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Aug 2014 · 960
Digital Requital
Justin S Wampler Aug 2014
My words, devoid of meaning, are
scratches in the absence of creation, are
tides influencing the oceans of existence
to wash away the footsteps of
yesterday's misguided directions,
to drown out the deafening silences
with the sound of crashing cascades.
Aug 2014 · 398
Leaving again?
Justin S Wampler Aug 2014
Our fates are constrained
by the lights that remain
in the skies at night

...so...

Don't ******* lecture me
about how hard it is
don't ******* walk away
I can make it simple
Aug 2014 · 1.3k
February Fourteenth
Justin S Wampler Aug 2014
Another blank page serenade
Another night lost in memories
Your Valentine's Day agenda
Had time in it for me

Another bomb hitting my chest
Another fire I'm struggling to extinguish
All I can do is be here for you
But maybe you'll never be back

And I need to be prepared for that
Aug 2014 · 1.1k
Falling in love with you
Justin S Wampler Aug 2014
The worst thing that ever happened to me
Wouldn't be when my father left
I'd be lying if I said it was.

The worst thing that ever happened to me
Didn't leave visible scars
Up and down my arms

The worst thing that ever happened to me
Happens to begin with 'L'
And ends with an 'E'

The worst thing that ever happened to me
Is the title of
This ****** poem
Jul 2014 · 856
Just in-cased
Justin S Wampler Jul 2014
the remains
of a hope so deep inside
reveal a lifetime of lies
that was fed slowly
and grown with an
impossible precision
by those silly mouth noises
by lust-laced lies
by bold faced betrayals
of hearts and minds


discover cathedrals astride
genuine greed displaced by
***** deeds, any price is cheap
when love like that is led
over and over again
to dead ends.
Jul 2014 · 1.1k
(not)titled
Justin S Wampler Jul 2014
well this keyboard is intimidating
but jeez i can't keep
using a pen forever
so what if it's more
comfortable?

This poem looked better
When it was
Written down.
Jul 2014 · 1.4k
Scarred memories
Justin S Wampler Jul 2014
little yellow flowers in her ears
and they trundled along the gravel path,
when their bellies grumbled
from a day spent lying atop
a small hill near the golf course
radiance from the setting
rays of sunlight shown
a haunting sordid undertone
that a young boy in love
just never would have known.
Jul 2014 · 535
these daze
Justin S Wampler Jul 2014
Golden strands still wafting
slowly down from the rafters
that I held you pressed
against whilst pushing
passion into minutes, maybe
time enough to see her
the goddess,
releasing her mind
embracing the sky
rhythm stretching fabric
making minutes into hours
upon
hours in which I've watched
as she grew , like the tide
I know I've seen
time decide
in the past,
the present,
and now in her eyes
the horrible knowledge
lingers the ever doubtful
promise of lies
she sees now that I
was destined to be
the one I've left behind.
Jun 2014 · 1.2k
4, let's keep it going.
Justin S Wampler Jun 2014
And you, the most
adored ***** who
away I threw
beacuse
I can't love anymore
maybe there's freedom
in other's arms when
i'll be here aging

One ******* day at a ******* time
you keep seeing places that you haven't
been, and find these boys who help you
in lost and found bins
Dying for your touch,
****, even a ******* grin!
and the light shines right through your
******* *** appeal
into the long forgotten shadow
of when you were real
to me.
I love
Jun 2014 · 416
three you fucking dicks.
Justin S Wampler Jun 2014
you know, there's daze when
i can't stop spinning
because of the words sent
my way from your beautiful
face

there's days when I see the
piercing intelligence,
cold grey ice like your
miraculous hurricanes
set loose unpon my total conception of time itself.

The day's sun can shine the light
and nighttime grants me the blight
of loving you even then
with years between when
the flint of your soul,
struck the steel
of my being.
Jun 2014 · 1.2k
two
Justin S Wampler Jun 2014
two
the lights in your eyes
sent tractor beams into mine
and brought me closer to you
one day after another
for the rest of my time

You wrench the lunch
and the broth slosh-
ing from within my stom-
ach and the sad sorry meal
I picked from the shelves of
an old cold cabinet.
Jun 2014 · 174
this 1.
Justin S Wampler Jun 2014
I just know that you
want me to lie to you
because you and I both
know that seeing the truth
is harder than either
of us are willing to admit to.
Jun 2014 · 1.5k
mirror-lens perspective
Justin S Wampler Jun 2014
tell me, upon returning...

