~ Some people are scared to show their heart I was to shy too speak my mind ~ So I’ll give you some time The puzzle of my mind The pieces of peace The picture you seek As framed in unfinished architecture Off bad lighting A glass house A stone thrown A glass lens With fogged up f/2 aperture Off good positioning The devolvement Of my soul building A dark room With a beautiful film Being golden Ah but **** all that Chitchat That Snapchat While I snapshot Your main thought You’ve lost Me distraught Nah This drought Is at fault I can see Why your water runs with salt You’re *** got caught Now your *** is my last thought I’m outside I’m not giving a **** I’m what you sought ~ Sore eyes Lore ties Nots hide But I am Finally Alive
you turn to me but i'm not there i'm drowning i told you but you couldn't listen the thoughts won't make sense none are clear they're surrounding encompassing and unnerving if i take one last breath would you notice the body folded neatly lying under the baggage you placed on my back i can no longer support myself but you won't take the load stuck inside your head and i'm stuck with you if i stop speaking i'll stop breathing so i'll carry on until my fingers are shaking too much from lack of oxygen or sometimes too much i can hear my breathing speeding up faster ready to take off and fly away with what's left of my soul and spirit that you didn't crush still going as i recognise the dizzy daze i'm falling into waiting to collapse in on myself for maybe the last time for a while at least we both know it won't happen because of you i couldn't however much you argue and scream and shout or maybe it's because of her calming my mind ok i have to stop now i told you it would get too much once again i say i'm sorry remember me or the old me if you can it wasn't your fault
Fault is all mine That's I didn't know the value of your And have tortured you to the core and now karma is punishing me By giving me the punishment of loneliness, In this whole world Now the most loneliest person is I.
Fault is done by me so the karma will also punish me
She left again. and with Her goes my strength, my sense of self, my control. She knows what to say, when to say it, how to say it. unlike Her, i always lose. i have the words, never the order. i have the nerve, never the energy. to Her, my tears are a white flag, waving so far in the distance, She can pretend not to notice, and no one will put her at fault.