The walks of life I see;
such little hope I have for hum- anity stum ble blind alone never able to see reality.
***** and sweat,
Hunched and broken, By the toilet bowl I will flush you out Until the only thing left of you Of us Is the tears in my eyes And the acid in my throat
and i feel something when i see you now...
posting some old drafts ****
Sometimes I say the wrong things Sometimes I’m places I shouldn’t be… But why must I pay a fee For your love? I gave with no charge Just for you to be Who you are But now I see Yours was never free It was just built on lies What was it that led me to your eyes? Was it the warm tones of green Or maybe the hope That a new light Would spark from beneath darkness But I’m too poor to pay For something so expensive So I’ll be moving on while tears replace the hole you left Why couldn’t it have been love?
Souls, once one in the sun,
Now reach for fallen stars. Ludic, hopeless fingers— G r a s p i n g For a sole thread of truth. Don’t fly too close, little firefly. For it’s flame shall render All your desires and dreams To spurned puddles of wax. D r i p p i n g In these wrinkled hands Formed for puppets A silhouette on the sphere As the Earth only knows, The darkness it adheres.
When I feel
Inadequate I get the urge to Cut Like slicing my Arm Would make me Worthy Would make me Enough As if Devouring My flesh would Prove That I am as they Say I am Not good Enough Not good Enough. No. I'm More Than Enough.
My new mamager always tells me everything im doing wrong. Never gives me the credit for taking on the job of 3 staff members. I cant keep giving if the taker is never satisfied.
As the last grain hits the glass basin,
I know it was all for nothing.
Spent wishing for change But it’s as far away As the stars in the night You can see it Yet it feels so unreachable.
I never thought I'd have to say this
I never thought I'd fall so far But I've lost the fight Got lost in the night Just **** me, please I never thought I would fail myself I never thought I'd surrender to the pain But I did I had no other choice Just **** me, please I never thought their promises would become lies I never thought we'd sink so low But it happened Happened out of the blue Just **** me, please
don't make me fall in love with you,
because i know i will; and my hopes of you feeling the same way - i have no right to feel. don't make me fall in love with someone else; stop me - when i do; and when my hopes of you remain the same way - then i know it will always be you.
just for a stupid crush.