"Returning from where, I've been right here?"

...did you gasp for breath?

"I no longer fool myself into believing that breathing was ever an option,"
-thought my hand out loud
"I merely close my eyes and concede myself to the asphyxiation."

love

*"...is my darkness of eternity."
May 2014 · 335
today
Justin S Wampler May 2014
is a day when I get to work.
May 2014 · 293
it's kind of ...
Justin S Wampler May 2014
when I stop to think
about kissing you
It usually reminds me
of the last guy's
**** you ******.
May 2014 · 1.2k
Waiting in line
Justin S Wampler May 2014
I can feel the compassion rush to my eyes
and a smile breaks the silence of my lips,
as I stare across the table at your empty seat
vivid imagery lends itself to my cause;

My nose is briefly embraced by  
the shampoo you so worship with each
flowing strand of your liquid golden locks

and then it's the look in your eyes subtly
telling me things that words can't describe,
telling me things that words don't exist for.

instantly, I'm completely lost swimming
in the ever-blue swirls and twine
that surround your all-seeing retinas

instantly, I'm completely left thinking
of the ever-grey thorns on your spine
and the swirl in the rose that adorns it

These are the things I see
even with you absent
from the seat across from me.
May 2014 · 869
" "
Justin S Wampler May 2014
" "
fires that flicker and dance to your beat
cast moving shadows of stumbling feet
in the dim contrast you've created
many children revel naked

uttering guttural
grunts and sighs

little palms reach
toward the skies
May 2014 · 366
Aloan
Justin S Wampler May 2014
We've been burdened with a debt
an emotional loan
and people seem to forget
it's cheaper to pay alone.
May 2014 · 2.4k
Soothing
Justin S Wampler May 2014
"The rhythm is of greater importance than the words themselves."
-said every sane, living musician at one point or another.

Because all the ones who put more thought into the words
went mad, or dead.
May 2014 · 1.2k
f-this
Justin S Wampler May 2014
Flights fly forward fast, for faith falls flat.
flight anxiety solved by the letter F
May 2014 · 408
switch-flick
Justin S Wampler May 2014
I take light for granted
have you ever seen darkness
so thick and dense
it heightens my hearing
and the taste of pennies shows,
strengthening paranoid roots
previously growing
down my spine
slowly I ***** to find
the thread of sanity
hanging from my mind
if you could flick the switch
and please turn the dark off
it's a pity for the blind.
May 2014 · 1.3k
contact lends
Justin S Wampler May 2014
It's snowing thick sheets
of glass to coat the surface
of my eyes so that I
may be granted
clarity
while in the face of
the liars and ******
I choose exclusively to
love and adore
Find yourself in my words and grant me the pleasure of writing the script for tomorrow.
May 2014 · 1.3k
(optional)
Justin S Wampler May 2014
I have no...
(self-boundaries)
...means of changing.

It's not my fault, I...
(place blame)
...didn't mean to lie.

Why should I try, I will...
(believe in nothing)
...eventually die.

All the underground people...
(your ancestors and mine)


...Do they remember
Being alive?
May 2014 · 631
With In
Justin S Wampler May 2014
Lately, it seems
people having dreams
wake abruptly
to the sirens wailing
or the crows cawing
and the harsh realization
dawns on their faces
that these noises
that these dreams
that this reality
comes from within
themselves.
I don't dream very often, and I miss it dearly.
May 2014 · 414
you'll see
Justin S Wampler May 2014
Some
poems
aren't
worth
reading
all
the
way
through.
Told you.
May 2014 · 1.3k
Subtle
Justin S Wampler May 2014
Can't you see
the difference between
lonely and alone?

Don't get caught
up in the
similarities.

