Come with me to my nowhereland
Get to know me at this stand
I visit this place quite often
It is solitary, dark and silent
Sitting hours leaving everything
Feel nothing and be nothing
Here i meet my truer self
Sit here blank, lost in myself
Don't tell me to comeback just yet
Don't ever try to bring me back
You will get to know me better
Or maybe we will lost together
Why i am here? you'll understand
Come with me to my nowhereland
I want your lips against mine.
Your hands all over me.
But you're in California and I'm over here thinking-
why the hell do I always fall for the guys nowhere near me?
He's out there somewhere I know he is
But for now I must settle for lustful looks from men's eyes that aren't his
He's out there somewhere
I whisper to people who are not there
I store words of love like trinkets
And for what use ? I don't say this but think it
He's out there somewhere,in this dark abyss
Ready to give me absolute happiness and bliss
I say as a silent prayer
To a man I know is nowhere .
Life is a highway to nowhere and we are drivers lost in a moment without realizing the beauty of the world passing by
i feel so alive
so caught up in the moment
i forget how to try
it's all just genuine
it's all amazing
for now
before i go back home
before i leave
before i realize i have nowhere
i can truly call my own
i'm so caught up in the drugs i forget
i'm just alone in the world
it's all about now
its all about escaping all the things that i've been through
i forget how to live
without the vicodin
mixed with vodka and rum
i forget how to live without supplementary help
I'm walking down
the railroad track.
I have a cigarette,
a bottle of jack,
and a wife at home
that thinks
I'm coming back.
You see i have these little spurts,
all at one time ideas come and it almost hurts,
can't get to them all which makes it the worst,
so I have to do all this work.
Write it down as fast as I can,
breaking my hands
like a downward spiral
you never know when it gonna stop.
Like an elephant in the room
fat and crushing
taking in all the air
everywhere and nowhere.
For days it coils within and waits to be set free
and I just bleed,
bleed, and bleed.
Knowing this is just what I need.
I flow and flow like I'm at a place with no gravity
true travesty
no reality.
Then it ends
out of battery.
Verse I:
I enjoy the way your hair
Is always kind of everywhere
And the way your mind is like that too
As if everywhere is nowhere for you
The way you explain so nicely
Just what you have to say, precisely
While your smile, beaming like an eclipse
Hides conversations behind your lips
So thoughtful, so understanding
With a prescence simply demanding
That I smile around you
And so, I do.
Verse II:
I wrote you a note at 5 am,
you read it,
with no reply.
Before you left you asked for a picture of the two of us.
I made a joke and we laughed through the pictures.
But all that I could think about was
how it felt to have your arm around me.
It was holding me,
as I held you.
I wish I could go back to that moment,
but it's gone.
When we said our goodbyes,
it hurt so much.
I wanted to tell you so many things,
but time was running out.
I hugged you so many times,
you thought it was strange.
As soon as you walked away,
my heart felt empty;
I missed your presence already.
We touched hands as you drove away
in that big green van.
I ran after you,
as did other friends.
But you were gone.
I can still see your eyes gazing into mine,
and your oh so sweet smile;
but you're gone.
Nowhere to be seen.