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Apporva Arya Jun 2017
For all those weak hearts,
Who are so into misery of their other half's,
Shakespeare left some unspoken words
"This world is a drama" and karma will took it's revenge
Apporva Arya Jun 2019
I could had
Run
Shout
Scream
Fight
Fall
Win
Loose
Still choose to tolerate,
For you...
Kept falling,
Sinking in blues,
So deep,
Now I am lost,
Where are you?
I want myself back.. loosing you is not so depressing then loosing me.
Apporva Arya Oct 2018
Life is a game,
Made for all.
Each moment is its level,
Step up to rise above of all.

We found,
In war who we are,
In love who we can be.
Both hurt us,
But shape our destiny.

Win or live,
Run or crawl,
Make it to the end,
The Almighty is with you all.

Rinse your eyes,
See beyond these skies.
Leave down your worries,
Fly high,
And feel the paradise.

Listen to the mind,
But follow your heart.
Because life will go on,
No matter you lived it
Or just survive.
Haters gonna hate,players gonna play.live your life man.. Good luck!
Apporva Arya Jun 2019
But still somewhere between
Faith and grid,
Stood hundred lines of doubt,
Regret and fury.

At times I stood here
All broken and lost
After a war,
Won over what we call LIFE.
Life is a beautiful war. It's an amazing race of emotions from hope to despair. I chose to fight ..What you chose?
Apporva Arya Jan 2018
I have earned a lot,
& Still in pursuit of more.
Wearing crown of smile
& Armor of faith.
Sometimes enjoying the sunshine,
& Sometimes battling the storms.
I am rowing ahead.
So, let these waves,
This time take me to a new place.
Life , a journey,keeps going on. And we are  Travellers. It can be stormy n lonesome at times or joyfull n blissful other times. No matter what have faith be optimistic .
Apporva Arya Jun 2017
I wonder when will this masquerade party be over,
And I will meet the real me and real others.
Apporva Arya Aug 2017
You loved and lost.
I search for you,
In the light of love and hope.
Tracing u everywhere,
Exhausting my mind and soul.
Heart failed me first,
Mind later.
Apporva Arya Jul 2017
Spend childhood
Crying for toys and candies.
Now searching for
Something these eyes can't see
Hands can't touch
My soul craves for love
I was complete as a child.
Apporva Arya Sep 2018
Love
What's unsaid about it?
Still it's different
and unique for everyone.

Sometimes,for me its like
songs of cuckoo bird.
Sun that rose again in my life,
a green oasis in a desert,
The best part of my youth.

and sometimes,
i am a lone warrior in the battlefield,
searching for the enemy soul,
dont know where to find
and how to defeat!..

I am not afraid of break-ups or
passionate love.
since who knows,
what love has at store!
the equal amount of love back?
Happiness?
Atrocities?
or may be a surprise?
i have decided not to be fearful anymore. whatever it will be,how far we will go i will cherish our journey,our moments together .Because now i know some people are destiny and some destination.
Me
Apporva Arya Jun 2017
Me
I know me and what I want,
Prays for faith larger then fears
& Dreams bigger then self doubt.
Not scared to like alone walks.
Tied to goals not people or things.
Aware of heartbreaks and love don't blind me.
M idealistic and prepared to be misunderstood.
Stay real, stay loyal
Or stay away from me.
M too deep to be true & too romantic to be real.
I enjoys the moment and plans for future.
Apporva Arya Jul 2017
I left at his door,
Some flowers and some innocene.
All feelings and all promises.
Dressed in memories ,
with a crown of smile.
İ Set in search of my missing piece
Of broken heart.
Apporva Arya Nov 2018
Am an artist,
Bounded to feel,
Less to speak..
Void to live,
love to seek..
Crown to win,
Legacy to build,
Fight till death,
Till pay all debt..

Abused and harassed,
Faced grey's and dark..
Facing the waves,
Living in mind caves.

Swearing at night,
Dreaming exotic life.
Freezes my smile,
When lonely breeze blow high..

So listen to me,
While i scream.
This feel is real,
The scattered is healed..
This time wont stop,
When climbing to the top.
Just told my half story,
Still
To earn pride and glory..
Poetry is giving me wings to express the unsaid,the untold stories of my life. This time i will be speaking myself .Expressing my way of life.
Apporva Arya Jun 2017
They said to a mockingbird ,branches can't survive without it's roots. She laughs and flied.
Apporva Arya Dec 2018
Went for a walk
When sun wins over dark..
Cold breeze blowed,
As winter sky aglowed..
Birds were singing,
Leaves seems dancing,
Kids were playing,
My mind stop racing,
As eyes sets on the kids laughing..
They says youth is a bliss. Now I want to believe it too. Enough with self loathing ,now it's time for self loving.
Apporva Arya Jan 2018
U r long gone,
& I still have feelings for u.