Maybe we're
meant to be
separated together.
Oh my love, it blossoms like a Venus fly-trap.
May 2014 · 254
Me
Justin S Wampler May 2014
Me
I have so much hatred
pent up inside

but I don't know for whom
or even why.
May 2014 · 919
These Trees'
Justin S Wampler May 2014
Far from the coast a solemn breeze blows,
over the ocean and rattles his bones.
Bringing with it a silent omen
of the vicious winds to come.
The horizon darkens and his uncertainty shows
by spreading goose flesh from his hands to his toes.
Quiet speed hastens the rapid air flow,
carrying the lingering smell of a rose.
He flees the beach to avoid the memories,
from this oppressive invasion of his nose.
Yet still it follows him through winding roads,
the smell, the feel, the thought, of a rose.
With thorns to get lodged in his frontal lobe,
and short out his brain until it overloads.
At last he stumbles upon a gathering,
in these trees' humble abode.
The forest line stands strong,
and he would never impose,
yet these trees' leaves stopped the memories,
from following him home.
May 2014 · 699
Spell Memories
Justin S Wampler May 2014
Fractured glass shatters
each beam of light cast
through my windows at night
from the cars driving past
In the brief illumination
my pupils contract
blinded by light
I'm sent spiraling back
to a time when things
were simpler, not sad
when the glass was clean
not fractured and cracked
and a beam of light
that the moon did cast
stretched across the ceiling to
illuminate my eyes
as it did today
but it hurts
Because i'll never see it the same way.
May 2014 · 1.1k
decay
Justin S Wampler May 2014
My feet tell the wheels to spin recklessly beneath me,
but I need more gas to keep on traveling aimlessly.
Fuel pumps like mothers feed mechanical children,
Recycled umbilical cords with vapor-free nozzles.
Lingering smells of vinegar, melted tires,
dried *** and gunpowder like the afterbirth of a new generation.
To each his own,
where global contention resides.
#down
May 2014 · 2.1k
Fruitless
Justin S Wampler May 2014
Either way,
knuckles knock these tumblers
free every single day
from positions un-turned
unlocking blue behind the grey,
precisely placed ******* monotony

I'm left walking rings,
loops,
circles,
and things
around the idea
of being


Optimistic.
Justin S Wampler May 2014
-Says Windows at night
while movies are downloading.


PirateBay trojans, malware, or viruses
all because Demonoid went and died on us!

Though never once have I thought:
"Oh, what shall I do?"

...'Cause it was I
who stole
the operating system
from you.

#computer #nerd #windows
May 2014 · 485
Past-tents
Justin S Wampler May 2014
The sunlight you radiate
burns off bits of dense fog
that seems to coat the memories I have
of all the time we spent in love
then I see the pain in your eyes
and the scars that I've left behind
all over your heart
and in your mind
that's when I realized
that it was I
who wrapped the memories up in mist
to mask the sensation of warmth
and pretend that you weren't even missed
because you deserve to be happy
and I deserve to be in this twist
where another boy's lips
are the ones that you kiss.
May 2014 · 1.5k
Uncertainty manifested.
Justin S Wampler May 2014
Doubt
Doubt
Doubt
Doubt
Doubt

*...Am I spelling that right?
May 2014 · 1.8k
Spring falls.
Justin S Wampler May 2014
The relentless rain brings
Flooding to my basement
Floating is a box filled
With ghosts breathing
Through their gills.
May 2014 · 581
Incriminating Doubt
Justin S Wampler May 2014
Listen close, you'll hear the screaming behind my laughter.
Like if you look hard enough, imperfections become amplified by our attempts trying to hide them.
And if you stop to smell how the world really is, you're left with tasting what you had for lunch.
Or maybe if you spend enough time pondering the things you think about, being sentient loses meaning.
This poem hates me.
May 2014 · 617
I never needed it.
Justin S Wampler May 2014
Beautiful things that you'll never have,
clashing lights dance to an orchestrated symphony
and I sip quietly in the corner.

Protons sent at light speed blind you,
tidal waves curl and bind you
while I peel the sticker off of my lighter.

You've set your heart before me now,
crucified and defiled,
begging for the slightest glance.

I set forth my gaze becoming a statue
to never give you what you need.
Because I like to watch you bleed,
and I'm certain of the doubt
that lies within me.

— The End —