Whatever your devil whispered to you
About me that night
Doesn't represents me

Come and talk to my devil
When you have the guts to
No baby, you're not a ****

Just a coward
The handsome one
Still my favorite

Same place
Different faces
Same path
Different paces
Same promises
Different lips
Same heart
Different lovers

I wish I could tell
Black and white
.
I wish I'll always
Know the truth
.
I wish this happiness
Stay with us forever
.
So overwhelmed
It makes me wanna cry
.
I wish I love God better
Wished I'm His favorite
.
But I know
You know
We'll never know
.

Beautiful yet fragile
All you do
Is fly

Like everything that
Lives
To die

Just so you know
It's a lie

When they say
Everyone likes you

When you fly around
Some they runaway

It's not true that
Everyone loves you

Its not your beauty that counts
It's what you do

We are never alone
Alone doesn't exists for us
There are witnesses
Guardians and angels
Watching over us
Never leaves us alone

They're not there for you
But they're watching over you
The sky and the stars too
That's the truth
In all time and space
We're protected

You are a lifesaver
You're around when I'm down
I never call out for you
But you're always there for me

I wonder why
I wonder to myself silently
I'm too shy to admit
That to me you're a lifesaver

You
Are
My
Lifesaver

You're like the wind
You're cold
It's cruel

I don't wanna miss you
But the weather
Forces me to

I never wanna hurt you
But you're hurting me too
Like a tattoo

My black lips
Praying so hard
Hoping that I'll hate you

Like you hate me
But our sweet scenes
That's all I remember

I hate me
Like you hate me
Anyone, help me!

Sometimes I caught myself

Thinking about you

Thinking about us

What we used to be

It was great

Maybe not everything

But most of it

Alhamdulillah

I'm grateful

Thank you

Acted like strangers
But their lips met

Acted like lovers
But the love's for someone else

Acted like friends
But hated each other in the face

Acted like straights
But deep down they're gays

Why choose swell
When you can choose well

Why choose to fake
When you can choose to be true

Because nothing matters
Not even the truth

Its 2 pm
Cozy and windy
The clouds doing their duty
In my eyes you're very pretty

Getting ready for the evening
To see my most precious
With her shades on
Waiting in the car

It was tinted
Still I can see you
You're beautiful as always
You will always be

Heart beats fast
I wish to find
The right words to say
The right tone for hey

Hey could we just stay
Like this forever
Make everything stop
And make you stay

You came with a smile
As a friend
Brought me happiness
Shared the joy

You asked for a space
In my tiny heart
I'm scared
But because of trust

I gave you
What you asked for
Everything was good
We're madly in love

I'm thankful
I'm grateful
I'm happy
We're happy

We planned to keep everything
Everything since the very beginning
Somehow something's happening
We're still ignoring

People just hate us
They really hate us
Hates you
Hates me

We're good at ignoring
Very good at it
We're loving our best
But nothing stays forever

You left
Because of them
You really did
Because of them

It's hurting
Breaking
Total disaster
To this tiny heart

No blood
Not at all
Cause I'm dead
From the moment of your first touch

Thought that
It was easy
To make a Start

Thought that
It was easy
To say Goodbye

Thought that
It was easy
To obey and To listen

Thought that
It was easy
To only lie and Fake everything

It wasn't
Wasn't like what
They said

Everything was
Unpredictable
Unexpected

There's a difference between
Wanting to be dead and
Feeling that one day
Your beat might just stop

What you said
Was true
And still
Some things are undo

Tolerate has to be done
Like every time
Your hands play it's role
They're my dime

Tell me
Is it wrong
To keep your soul
Nor to have them whole

Is this temporary
Can't we just let it
Happily in this
White solitary

Always there will
Be a tragedy
It's either my fantasy
Nor your reality

I'm scared
But I had to ask
Before I regret
Before your next flight

It takes courage
For me to say it
To hide this shame
To accept the pain

Your answer
It leaves me hanging
Again
I'm hanging

Hoping to die
So soon

This pain
That makes me feel alive

Loving you
What makes me feel human

Kissing you
May ease the pain inside

I miss you
If only you feel the same