I too want to move on,
So, I tried some new places.
But wherever I go,
It's same old me with old feelings
& Thoughts.

Why I am in dark,
When it's so bright outside.
So, i choose to let you go,
I choose to free me.
Hence decide to face u up.

I gift you back your lies,
Our memories and my feelings,
Words and emotions left unsaid last time.
I vent out each bit of u from me.

& In a moment I felt so relieved.
Its such a huge burden to carry on painful and past memories in your present and to your future. Hence past must only Belong in past.
Vent out it all and be free.
Apporva Arya Jun 2017
Past is still in me
& future is blurred.
Sometimes I cried for both.
But moving on is all I could do,
For
The road ahead is longer ,
than the one I left behind.
Apporva Arya Jul 2017
M sick of this blame game
Which will make me loose
Even if I wins.
It don't matter anymore
U right and me wrong.
M leaving it all behind,
That love and arguments
Jealousy and care.
M setting u free.
Don't worry for me, time will heal me.
Apporva Arya Dec 2018
People i am growing with,
Their scattered pieces,
I am a puzzle of all together.
In the amid of the crowd i am surrounded by ,i have become them and no one become me. I am lost to be found again, all over again .
Apporva Arya Dec 2018
Each day,
I smile,cry,try.
Stumble and fall,
Still give my all..

Build a dream,
then chases another,
Another shatter then chases another...

Building myself along the way,
Wont wither away,
Even if there's no sun ray..
Failures teaches you a lot then success.My some goals get complete ,some don't. But now instead of being sad or happy ,i keep my focus on my doing because that what i can control.
Apporva Arya Sep 2018
my name means UNIQUE
I wonder if so am I.

M owing it ,
before the beginning of my beginning.
I wonder How and Why,
Was it destined?
what if i had different name?
How would it had felt?
there are so many things we take for granted depicting our identity just like our name. Today i was pondering what if i wouldn't be known from the name i had been known
Apporva Arya Jan 2018
I start own my own.
Learn a lot,
By doing things wrong.
In my way,
Get knocked down a lot.
But soul never stopped,
To find it's way home.
All in end,
I would say...
Now I know how to be
  Strong Alone !!...
Fear is a choice. Start Making right choices and see how amazing life will be.
Apporva Arya Jun 2017
You are
in my dreams for decades,
In thinking for years,
In planning for months,
In reality for days.
You
You are my good days.

But now it's difficult to hold on,
When u had already let it go.
I guess it's bad timing for honest feelings.
Apporva Arya Aug 2017
Its always hard to say "let's end it"
While still loving u.
When it comes to separation,
We are not good at it.
A little spark is enough,
to make us run to each other.
These hands should not touch yours,
And eyes should not meet either.
Vows will be broken,
We were never good at
love and separation.
Apporva Arya Jan 2018
Harsh day, exhausted, stressed and broken.
She reached for her mirror.
Ignoring family,mobile And virtual friends.
She needs an old friend.
Hello to beautiful people out there. In our busy life don't be just busy surviving .Don't forget  yourself and to be you today!!..
Apporva Arya Jun 2017
You live in a land
where there is nothing to escape from
Where life don't
Blink
Pause
Think
Stop
But goes on.
One could see this place only from my eyes.
I am completely fascinating by you.
Your reality is my dream,
But dreams are never reality.
This daydream is lovely as sunshine,
as intriguing as the untold secrets of universe
As weird and wonderful like lies that realizes me truth.
So, I am closing my eyes and escaping to you.
I am a daydreamer.
Apporva Arya Jul 2019
It's a tale of time
When I like him,
Then I love him,
I need him.
He left,life left.
I hate everyone.
I resent me.
To the time,
I discover me.
The real me.
And in the end,
I love me.
You realise that you had move on ,when you listen to his name and don't feel anything anymore.
Apporva Arya Dec 2018
Went out last night,
With all friends,
And felt so bright..

So young we are,
Full of smile and hope..
Sleepy at twilight,
So dope at night..
Sahu loves to eat,
And hari can sing.
Baba pays the bill,
When panda only chill.
Pipi fights for food,
While khusbu takes a pic..

The weather was right,
Stars were shining bright.
The warmth of everyone's smile,
Just made my night.

Thanks to all,
I made a good memory,
Of NIT life.
i went out last night with my friends(sahu,hari,panda,baba,pipi,khusbu). I am expressing a memorable night of My NIT college life.
Apporva Arya Jul 2017
Those hands were supposed
To love me.
& That voice was supposed to
Heal me.
But every night when I sleep
I hope not to wake up ever.
So he has something to regret.
Off
Apporva Arya Jun 2017
Off
For now and forever self destruction mode off.
It took me a long time to find that switch,
But lovely it is since the flip.
Credits to jeffrey
Apporva Arya Jun 2017
You are my only option,
I will choose you,
Even if I loose me.
This love is blind with depth of seas.
So m down on my knees,
Bribing heaven and fasting for your love.
Babe I love u a lot.
Apporva Arya Dec 2018
Saw you first time,
In the campus of mine,
For love is crowned with the prime,
U stole my heart in daytime..
Nothing sets more chills down your spine then the love at first sight. When you meet or saw someone that it takes you a while to realize that yes he is not a dream.
Apporva Arya Jan 2018
I am learning to speak
Although I can speak.

