderful Wife, Mother and friend
And I want to say thanx.

Peace, Love and Empathy.
Read ‘The Poem for all Females.’
It shows all women my heart
And sends my love to all the beautiful, faithful females.

(C)2011 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#friend #love #empathy #marriage #mother #sorrow #conversations #women #faithfulness #truelove

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For one night only

Aa Harvey Sep 2018

For one night only

For One Night Only

Well here we are again in our local pub;
We see the same old people and we are almost drunk.
We laugh and dance and we clap our hands,
Because some fool has gone and dropped his glass.

Life's forever changing, but everything's the same.
Why can't things be easier?  Why must we play these games?

I'm standing by the exit, because I'm ready to leave;
Just waiting on a friend, he's still got to finish his drink.
Chatting about crap, that we will soon forget;
I just wanna go back home and collapse in my bed.

She's walking through the club, with two drinks in her hands;
She's looking right at me, I just don't understand.
She said her name was Kay and asked if I'd like to dance;
That night she broke my heart and my dreams of romance.
That night we kissed and did other things;
I thought we were making love.
I don't know if it's the effects of the drink,
Or just the effects of the drugs.

Life's forever changing, but everything's the same,
Why can't things be easier?  Why must we play these games?

But what of the morning after?
She kicked me out of her bed
And told me not to call her.
"I'll call you" she said.
A year has passed and still no call;
My finest night, to her meant nothing at all.

Life's forever changing, but everything's the same,
Why can't things be easier?  Why must we play these games?

Walking home one day in the summer heat;
I turn around the corner and who should I meet?
It's Kay, she's here, how do you do?
You know what? I was just thinking of you.
Would you like, to go some place with me?
We could have a drink, or maybe something to eat.
You could tell me why, you didn't want me;
You could tell me why, I'm for one night only.

I'm so sorry, can we just be friends?
I can't go out with you, you've turned me into a lesbian.

(C)2005 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#alcohol #attraction #life #sad #friends #tired #beauty #love #loss

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Forward

Aa Harvey Apr 2018

Forward

Forward

Under moonlight you can lose yourself;
Set your inhibitions free and cast away your self-doubt.
The fear may guide you if your life is Hell,
But only you are able to lead yourself out.

If you need somebodies help to save your own life,
Then beg them to aid yourself and let them soothe your strife.
If your future has always remained hidden from your eyes,
Then build yourself a new destiny and make a change.
If everything you used to love, you have now grown to despise,
Then search for a better way to cure your pain.

Hope has always been there, all you need to do is believe;
Nobody can steal your future from you,
If you can keep your eyes open and somehow see.
The happiness you are waiting for is beyond this door;
When you pass through it, close it behind you
And your misery will be with you no more.

Know the score and dream of being loved;
Wishes are created to build a better world for each of us.
Throw down your gauntlet and challenge anything bad, for you are good;
The superhero will never lose,
So face your demons and lift your head up.

Nightmares are just dreams that haven’t morphed into day dreams yet;
Live your life like it is all that you have got and have no regrets.
You will never be able to do enough, so just do your best;
Positive will always end the negative, so always take a forward step.

(C)2016 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#inhibitions #fear #you #help #destiny #cure #hope #misery #hero #positivity

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For you I would

Aa Harvey Nov 2020

For you I would

For you I would

So beautiful to see you here.
I find myself when I am lost inside of you.
Thoughts lost to never seeing you again,
Were proven to not be true.
So beautiful to see you here.
I wish I could stay here too.


Watching beautiful women walk past my window.
Only ever watch them go and I stay inside my hole.
I am a gold fish in this room and I am losing my colour.
Forgotten how to love and forgotten all my lovers.

My heart is a thousand sun’s;
They were ignited by your smile for me.
Each of the stars that made me, died,
Now I am now left in peace.

Life is only torment and I am not alone.
I have humans all around me and names upon my phone,
But still I wish it would all disappear,
And I was allowed to stay in my own zone.

Lust is not a friend of mine,
It makes me want for more.
I wish I could be celibate,
And have nothing to do with your world.

(C)2020 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#love #attraction #hope #sad #memories #light #fire #passion #life #depression

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For your benefit

Aa Harvey Sep 2018

For your benefit

For your benefit.

Another rat inside a cage;
An experiment gone wrong.
So set me free, or **** your slave,
Or please just let me go.

