Esteem of reflection billowing up whenever one puff fades. Day in, day out. Pass in, pass out. Staring off into space, am I getting better at geometry? Looking into the line of nowhere. Physical lines may just happen to converge with this. Darkness may happen to eclipse it. A point happens to be on it. A light happens to shine therein. Lines may also conflict with it. Colors may not align with it. Conglomerations may exist there without any congruence. People happen upon it. Muscles and nerve endings traverse it. Needs cross its consciousness. Predictions cross over it too. Some ideas are superseded here. The esteem of reflection scans all areas: physical, emotional, and mental.
The internal image is destroyed, or ground to dust.
Sounds are implanted upon it. An imaginary self-concept is manifested on it. The cycle of new crossings re-circulates. Like this whole poem only affected my knowledge and not reality.
I sit up.
My body is placed on this line. Like it is on stage acting for this line. Cleanliness and neatness cross it. The esteem of reflection takes on the form of part of my body.
I lay back down.
The self-concept reiterates itself. As if my body's forms must assert themselves. Afraid to look at bold symbols. Afraid to act like I touch the things in this room. A sense of shared humanity is spit out by my head.
I am the weak and selfish one. Not esteeming another. Only esteeming me and my reflection. Not sharing a room. Like I'm pulling down and in. With my head in the sand.
I consider knowledge that isn't directly observed as secondary. And I don't mean observed in a book.
This self-concept becomes the center which organizes the things that cross the line of nowhere. It is the best comparison to my physical self, yet a figment of my imagination. It is shaped more by attention than by materiality.
It's funny how anointing is at once a rising over and a descending. Yet it cannot fully transform my mind. For even this blessing crosses the line of nowhere. And the esteem of reflection rises above it.
But when the line of nowhere becomes the self-concept then the mind is fully transformed. The esteem of reflection would have equality with the self-concept.