The memories are vague but I'll try my best,
To write them all down and forget the rest,
I'll hold them close and never let them die,
Rekindling my pains, forever I shall cry.
I just can't forget all the things we did,
The memories of the past, since we were kids.
Our laughters, our tears, all our crazy desires,
Our coldest nights and all our greatest empires.
It was all so pure, the pain and the joy,
I'll also even cherish our last goodbye,
I know you had to go but where are you now,
I wanna see you again, i wanna hear you now.
Even though all the memories were all too good,
But it broke my heart when alone I stood,
The memories I cherish, keep breaking me down,
Why did it all happen, when did I become a clown.
I don't know why you came or why you left,
All I know is now I'm empty, there's nothing left
You took it all and just went away,
I used to be so strong, why did I sway.
I know remembering all that now is just a mistake,
Your smiles were wicked and everything else was fake,
But it'll turn out fine and I'll be alright,
Cause I have my own pride for which I'll fight.
Don't think that you left me with scars on my heart,
Dont think all that you said would now tear me apart,
Just cause you threw me to the wolves,I wont be back,
Soon I'll be right at your doorstep, leading the pack.
It's a poem about no matter how much pain one feels now he somehow soon finds the courage to get up again and get back in no matter how many times he breaks hoping that one day the flower blooms.