If a demon steals my angel,
Is it right to steal her back?
If I am an angel myself,
Is it right to perform such an act?
Will my deed, though with good intentions,
End with the most terrible of actions?
If my angel truly loves this demon,
Is it right to ignore its torturous affections?
If we were all souls of dangerous black,
Would it matter what I did to attack?
If they are loving yet torturing each other,
Is it right if it is only space they lack?
If it is unhealthy, risky, and they admit it,
Then perhaps it really is true that they befit it.
How do you explain color to someone who cannot see anything because they are blind.
How do you explain the sound of a fork tapping a glass to make a toast at a wedding if they are deaf.
But how do I explain what I feel around a person I'm in love with
Because they can't hear my heart beating faster and my brain running around in overdrive even though I swear to god it sounds like a jackhammer against metal 3 feet thick
It's Unpleasant and to be frank,
Quite obnoxious in its noise.
Yet my brain and heart still does regardless of their inability to see it.
4 months in,
And I still cannot explain to myself
Why I get knots in my stomach whenever I'm about to see her?
4 months in,
And my mouth still stutters when I talk to her
Because for some unknown unexplainable reason,
I cannot seem to find myself a way to tell her how much she means to me.
There's not enough words in the dictionary
Or letters in the alphabet to even scratch the surface,
How do you explain your heart to a person who will never truly see the whole thing
Because all that's left of it
Is a broken blue crayon and a faded stick figure family my heart drew out in kindergarten?
But I’ll give it a shot.
Your love is like finding out there's a way to stop cancer,
Or finding real cheese on the moon.
Your laugh is like trying to find your way back through a forest you've never been to that you forgot to leave breadcrumbs for,
Or looking at the sun just long enough to think of what put it there
And wondering “why do I see a pink orb whenever I blink?”
Is like someone coming out of a small cave sheltered by the wind inviting you in
because you're surrounded by nothing but ice.
Or a hug from a stranger on the street who was in need of some love to make the tears find their way back into the place where they came,
Your bag covered in pins
is like you've gone many places but always found your way back
And finally met me.
Is like I found a song I didn't know existed
But lit up a city in me so long abandoned I thought was just rubble by now
Or a sound Id searched my whole life for had finally found me.
Being around you,
Is like I'm sky diving but there won't be any ground, so I'm sky diving forever.
At first scary and I scream at the top of my lungs afraid of a ground suddenly appearing
Much too close for my liking.
Eventually calm and feel able to see what it's like to fly regardless that I lack wings.
Knowing you love me,
Is like the feeling you get when you don't understand a foreign language and have no idea what to do,
Or laying on a hill during summer
Trying to make shapes in the clouds
And a blue sky that never seems to fade.
Was like when they found the titanic that they looked for decades after it sank,
Or going about your day and bumping into your own hope that decides to then stay with you.
You're like the princess I call you,
And snap back wearing badass that calls me short despite my average height
Because you're taller.
You're like a prayer I never thought would get answered,
Because I don't believe in God
And the girl who wants me to sit in her lap
Despite my crushing weight,
You pretend it doesn't make your legs hurt.
You're like the person that I've always wanted to meet,
But never got a chance to,
And a beautiful girlfriend
Who somehow puts up with my tea drinking yoga studio personality
Even though it's completely the opposite of your coffee drinking crime show watching life.
You're like a mystery I can't analyze because your walls only let out slips of emotion
Just to remind me that they exist,
And a smile that doesn't need super glue to be attached to my face
Because it's not for show
But for happiness instead.
You're like a dance
That I've never wanted to learn but now do despite my hatred for dance,
Or an ability to finally make me speak in front of a crowd without running off stage or incoherently stuttering so much it isn't a language any more and yet a series of pauses,
and a repeated letter in the alphabet that can't seem to make its way through the word.
You're like a poem I'm writing
I don't have to think about it.
It's a part of me,
Not a pushed idea to form.
You're like the girl I'm dating.
One day you’ll meet her,
But just like explaining color to a blind man,
You cannot describe something someone cannot see.
They need to see it for themselves.
i dreamt that i liked you
my heart pounding on my rib cage
like a prisoner aching to get out of a cell
you looked heavenly
i dreamt that i kissed you
your lips dripping sugar
and some shimmering powder
i could have sworn was fairy dust
i dreamt that i loved you
i let you into my heart with
my hands shaking waiting
for my undoing, but it never came
i woke with your name in my mouth
you heart beating in time with
the inevitable unrelenting force
that you loved me too
Under the fallen leaves
of autumn sky ,
I missed someone
who said goodbye .
Deep inside my heart I cried,
Each and every day I died.
There was a lot to be told.
How much I loved him
With my heart & soul.
I didn't had
the courage to describe ,
But the autumn leaf
Was there to write.
I started writing about
My past and present .
My hands were unable to rest
Tired I sat under a tree.
With pace I went to sleep.
played it's game.
To prove that
It has some fame.
The autumn leaf was wrapped
By the winds which blew.
To describe a love so true.
It took it to the one
Who was searching for me.
Now he knew the truth
he was unable to see
Suddenly I got up and
searched for the leaf
Wondering where it might be?
Then he came ;
I remembered his face.
My lost love
Whom destiny wanted me to seperate .
He came near
I thought how it could be?
Then he gave me something
It was the autumn leaf.
Birds flying under sunlit blue skies
Crowded metro stations at night
A walk in the avenue
Chasing the butterflies
Sharing a kiss that tastes like vanilla
The smoke of your cigarette smells sweet
Fake fur coat over a mini skirt
We're Lolita replicas dressed up as Priscilla
The tears we cry in hotel rooms
Shine like diamonds in a faked card deck
The knife on my skin writes a bloody trademark
On my arm, your name and 'I love You'
will you be
the moon to me.
will you be
that light that brought me home.
will I hear your voice,
in life's sweet symphonies.
Always will I keep you
no matter the break of life's wakes.
will you shine over
that covers me.
will you be in
with my sun.
Always you will be close to me.
Always a part of me,
though now apart of me,
you are the moon to me.
You are my love, my one and only
Without you I would be forever lonely
You are in my skin, in my mind and heart
If we were together we would never part
Your voice is like heaven, so deep and enchanting
Your presence is the only place I want to be in
And if you asked me if I'd like to stay
I'd be by your side every day
My whole life and beyond I promise to love you
Can't think about anything except of you
And until our seas will join hands together
Darling, I'll be following the river
If I could be close to you
If my biggest dream came true
I would never leave your side
My heart would be filled with pride
If we could always be together
If my world turned to the better
I would laugh and cry for joy
Never treat you like a toy
If you came and told me to
I'd do all you want me to
If you asked me for a dance
I would gladly take the chance
And if we would share one life
We'd forever be alive
United both in just one heart
Loving life and never part