You’re such a tease you ease between nonchalant and fervour • I favour the latter the scattershot words of intent • you invent new ways to torture me oh fortunate me to be the subject of such cruelty • what is a man to do that’s caught in the crosshairs of a shrew • to reciprocate with such hapless abandon or offer up random excuses why he must refuse this attention • my heart tried to stage an intervention but the other members rejected the motion • it's already had some wear and tear so please can you just handle with care.
Yesterday started with a break down but l'm to keep doing my best everyday l try to have this confidencein me but seconds that pass my soul keeps hurting for l'm lost and helpless but believe to make through back at home tried to make peace with my bloods but couldn't escape the torture will l still face trouble in the future and battle for the survival fate the future holds.
Society and people say Losing someone you love Is the worst pain
Well From my experience Hating yourself and feeling lost Is a whole new type of torture
Hating what you are inside is the worst pain someone can feel to me personally. When you cannot love yourself, it's a new level of pain when the only person who can love you unconditionally is yourself. So be kind to yourself and be your own best friend. The key to your happiness is within you and only you can reach it.
I periodically Perpetuate hurricanes all around me manifesting my illusions filled with anomalies commonly I’m far from Common as these evil forces completely surround me crashing down to rock-bottom longing to no longer be lonesome but my loneliness is caused by my compulsions such impulsive behavior needs to get out of me, expulsion creatively i creep to seem casual and sane To a world that’s corrupt and crippled needing a cane ****** and staring into the eyes of the truth but with all this proof we can’t find who is to blame to some mentally my mind it is unglued broken into bits from so much abuse daily I’m terrified of torture I feel like I’ve got nothing to lose I’m black and blue Just one giant bruise Beaten and brought down to my knees Reluctant to beg. I scream out please No more In my tears I’m drowning A moment of silence as You Playfully tease But the kid with the magnifier Doesn’t hear the ants screams Only burns and burns Until their is nothing left But the shell of a man Who’s life is a mess