Cold hands, I think I'm starting to miss you; stranger. Someone I know that's not here, a person distant, but yet so close. -It's funny, I've never spoken to you- But eye contact is all it seemed to be. We live different lives, with our families. But once a while, we gaze eyes, and see each other through the haze. I think i' am attracted, strings attached, but our ends could never meet. I find it funny, How someone I seen stalking me, could become my own obsession, that I think of every day. It's unhealthy; and that's why I chose to stay away from you. But somewhere deep down inside me, I think I love you too.
I stare into you like you are the key Wondering what you see when you look at me Reflecting off of your rippling beauty Gawking into your endless inspiring sea I've never seen a light so bright, behind someone's smile And if I'm honest, smiling this much, and laughing; been a while I want to entwine with you, locking hands as we lock eyes So many pictures with a different color for the skies I can see your soul, crowned on you like a king with power Blooming, I know what you are to me, your more precious than the sun, you're my soul flower.
To all the girls I love I dedicate my confusion Pardon my musing I love them young and tall Short and small Sometimes I think I love them all I love them Jet blue black Caramel high yellow light skinned and red ***** I love em white mixed and two toned She came to mind we met in Germany and she was fine Probably the baddest white girl I know I loved the times we spent together I swore I was clever I sopped her up and drank her in Waist was thin You know the rest I was low key grimey You were loved by my brother So we engaged under cover I cared but not enough to walk away Watched as your *** would sway It's been 13 years if I close my eyes just right And try hard as I might A blurry memory would come into my sights You and them black tights Gave birth to my fantasy Heart as gold sweet as candy I swear I can see you now in my mind and I dont know how Theres been many since you Painfully honest but its true Back to the women I love She's next...keep it in context I loved the way you tasted Eat you quick complete no time wasted I never smashed I wanted too But you always left me on blue So much self control and no matter what I was told I fell anyway I remember the day Karma was returned full fold My boy had smashed I didn't want to know I didn't ask Resentment followed Pride was swallowed I chose to walk away By the way we were never friends Next up is my New York love Well one of many And now is a good time as any I walked into your club you were behind the bar Chocolate like a dark bar Darker than normally piqued my interest Ahhh what the hell i have some time and money I'll invest Learned your schedule and pushed my way into your heart You love me now but there will never be an us Maybe it wasn't love it might've been lust Don't get me wrong you're still dangerous And I'm still full of lust Next up is my mixed friend I fear if she knew our friendship would end Of course she's fine I'd love to make her mine More than a gorgeous backside and behind I'm inclined To believe we are made for each other But as they always do they fall in love with another I don't smother nor have I told her I love her I long for her To be quite sure She's demure But not in a shy way but an unassuming way She don't ask and I don't say She's kind of awkward Socially Hopefully One day I won't have to say it It'll just fit I just wish I didn't fall so easy I wish I had a certain set of standards things I was looking for Oh yeah there's more Some I'll never name I'll take them and my feelings to my grave It's not always about being brave But it's not special when everyone's my fave Am I just confused am I the only one What a conundrum I really believe I loved each one of them But it just can't be true It's just like dew On blades of grass I know this will sound crass But it's not special when everyone can make you stand at half mast Never put it passed me None of my friends are safe The right time the right space I'd act like there'd be no time to waste I'd go below the waist I wouldn't be chaste I'd devour the opportunity to taste I'd take time to make love Not in haste Maybe it's the thrill of the chase Maybe the pace I'm a fool I'd make passionate love to my ace I do really love her Or so I say Maybe I'd just love to have my way But I'm sharing cause sharing is caring The signs are blaring My insides are tearing Make sure you pray for me Cause this ain't healthy But I learned today it's chemistry
As the moon disappears and dawn begins to shine on your beauty as it illuminates the world; to show all of its inner and outer grace. Flowers and trees may tremble as a gentle breeze tickles the leaves and also the petals, to earthly play a game of tag. The fingers of the sun reaches out to warm your toes to welcome you as you rose. To see your inner beauty seep from deep inside of your soul come to the surface with such a glorious glow. My passion for you seems to engulf this spirit and guide my thoughts and actions as I draw near. Mmm, your scent smothers me with an addictive arousal, making it difficult for my body to travel. As time for work nears it is you where I want to spend the day, and if I had one wish it would be on me to stay. My love for you will never be more expressed as it swells and escape my chest. Just letting the universe know of you; the one I cherish and adore the best. By C. E Cheatham