Listen to the voices that you hear at night Listen to the whispers at 3 a.m. Listen to the words that pop up when you're alone And most importantly believe these voices Clench to them deeply and Trust Them All The Way ...
Today I drove past your house, For a moment I thought I would scream, For a moment I thought I knocked on your door, Just like in my dreams.
The road felt like my own veins, winding throughout my body to keep me moving, to keep me alive. I pull over, Turn off the engine, Hands tense around the steering wheel. Eyes closed, I am taken back to the midnight conversations and coffee orders and that photo of us. Oh, that photo of us.
Suddenly, I am home.
Sitting in my driveway, the time has passed me like a summer’s love affair: quick and disappointing. My knuckles clench until they glow white.
Nothing can change how I feel, No highway hypnosis or holistic home remedy can heal this hurt.
Tight frayed nerves Agitation lives in my veins The pain in my hands keeps me awake Begging the dark to put me at ease Pushing consciousness away Please make it go away Relieve my tight skin and stifled breath Panic clenching my lungs in its fist