I have my rage locked in a cage,
It’s ready to explode.
My teeth are razors and my claws are sharp,
My blood is running cold.

It’s scary here, they smell your fear,
They like to cause you pain.
It’s all so dark, I cry, I hurt;
Things will always be this way.

Entrapped by them to do as they wish.
My needs are ignored; I am unable to think,
Or do anything you take for granted.
Here they come again, time for another scraping.

Another patch where they took my skin.
Just chopped it off; did they think about me?
When they cut us up and then wait for us to die.
Give us exercise in a maze, then pour acid in our eyes.

Oh that smells nice. It’s a new perfume.
I’m choking, I’m blind; what the Hell are you doing?
Experimenting? I’m just a little mouse.
They chopped off my tail to make me less immense.

I’m too fat for them, so they starve me in my cage.
There are hundreds of us here; we know we won’t be saved.
We’re just to be used to help the human race.
So goodbye to life and happiness; come burn me once again.

(C)2013 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#rat #torture #experiments #freedom #slavery #rage #fear #pain #sad #humanity

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Frankenstein's cyborg

Aa Harvey Apr 2018

Frankenstein's cyborg

Frankenstein‘s Cyborg.

R O B O T
R O B O T
R O B O T
Heavy Metal Music.

R O B O T
R O B O T
R O B O T
Frankenstein’s Cyborg.

My robo-tic child,
My favor-ite cyborg, yeah.
My robo-tic child,
I’m the reason you were born.

R O B O T
R O B O T
R O B O T
God I thought they’d killed me.

R O B O T
R O B O T
R O B O T
What did you do to me?

If I left, you there,
Where would you be now? Yeah,
If I’d left, you there,
Tell me where would you be?

If I left, you there,
Where would you be now, yeah,
If I’d left, you there,
Tell me where would you be?

R O B O T
R O B O T
R O B O T
Move like a robot.

R O B O T
R O B O T
R O B O T
Work like a robot.

You’re part man, part machine;
You’re the product of our dreams.
We made you work, we made you live,
We kept the faith, we believed;
We were right, we did succeed,
We fulfilled all our dreams.

My robo-tic child,
My favorite cyborg, yeah.
My robo-tic child,
My Heavy Metal son.

R O B O T
R O B O T
R O B O T
Gonna be a soldier

R O B O T
R O B O T
R O B O T
It doesn’t matter if I get shot, yeah.

R O B O T
R O B O T
R O B O T
I’m gonna live forever.

(C)2011 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#cyborg #robot #song #creation #electronicmusic #soldier #idea #indestructible

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Friends

Aa Harvey Jul 2019

Friends

Friends

Remember what we were taught in school.
Remember morality, not how to look cool.
Remember the past and bring it back.
I want to remember one good love I ever had.

Love is good; adultery is not love.
Love is real; you know how you feel.
Some claim to love, but have never had it.
Love is not something to own; I am not your habit.

Love makes the air cleaner,
And it cannot be copied.
Love is always near,
If you are lucky enough to see cupid.

Love is not the latest trend.
Love is neither the beginning, nor the end.
Love is love and love is your friend.
Remember to love your lover and like your friends.

(C)2019 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#youth #image #memories #love #truelove #friends

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Friends are there for you

Aa Harvey Apr 2018

Friends are there for you

Friends are there for you.

I am only here to comfort you.
I only came because you needed me to.
So please my friend, do not push me away;
Please my friend, ask me to stay.

I surely could help you, with your pain.
I surely could come and save the day.
If you need me, then here I am;
If you want some peace and quiet, then I understand.

But I shall not leave you, until I see you smile;
With a true feeling, of denial.
Ignore all the pain, that you feel…
Your wounds have now begun to heal.

(C)2013 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#comfort #friends #kindness #need #peace #smile #healing

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From riches to rags

Aa Harvey Aug 2018

From riches to rags

From riches to rags

Most human beings are living like ghosts,
Not really knowing what the future holds.
Whilst we wash in the slime,
In our own cardboard homes.

There is a building; that is your home.
Once picture perfect; now in ruins after a cyclone.
Now like those you once looked down upon,
From your self-appointed pedestal;
You too have become what you used to call a ***.

