It was so abrupt Like a string being snapped - Like a door being slammed - Like a voice being shut - An unforeseen slap It was a ledge too short a goodbye too soon a sudden break - - **** - my heart aches.
Being frozen in shock and then frantically looking for answers - that's how it feels when something we care about ends so suddenly. We all need closu-
my hips Ache they need to be Stretched over and over by a body on me or riding a **** need that Fullness Loosen me up from behind or below Hold me down Pound it out then do it Again and Again erase the Ache replace it with another Burn
yesterday my thoughts lost in the pines i heard a rustling of leaves crooned the sunlight sheepishly trespassed between the thick branches and I stepped forward, and I slipped then I stood up seeing the hollow it was left ajar although undeterred, I was afraid of uncertainties thrilling my veins suddenly my body flitted like water roaming in a drainway my mouth spoke an unknown language of pain and ache unfamiliar faces cherished my appearance it was vague, not that dim and they said I was born.
The land was cold, and dark and dreary Spotlights couldn’t be seen nor sounds be heard I took a step forward And decide it wasn’t enough The woods was cold, dim and soggy down the roads where footsteps of another drifting apart, acting no more as a flocking-fleeting friend The crate lay heavy in my arms perhaps I should've chosen another but I'm too far out to dare go back and ponder If perhaps.. the crate had been the right one. but maybe all wouldn't be laid fair, until another day where I make it back and choose what could've been a tranquil road The lands were cold, and dark and dreary there's a cottage nearby but still I stood by the dark pavement being me, deciding still one step after the other wasn't enough to ease myself despite the aching pain I doubted myself despite the warm home nearby that I.. I travelled by pushing back the aching pain and went along my way Ignoring all the protests the soles speak - I guess I'll have to save my pain for another day
It's a bittersweet thing That makes me out of moments I only half remember. All those moments are you, Tuned to the melody Of how we used to meet, Twirling together like syncrinosity Was our name And every other defining feature Had died in the face of our love. It wasnt enough, Life takes as often as it gives And we just had to live with it, Disjointed and jarred, Stepping on toes as we tripped away. All the mistakes are Sharp stones clutched my palm As I make a fist Revisiting every step and dip Every wondrous lift and fall. You are all And the ache, The sweet, profound pain That makes up the whole of me, Now that you're gone.
This was for a competition somewhere but lost the link before I could send it off.
Three months have passed and I hate to say I got used to you Your touch Your scent Your quirky ways A shadow of you stands by me now Yet Im beside myself Grieving the lose of warmth and comfort Three months it will take again to rebuild the wall I broke down for you So that no one else can make their way through