I'm glad
To know you
You got that warm smile
Understanding mind
Everything seems mild

Thank God
For that day
The day 1 I met you
It was awkward
But I didn't lose my words

I hope
This will be everlasting
The tranquility you gave
The comfort you hold
I wish it will last forever

I like you
Since the first game together
Actually I knew you
Before we're in the battle
I'm not a stalker
I just knew that my heart likes you

I didn't tell you about that
Maybe I never will
But I figured that
One day you'll know
Once you read this writing

Hey, I like you.

I hate that you cheated
I hate that you lied
You better stop stalking on me
Before I tear you
Like you tear me

This is not the end
Maybe a start

Keep on breathing
Get out of your blanket

Put on something pretty
Make the world smile again

Maybe I did told you
That I'll leave

I'll leave you
And all the memories of us

Yet
Maybe

You'll never realise that
It's still me

That's been loving you
From far, silently and this time

I'll make sure
You'll never know that

It's me.
')

I love you, AA.

Maybe it's true
About what they said

And the feelings fade
All that's left is fake

Why choose to stay
When it's all fake

Are you scared
To be alone

On your own
Or you're scared of loneliness

I've lost my touch
You gave me some of yours
Called it grains of paradise
A reason to smile
For anyone who needs it

Your birth is a gift, kal
You knew that it's true
Today's your big day
When you never even asked for it
None of us ever did

You are you
No matter where you are
Happy birthday dearest friend
I'm thanking Him
For our first hello to everything

Keep on doing
The things you do
The words you used
They spread like germs
While you turn em to gems

Keep on going
Stay at your best
Like you always do
When we're talking
About breaking apart

Happy birthday dearest friend
Glad got to know you
Out of the blue
End of my words
You deserve nothing but the best

May God bless you
Your family
Our friends
You're not a ginie in a bottle
You're just one of a kind

Sincerely, piah of yours
#fiyyargggh

To stay or to leave
I'll leave the choices to you
Make the decision on your own

To hate nor to love
From the very first time
It was never my intention

To blame or to admit
Makes who we are
Whether you like it or not

I miss you
But i can't tell you
Maybe by telling
Will only hurt me

I miss you
But i can't tell you
Maybe by telling
Will only make you hate me

I miss you
But i can't tell you
Maybe by telling
It only means nothing

I'm typing
At the same time crying
Having high hopes for love
For us

It's hurting
Yet I'm still waiting
For you to come back
Give me back my heart that you stolen

It's killing me
To try not to think of you

It's killing me
To undo things i used to do with you

It's killing me
To try not to miss you

It hurts me so much
That it was so sudden

It hurts me so much
That I needed you so bad

It hurts me so much
To hug myself and say it's okay

It hurts me so much
That I can't forget the sweetness of you

Everything was true
Until that day
It was out of the blue
Didn't know that I'm hurting you

It's okay
That's what I say
Till I fell asleep in tears
Hoping you'll hear it in ears

I'm glad you came
I was happy
Truly happy

Until the day
You said clearly
You didn't come for me

This is sad
Pathetic
What did I do to deserve this

They told the others
To talk to HIM
Tell HIM everything
Each and every single day

They also told em
To ask from HIM
Everything and
Anything

They said that
HE listens
HE knows
HE knew
HE sees
HE saw

The saddest part
Of all was
They said that
HE'S Close
How close
I don't know

Turn to the mirror
Look at yourself
Ask you, yourself
How close you are to

HIM

Just as bad
As it is
Ugly as
It seems to be

The last time
She kept on failing
Also galling
It hurts so bad

The rain was her lover
The best she had
Too bad
Now it's only a was

The love
It's still there
Will always be
Now and forever

Explanation wasn't needed
There's faith and more
So much more
Than just a mother nature

Realising the fact
It falls easily
That scares me
Scares us

We thought
We could control it
We thought
The powers in our hands

Against the will
Again we hurt ourselves
Wasn't just a cut
Some they swelled

The pain
They're unexplainable
The hurt
They can't be heard

Buried
Deep
In our very soul
Forever

Sick and tired
Of myself
Never to you
Never us

Haru haru
It tasted bitter
So very bitter
Bitter us

No one
Nothing

Knew nor realising
Only mattress and pillows
Thru days and nights

This ain't bending
It's breaking

Beautiful sunny
Yet we felt cold
When it's winter
All you felt was hole

In the crowd
Wanting us

Not alone
Yet our hearts are lonely

Here
Now
Today

So very messed up
The cloud's dark grey
Everyone's too tired
Hungry as in package

You're asking around
Maybe there's someone
Wants to share
Nor it will all go wasted

It's just frustrating
This ego is killing
What to wait
It's your call

These eyes met
Went all speechless
Plain and nothing
Again the ego wins