we have been
validation from outside
there is no
to my inside.
One day you'll realise what I did for you, what I've done for you, what I went thru. Just to make you happy.
But when you do it might be too late for me to forgive you, but we both know I love you and will take you back just to be hurt all over again.
I dont see what other see. I have tunnel vision when it comes to you.
I dont believe in love but when I met you all that changed.
Please forgive me if I've ever done anything wrong or will do in the future.
I know we wont last but give me a chance to prove I've changed for the better.
Only death has gotten between me and you. I've ended my life just to stop thinking of you.
that first day you
Your eyes spoke
to me like I had
gazed into them
a thousand times
at the heart of me
It clicked, that feeling
which had been amiss
burst into flames
in an instant
I recognized the
shift, the melding
and peace dancing
in my soul
I knew something
had changed and from
that day nothing has
ever been the same
3 THINGS I REALIZED..
1. You fear of spiders but you can carry a snake?
2. You're so good in singing and dancing but I didn't know you're not good in painting abstract, tho I love your confidence. You're proud of your artwork and you said for you, it's a masterpiece.
3. You would rather buy a furniture than build one..(You know the DIY thing).
Anyway, I like you still. You're human, after all. I like you more after I realized this. You're perfectly imperfect and that's what I like most.
why oh why
I can never draw a picture as perfect as I have drawn it perfectly before. I tried but failed. Now, I realize we can't always make things the same way as before.
There will always be a difference, even in its smallest bit. A difference is still a difference. Nothing stays the same. The world is dramatically changing because we ourselves are too.
My mind can not express my amazement of your beauty, the way you break me down to my simplest parts and make me new with feelings of love. The small magical minutes in between memories I once only thought old books and dreams were made of
Finding thing that are shocking to an old mind, realizing my time is short but my love is deeply engaged, I owning only sadness will be made when I am not her to draw her near.
You say you love me, I say you crazy
We're nothing more than friends
You're not my lover, more like a brother
The song you always sang, made me laugh every time.
But I realized, that's us now...
U told me u love me, and everything changed