But now you must call them what they are;
A friend, an enemy, a homeless dying drunk,
Sleeping in a burnt out car.
In need of shelter, just as you are;
But the ***** that gave you shelter,
Shows charity starts at home.

For when the streets become your home
And you have lived that way for many years;
You will look at people in their suits
And recall once hearing all the cheers.
Success was such an easy thing to attain,
But compassion for your fellow man has become your new aim.

For when you have lost all your worldly possessions
And you have realized your working life, is simply a profession.
Then maybe you will see clearly, find some sort of consolation;
Once you have regrouped and once more risen.

You have to begin your life, all over again;
But the partner standing by you is in the same situation.
Then three years down the line,
As you sit there upon your throne;
You remember the bad old days have now come and gone.

But you are no longer a snob;
Now you no longer live for your job.
Now you no longer choose to live alone;
You can now open up to a fellow human being and live life as one.

(C)2013 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#humanity #people #future #home #life #friends #charity #loss #work #change

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From the ashes

Aa Harvey Apr 2018

From the ashes

All my words are bulletproof;
Shout at me and your words I will use.
Everything I took from you,
Left me feeling battered and bruised.

Things are always meaningless,
Unless you take them to your chest.
Then they become more than less;
Letters become sentences.

Power comes from inside your mind;
Thoughts are gold and these thoughts are mine.
I would change the world if I could find the time,
But wishes explode and the remains rise up into the sky.

Lightning never strikes here twice,
So build a home after a lightning strike.
From the air into the ground;
My whole world comes crashing down.

Pick my life up with a dust pan and brush;
I am broken – I am trust.
I could never give a fudge,
To anyone that I didn’t love.

(C)2016 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#poetry #regeneration #assimilation #words #thoughts #time #wishes #lightning #life #love

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From the heart

Aa Harvey Jun 2018

From the heart

From deep within my heart-shaped hole,
I must tell you what is written on my soul.
So here I go, this is what I know…
Anything is possible; impossible is a ghost.

From inside; out into the world,
Words are fire to catch upon.
Grab a hold of the lightning bolt;
Light up the night like a firework and show them what you hold.

Powerful heart and convictions made from stone;
Do not let go of hope, it is all we have left.
Mindful thoughts cannot be sold;
They are yours and yours alone
And nothing can change the memories that you have,
Way down deep inside the basement of your head.

Darkest truths are softly spoken through love;
Painful thoughts tear our future in two.
I would make things better if I only could,
But I am powerless to protest about the things that you say
And the lies that you do.

(C)2016 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#heart #me #words #light #poetry #memory #mind #truth #fear #lies

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Frozen

Aa Harvey May 2018

Frozen

Frozen

Stop the winter; bring back summer.
I was happy once.
Stop the heartbreak; paint a landscape.
Let me fall in love.

I need a kiss from my true love to warm my frozen heart.
Let it go!  Let it go!  That perfect girl is gone…
I am tired of all the snow; I stare into the stars.
On this cold night, I kiss goodbye, to the heat inside my heart.
The leaves are beginning to fall, summer is no more,
Love is left afar.

Staring from the ice tower balcony, all I see is snow.
Arendelle has frozen over; I am left hollow.
Where is my true love?  Have I already met her?
Where is my true love?  I never will forget her.

If only she could be my true love, I would be free at last,
But as I only see my future, no turning back,
I am frozen by my past.
Princes and Princesses belong together,
No matter what the weather.
Sun or rain, snowstorms or thunder;
You have cast a spell so perfectly, that I am forever under.
Rescue me from what I hold inside;
These memories of love, frozen in this heart of ice.

Anna made me laugh…

I want a love that lasts.

(C)2017 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#winter #happiness #pain #love #frozen #cold #snow #loss #truelove #history

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Full on

Aa Harvey Nov 2020

Full on

Full on

Couldn’t sleep last night,
Got love on my mind.
Want to travel through time,
To the point where you are mine.

I saw you sat there looking so beautiful,
That’s when I decided I want you as my girl.
It’s been a while since my life was so full on,
Now you’ve got me hoping the emptiness is gone.

Believing in miracles again,
Is it time to play?
Fearless to the pain,
This day.

Got my head in your direction
And my heart on my sleeve.
I believe you are perfection,
Do you believe in me?

