'I don't understand what wrong did i do?'
'is this because i broke someone's heart too? But i did because i didn't want to lie'
'No. Its not that'
'then, why am i punished? For a sin i never committed?'
'You aren't punished'
'But i'm suffering. It hurts. This is a punishment, worse than death'
'I will say again that you aren't punished'
'Then what is this? Why do i feel like this?'
'You are freed.
From who you were.
From the people that you don't need anymore and people who don't need you anymore.
Neither of them were bad for you back then.
So they were there.
But if they don't leave now..
You wouldn't grow.
You wouldn't change'
'I don't want to change!'
'If change means taking away everything i love, i hate change. I always did'
'But nothing you truly loved, left you.
You loved love.
You loved being there for people.
You loved being honest and loyal
You loved being a good friend.
None of which has left you'
'but people have'
'Because they need to.'
'So i'm toxic'
Like a little bird leaves its nest on maturing from an egg.
They left you when your purpose in their life was over'
'This is nonsense. They had the choice to stay. They just didn't'
'Right. Because they didn't have to.
To feel your love, they don't have to and can't either, sit there in your nest forever.
The warmth you gave, was necessary for them to grow.
They grew. Now they will make their own nest to give warmth.
You have to wait for the one that makes nest with you.
Not the one that needs your warmth.'
'But, i'm bitter'
You are like the tiny caterpillar. Worrying, its fate is death inside the cocoon.
But you will someday understand, to breakthrough, you have to be buried and tied'
'and, how do i trust you?'
'You needn't. Your heart already does'
Idk who exactly is speaking in these two sentences. Just something i feel