Sometimes when I sit all alone In the darkness of my mind I see what all I hide And I just ask myself why Why do I cry when I have no one by my side Is it because I’m just weak inside?
I can sit at parties And talk with my buddies Laugh at the stupid things While we all call ourselves kings But I’m sometimes relieved when it ends Oh how I do love my friends But I’m just not like them I don’t seem to fit in so well
Maybe it’s the sadness I feel Making it all seem a bit unreal My feelings just all blend Sometimes I wish I were dead
And why must I be tortured so With cupid's little bow Some say love is magic But I’d say it’s quite tragic And well… Some would say I’m just being too dramatic
But there it is A feeling seeming to never leave me I’ve given up on what to call it So I call it life And it cuts me with a knife Geez can’t you give me a break.
Mom , in a world full of dismay , the only thing you can do is hold strength in yourself . Be as it ,you are a saint and I thank you for every service you have done for me as a human .the teachings you have gave me to love the world as it is and only hope for a ending better then the beginning . Many people fall short of gods eyes , but yet not forgotten . Even in the most disturbing of times . It'll only gets worse , I know that . But yet to live a life believing things are for the best . Well yea, for the best they shall get according to the woke humans . Many are slaves to the unknown demon that is constantly nagging their neck . But yet we let these figures of physicality become the waking moments of our own reality . I'm over stressing , I'm over believing in a god that is misinterpreted into many forms . Really only you can open the door way to heaven . Self worth is humility , humility is self giving . To who you truly should be in this world of dismay . Only believe in yourself.