Will you hold me close,
Or let me go?
Living life in currency of ‘what if’s’ and ‘maybe’s’,
Who knows what the future holds…

(C)2020 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#love #desire #beauty #hope

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Full time dreamer

Aa Harvey Jun 2018

Full time dreamer

Full time dreamer

You must want for nothing,
To get all you wished for.
You must have lost everything,
To appreciate it all.

For once it has gone,
You see why it was so good.
You begin to see the bad points,
Weren’t as bad as they seemed.

But all that glitters, really isn’t gold,
And many lies have been told,
To ease your suffering and let you live again;
But no lies can erase the memories of the pain.

So wish for amnesia, or for someone to be true.
Wish for a better life, for me and for you.
Wish for a change and it may come.
I simply wish you to be faithful
And I wish I could fall in love.

(C)2013 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#desire #loss #love #lostlove #lies #memories #pain #truelove #life #fallinginlove

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Future

Aa Harvey Jul 2018

Future

Future

Sentimental memories;
Dreams of yesterday.
Wishing for a better opportunity,
To somehow change our ways.

This is our life, our time, our day;
Seize it with both hands,
Because today will soon become a by-gone age
And you will not be given a second chance.

I recall the future, because history repeats itself;
We sit on our own hands and we have no soul left to sell.
Forward into the future, your destination is unknown;
Who are we that we could make a difference, when we are all alone?

The present does not exist, because now is always then;
The present has already gone to become the past.
Inside a split second, we are taken into the future once again
And everything we think we had, I guess we never had.

I see your future on fire burning away in front of you,
As the past is constantly fading away.
Who are you to think you can see further than they claim to?
A post-apocalyptic nuclear future;
This is all I can see and I have nothing more to say.

It is coming like a wrecking ball,
Heading straight for your door;
Your future is on its way so you had better face it head on, or…
It will hit you like you are a baseball and knock you out the park;
We are all blind as to what is to come and we are all lost in the dark.

(C)2016 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#memories #dreams #hope #change #life #me #hopeless #time #future #apocalypse

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Ghost bike

Aa Harvey May 2018

Ghost bike

Ghost bike

Another ghost bike, chain around my heart.
Another fallen hero, gone up past the stars.
Another soul, lost in the night.
Another memory begins to fade; gone is this twilight.

Haunted by a voice of angels.
Sorrowful cards, praise the truth.
Strike a fist against a table;
Demand another chance to love them anew.

Banish the pain; remove the scars that this world leaves behind,
When people go to wherever they are.
Speak your words, tell their tale.
All are taken too soon from this Earth of ours;
We all need to find a grail.

Broken street lamps; tires screech.
Understand and continue to speak.
Change the mindset; cracks in the pavements.
When there is nothing left, but regrets,
Will you begin to make amends?

Broken headlights on bumper cars.
We need to reverse the damage we do.
Rebuild the human and give them more care.
So self-aware; so always lacking being there.
Live a life inside your phone
And all you will be left with are bright lights and broken bones.

(C)2017 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#death #bicycle #loss #grief #story #memory #carcrash

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Ghost flight

Aa Harvey Nov 2018

Ghost flight

Ghost flight

Speeding light, heading throughout the night.
Trying to find another ghost.
Just a ball of energy shining so bright.
Nobody saw it appear; nobody knows where it goes.

People see it flashing on by,
But as soon as it has vanished from their eyes,
All is darkness and they cannot describe,
The light that flew by like a meteorite.

Lights in the sky bear a striking similarity,
But the two are very different.
One is unknown…the other simply a memory.

(C)2018 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#ghost #light #sight #dark #memory

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Ghost machine

Aa Harvey Jun 2018

Ghost machine

A ghost in the machine is dragging me away from you;
I’m reaching out for a helping hand, but still I fall away.
Deeply I sink into the ghost machine that only love can ever undo.
I have no escape from this reality; I need you to be my saving grace.

I can only be set free from my fate by a thing called love.
The ghost machine is calling me towards its claws.
Iron wheels, turn spikes of steel and I am lost in all ways.
Love is the only chance I have of ever finding my way.
Pull me out of this eternal end of all that is;
Hold my hand and release me from the certainty of me.

All the ghost machine wants to do is turn me into a ghost;
But I am in need of more life.
I am in need of your love now, more than you could possibly know.
Release me from myself; keep my hope alive.

