Belt or boot,
U didn't care,
It would hurt,
But still you shoot..

I cried and tried,
To lift myself high..
But stumble and fall,
Prayed almighty,
That day save me..that's all.

I will blame,
Because there is no shame,
Pain had accumulate,
When u did humiliate.
Journey till twenty,
Harsh was reality
Full of cruelity.
No love no peace
Was torn piece by piece.

Once again a diversion
Or loose of tracks.
Is it an opportunity
Or way to hell.
Just a step,
And a choice,
Will drown me down
Or fly me high.

I was lost and tired, looking for a way out
Found him.
He hold gravity in his eyes,
Was wearing smile like a crown
And looked like forever to me.
That moment felt so right,
It was beautiful to be broken and in love all at once.
You were the most amazing stranger ,
I ever had pleasure of knowing.

Her world is so big and blessed,
Cheery and sweet.
What this curse m dealing with,
M So lone and unhappy.

He is leaving
Soon we will be just past pronouns,
When I was yours and you were mine
Because your light
Is not quite like mine,
Your grays are not,
gray like mine.
The more I see,
the less I know for sure.
We were not perfect,
but imperfection is not fatal.
It is only togetherness that counts.
I want what I get,
hope you get what you want.

My emotions run wild,
But the words confine.
Even if I murmur a word,
My wetty eyes will cry.

Back then,
The world was so big,
And I so small.
The whole empty me,
has no scent of her own.

But You made me begin.
So we Begin for us.
And now has come so far
And still many miles to go.

But now,
Amid all the Chaos,
Amid all the love,
Amid all the hope,
Amid all the seeking,
Amid all the Euphoria,
Amid all the grief,
Amid all the bewilderment,
You are leaving.
Leaving me,
To carry on all own my own.

Choose gratitude over regret,
Before the time ticks away.

So throw off the bow lines,
Sail away from safe harbor.
Catch trade winds in your sails.
EXPLORE, DREAM, DISCOVER..!!

Connection maintains balance,
Balance is life.
Go back to shore,
Before waves turn back high.

Everyday reminds me past,
Those memories,love and colors.
I daydream to relive them
But each time find it hard to lock that story,
Draft it and kept it left unsaid.
The dreamer inside remain anxious.

An evil is playing in my head,
Cursing my peace,
Poisoning my thoughts.
So, good side sets on war,
But evil still wins.
Destroying everything in its path.
Its bad and fearful,but still a company.
Be my friend ,evil.
I could serve u with love and wisdom.
M still alive,
And till last breath ,I will be hoping for good days.

What is this m feared of,
Which can't be seen and touch.
Sometimes I feel it in my thoughts,
Dressed in daydreams ,dark and deep.
Drowning me in
& Stealing my moments and breath away.

I was busy burning some bridges,
Closing some doors.
Until I realized ,
I also got wings.
To fly over it all.

Please silently close the door and go away,
I am leaving on a journey with me.

My past was not yours,
Neither the future will.
I won't come back,
As m no more the older me.

Today m in gratitude,
Thanking for the times I survived.
When
solution seem to be problems,
& Problems were constant.
When I was afraid of mornings,
& filled with dark inside.
When I was 1 part love,
& 3 part fear.
Oh ! My poor vision.

But today my past is beyond me
& I am new me.
Today I sees deep skies with hopeful eyes.

Spent childhood ,
dreaming of a prince and castle.
Grown up and learned
All beauties Don't need beasts.

As the sand slipped through the
Hourglass,
Her memory faded a little more.

A choice to be Happy is,
the last thing she could remember.

Sometimes I need love,
I need faith.
But on some days
Just a smiling Hello makes my day!!..

I look at my phone,
Blinking his message , asking "m I okay"
Implying that he knows m not or I know he don't.
No, this shattered heart is not well. I am hysterical. I wanna tell him.

I took a deep breath &
Listen to the old brag of my heart.

I am, I am ,I am.

You could be someone's other
But you were mine's only.
You know one day we will end,
But it is more scary
for me to realize "it's ended".

So now it's time to start
Something new
& Trust the magic of new beginnings.
This time I won't wait
for Storm to pass,
As m learning ,
To dance in rain
& Smiling when it hurts most.

She in pain remind me of her sacrifices,
I could feel it
But am an individual too.

I closed my eyes
from the light
and when opened them
it was already night.

With my unfamiliar heartbeat
and a voice of faith.
I looked into mirror
and saw her there,
staring at me,
with fear striking glare
and telling me untold tales.

Tales of,
the dreams that died,
the emotions left unfelt,
the words left unsaid
and the path not taken.

I saw her
carving for love,
when loving someone else.

I guess its part of life
and now my choices ,
are what i am.
Let i forgive me
and build a path of self belief
out of this maze
because when winter passes,
spring comes again.

So i will fall again,
fly again,
run and crawl,
will hit by countless stars
But will never stop again!..

My breath,
the path i walked.
The me from yesterday,
the me from today,
the me from tomorrow
its all the answers for me.

M still finding myself,
is on the path to love myself.
Its the beginning of start,
and the end of end.
Now even my scars,
seems my very own constellations.

M glorious in my isolation
The place where am hungry for me
I would like to eat quite,live on it,thrive on it,
Fed by nothing but silence.

My old vision,
and new life
don't work together.
Thats a reason,
I write...