All love can do, is give me the chance to live;
Set me free from the ghost machine.
I cannot let myself slip away into the never;
I have no wish to be lost in the arms of the ghost machine forever.
I want to live and love is my only salvation.
Set me free from the fall;
The end of all…
My timeless love has been stolen.
Turn back the clock.
Help me to find what it is I have lost.

(C)2017 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#life #death #love #loss #ghost #suicide #fate #memories #history #depression

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Gifted

Aa Harvey Dec 2018

Gifted

Gifted

Art is more than a three letter word.
It began with the word, art is life.
It has a spirit of its own;
Some think they cannot hear the zeitgeist,
But you do not even have to listen,
To hear the philosophers speaking,
To understand the reason;
To genuflect to all their thinking.

Poetry is more than a six letter word.
It is soulful and meaningful and so full of nerves.
Emotions move mountains,
Fear leads to the darkside.
There is joy and laughter, patience and pride.

The voice of a nation is writing her book;
The world is out there for you,
If only you would look.
Do not hide away from the gifts you are given.
They belong to you; they are from a place of Eden.

All men, women and children
And the billions more who came before,
Have led to this very moment in time…
Take a bow and shine…
Await the applause…

(C)2018 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#art #poetry #spirit #understanding #words #emotions #hope #gift

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Girl next door

Aa Harvey Mar 2019

Girl Next Door

There’s a girl who lives next door to me;
I see her every day.
She could be a model or a beauty Queen,
But she never looks my way.

She walks up and down the same old street,
With this look upon her face,
That tells me something is not quite right;
But what it is, I just couldn’t say.

All I know is, she is popular,
Because every day she gets into a different car.
Some say she used to be a talented actress,
She came here to become a star.

I wish I could give her the compassion she lacks.
They say all she knows is how to lie on her back;
But I can see in her something so hidden.
A beauty so stunning, it’s my little secret.

They call her a *****; I call her an angel.
They use her all day; her life is in danger.
But still every day she stands on her corner;
No love in her eyes, no love from her mother.
No hope left inside, she’s dead to the world,
As I walk past her again, the girl next door.

(C)2013 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#woman #attraction #beauty #face #image #prostitution #empty

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Girls names

Aa Harvey Oct 2018

Girls names

Girls Names

Hope stands eternal.
Faith is still lost.
Charity helps the needy.
El Liberte counts the cost.

Sophia my darling, you are simply charming;
Whilst Vivienne Westwood, is rather alarming.
Ruby Tuesday; Have you met Wednesday?
*****-Anne’s Mary Jane is of the highest quality.

Victoria Skinny; isn’t she a funny yummy mummy.
Posh?  Oh gosh!  No she’s not.  She’s just interested in money.
Rosie! Oh **** you!  This was brand new!
Now I’ll have to go and get changed thanks to Little Blue.

Pixie, Poppy, Penny and Missy,
Every single one of them a Jane Doe – Missing.
Serial Killer Cathy waits…
For Rachel and her friends, to bring Uma to their graves.

Charlotte is a harlot;
Emmanuelle has blown a pilot.
Suki *****, while Pamela just likes to ****.
Demi is more than beautiful.
Holly is the curse of Christmas.
Go be jolly good Sally-Anne; get drunk and do a striptease.

Betty drives a Ford; insured of course.
While Jade is being a pain in the ******* ****!
Veronica of ****** and Marilyn are snorting coke.
Senorita Angelina knows how to satisfy a bloke.

Dannii, Kylie; Kylie, Dannii.
Whichever way you say it; it still equals ****.
Britney hit me, Christina slapped me
And I’m not telling you what Jennifer Low did.

Amy’s a drunk, she loves to whine.
Courtney’s a punk, like Skin Anansie.
To all the Girls who like to get high…
This is your final line…  It’s simply Divine.

(C)2011 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#names #women #famous #fashion #drugs #family #death #*** #pop

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Girl with the black cloud

Aa Harvey Jun 2018

Girl with the black cloud

Girl with the black cloud.

Everywhere the lady goes, she steals rainbows.
She seems so sad, because true love she has never known.
This beautiful lady with her own black cloud.
The cloud of doubt that always follows her around.

She has the look of pain, in her continuous rain;
Under her own black cloud, of misery and self-doubt
And I have no doubt, I could help her out,
From underneath that black cloud; if I hadn’t been such a clown.
With my own self-doubt and my own black cloud;
But maybe there could be a way, for us to work something out.

An umbrella to share,
To protect her hair; from her black cloud.
She will let me put my arm around her shoulder
And say…
Now; the rain has stopped
And I’ve removed your black cloud of self-doubt.
So let us step into the sunshine together
And be happy forever. Let us let our true feelings out.

I was never allowed to take you as mine,
For other people decreed this lie,
To be acceptable and this is not so;
My love you could be, now the liars have been thrown out.
I could never have pictured you as my wife
And put serious thought into you wanting it too.
But now I wish I had never kissed anyone else
And made a beautiful family with you.

My muse of unending passion;
No one has ever made me feel the way you do.
You bring me satisfaction,
Attraction and a lot of distraction.

To my female, my nation, my island of dreams;
I wave my flag gladly, to get your attention.
You don’t understand what the signal means,
Until we speak and at long last embrace each other’s addiction.
This love thing…And once more we touch.

You are truly beautiful,
When you are down on the floor;
With me in the dark, showing each other our love.
We need no eyes to see each other’s heart,
My love for you is spoken in each word of lust.

(C)2013 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#girl #woman #love #sad #dark #depression #doubt #rain #happy #muse

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Give it all you have got

Aa Harvey May 2018

Give it all you have got

Give it all you have got

Exist inside a vortex of emotions,
With ramification’s a plenty possibility.
Bargain at all times for love;
Show ability and humility.
Go and read a book on what can be done,
To change the way you see humanity.
If there is no need, then I offer you peace,
For you are on the inside.
There are many thoughtless thinkers without,
The understanding of the meaning of life.

Raise ******* to make a peace sign,
Shake hands or high five.
Fist, palm, caress;
The hand has many uses.
Use your heart to think of the mess,
You leave behind when you cheat love…only love loses.

The human mind is an expanse of wonder;
Find your existence before it is forever lost,
To the soul crushing reality of six feet under.
We only get one chance at true love…
Give it all that you have got.

(C)2017 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#emotions #love #writing #read #humanity #peace #understanding #hands #mind #death

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Give me a reason

Aa Harvey Jun 2018

Give me a reason

Give me a reason.

One poem a day; that is my goal.
I must write something each night or day and show you my soul.
My collection of written words will never be whole,
For it is constantly expanding, as I continue to grow old.

I hope I am worthy of doing this well,
For my poetry is my love and I have many stories to tell.
I will speak of fantasy worlds I dream up inside my mind
And speak the truth whenever necessary, to make the words rhyme.

If you like what I write, then give me some encouragement;
If you have apathy to my poetry,
Then seek another to give your mind its nourishment.
If you take offence at something I have written,
Then I apologise. That is not what I meant,
To do; all I wanted was to show you how I feel,
About that particular subject and now my vessel is spent.

Each poem is unique and should be judged by its own content,
Not compared to another and held up in judgment.
I shall forever write poetry,
For I shall forever seek and gain enlightenment.

I am love, I am fallen,
I am many faces of many men.
I am man, I am woman,
I am myself and many others.
I am right, I am wrong,
I am the son of my mother.
I could end up becoming your lover,
But I shall never proclaim to be anything more than I am; my reader.

You are a part of my life now; you have peered into my mind
And I do hope you have had a nice time reading my lines.
I must find a way of getting my mind and body to conspire;
So I set myself goals to strive for, to keep me inspired.

I motivate myself to continue to write,
By wishing to improve all the time and searching for that next line.
It’s hidden in my mind somewhere,
I just have to find it.
My next goal is to write my thousandth poem
And I have my eye on it.

This will feed me the fuel I need to write another poem
And to each of you I shall continue showing,
How I feel at the moment the poem is created.
My thoughts shall forever evolve,
But my lust for writing shall never be sated.
Only seventy five to go now to reach my next goal.
One poem at a time, I am getting closer to satisfying my ego.

(C)2016 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#writing #poetry #me #truth #fear #readers #love #rhymes #inspiration #motivation

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Global extinction

Aa Harvey Jul 2019

Global extinction

Global Extinction

The fires you start will come back and burn you.
The idiots are in charge and they deny the truth.
Enjoy the sunshine whilst remaining blind to the drought.
We as a species deserve to be dying out, no doubt.

When the waters rise and the lives disappear,
You will turn around and ask to hear,
But it will be too late to make a change.
The end is nigh, if things stay the same.

The sun is nice, until it is not.
The sea’s will rise and the land it will go.
The bats have all died because it is getting too hot.
Welcome to your inferno.

No fossil fuels left for you to dig, you dig?
You will be left on your little island, surrounded by what you did.
Emptying the ground for oil and gas.
The life they have, the life they must have.
The gas has taken the future and all the president can do is laugh.

I guess he knows that money talks.
The silent majority will rise and tear down your new wall.
Protest against the murderers, they **** the planet while I write verse,
To tell a tale of man-kinds fail; the words will never be heard.

Extinction Rebellion;
Our future wails.
No more extinction! No more contradictions.
No more self-punctured nails.

Once upon a time a clean air act was written as a promise.
No take backs, set in stone, the lies beat the Hell out of being honest.
The Earth is empty, it’s elementary. If you eat until it is all gone,
You will get a nice tan from a hundred degree sun.

Speaking like a hurricane, tornado range,
It’s climate change.
The amazon is nearly gone, because Mr. Amazon is number 1.
The Earth is first, humanity thirsts,
I see no saviour fighting for our Earth.

All that remains is a scorched planet.
Just one more degree and we have all had it.
Polar bears drown, forest fires.
When the power ends and the planes are all downed,
We will be climbing the trees to get higher.

The tsunami will set us free,
By wiping out man’s technology.
Welcome to another ice age.
Man will walk alone one day.
The last man on Earth will have his say,
But nobody will ever hear him again.
For too long now we have all stood still,
By driving pollution through our hearts.
We have all become so ill.
This is how the evil starts…

(C)2019 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#globalwarming #earth #end #death #politics #sun #weather

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Go

Aa Harvey Jun 2018

Go

Go

Am I sad enough to make you feel?
Or am I so sad that I will never heal?
If I can never be happy, then why would you want me?
If I can never heal, then how do I learn to see,
Your open heart? It forever looks like a fake.
Your loving words only sound like a well written script.
How can we be close, when I am running away?
If I am always broken, how do I become fixed?

I see another you, but no reflection of myself.
I see you happy in love, but with who? Only time will tell.
I hope you are happy together; I only wish it could have been me.
I hope you find yourself a being that you are happy being with.

In this cold-hearted world, I am miles from a home,
But if my loss allows you to find your happiness…
Then I will happily go.

(C)2017 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#me #depression #sad #love #lies #words #fear #time #hope #loss

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Go away

Aa Harvey Sep 2018

Go away

Go Away

Thanx for the text message, it was that good I deleted it.
Thanx for preaching to me, though I never believed any of it.
Thanx for the memory, but tomorrow it will be forgotten.
Thanx to you I still feel like ****, you evil woman.

It’s only you that makes me feel this way.
It’s only you that causes so much pain,
So tell me please what I have to say,
To make you go away?
Why do you have to stay?
When I just want you to go away.

Because of me you’re hurting again.
Because you know me, you feel my pain.
Because of you these words are so **** hard to say,
But I want you to go away.
I want you to walk away.
Why do you have to stay?
When I want you to go away?

(C)2013 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#lovehurts #love #relationships #lies #memories #pain #loss #breakup

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Goblin Face

Aa Harvey Aug 2019

Goblin Face

Goblin Face

Let me paint you a picture so you can picture my kiss.
You will never again be anywhere near it.
You no longer exist. Why am I writing this?
I guess I need you to inspire my hatred.

You are not good enough to know of my love.
Go read a book. Any ******* book!
You think you think you still know me.
Well let me send you an epiphany.
You are nothing to me.

I’ll see you around like a ghost that haunts me,
But all you will ever be is a distant memory.
The further the better; you never even loved me,
So all I am asking for is a world where you do not exist.

But here you are again on my wish list.
I wish it would die and get out of my life,
But it’s talons are hooked around my eyes.
Wishing to see what I can see.
Well here is some Kodak pity.
It goes away and it never comes back!
Ha, ha, ha ; ha, ha ; ha, ha ; ha, ha.

(C)2019 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

#love #loss #relationships #ex #hate #hatred #me #truth #empty

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