I am learning to see,
Although I can see.

So why I don't like what
I see or speak.!

Hence I must learn
To speak and see.
Optimism isn't inherited. But once we learned it, life becomes miraculous..
Apporva Arya Sep 2018
Each time we drift apart,
we will keep sailing
until we lead to each other.

we wont fear to loose it all,
unless we both loosing it together
but not each other.

we will keep surviving,
until we earn each other
live,love and laugh together....
Love puts you in harmony with the universe. we both dont want to make thousands of promises to each other just a few are fine. But we will try our best to keep them till eternity.
Apporva Arya Nov 2018
The past of past,
ruined the past.
The past of today,
shouldn't ruined the today
what happens in the past should stay in the past.
Apporva Arya Oct 2018
When I see around,
I see people
dancing to the beats of
Negativity and sorrow.
So I close my eyes
And create my own
Symphonies,
Which stirr my soul,
Warm my heart.
I dance at my own melody...
And finally open my eyes.
Look up at the blue sky,
At the creator of all kind,
Give him a smile,
And let my heart fly.
I believe love always find its way because love is the way.So whenever darkness will rise then I will sing LOVE with all my might because love is the mightiest.
Apporva Arya Jun 2017
I am not beauty of a beast,
I am not a Cinderella of a prince
I am not a flower picked for beauty and left to die.
I am wild,
Difficult to find,
And impossible to forget.
Apporva Arya Jun 2019
Friends read between lines,
It's never fine,
When we say IT's fine.
It's greed ,
Hidden in agreed.
And it's always love,
When we say,we just like.
That what a friendship is. You dont need to explain or elaborate yourself. I am blessed to have such a person in my life .
Apporva Arya Jan 2018
Things fall into place,
When life explode apart.
Laugh at confusion,
Live each moment.
And believe
Everything  happens for a reason.
Hope is the key. It is that asset of ours that even adversity can't Rob us
Apporva Arya Jun 2017
Not everyone I loved , stayed.
Not everyone I trust,was loyal.
Not every heart, I win.
Just like beauty got the beast.
But I didn't regret falling for love Again and again.
I suffered, I learned, I change.
Apporva Arya Nov 2018
Sadness feel warm and close,
Everyday when I rose.
Sometimes I feel my default state has become to stay sad and lonely.
Apporva Arya Jun 2019
I had self esteem,
When I was sixteen.
It left with my teen's.
This is happen when we start chasing wrong dreams and exhaust ourselves completely in them. Now past is all a mistake and nothing is even there to learn from it. I miss myself of sixteen.
Apporva Arya Sep 2018
My heart stopped at
an early age.
When i started thinking,
What i can be?
Will they like it?
Will they like me?

My own voice got lost,
in the noise of others.
My soul was singing in symphonies,
which my mind cant compose.
No one called out my name.
Neither do I.

It took me a long time ,
to listen to my inner songs,
calling out my name.
It was a moment of epiphany,
Which warmed my cold heart,
Stirred my soul.
And elated me above my fears and scars.

My MISTAKES and ME from my yesterday,
My SCARS and ME from today,
And the WISER ME from tomorrow
are now making up the brightest stars
in the constellation of my life.
Despite of my fears,mistakes and imperfection I am gonna embrace myself as hard i can and i am starting to love myself gradually little by little.
Apporva Arya Oct 2018
When I was alone in light,
My shadow stayed.
But sooner it left
with sunset.
That frozen night ,
I spent with starry sky
and a lie,
That this night is all to Survive.
Tomorrow's sun rise,
My shadow will again revive.
But next morning,
It rained with all its might.
So I was lone both day and night.
I have stopped holding onto people and outer stuff (work,shadow)to escape loneliness. Because for how long I will keep holding them since one day they all will leave. So let's wake ourself up and face this truth .
Apporva Arya Jun 2019
I told her to leave.
I am miserable .
Wont be able to give you anything.
But she stayed...
Now I am more miserable.
Now I am more afraid..I am afraid she is also a journey not my destination.
Apporva Arya Jun 2017
She was expecting at least a blank message but silence said more.
Apporva Arya Jun 2017
Nothing is more beautiful then a real smile
That has struggled through tears.
it is an ideal reward for Victory
And classic way of hiding scars.
May be that's why they believe I have always braved a war.
Fake or real a smile could cover it all. I don't want to  win outside when I am loosing everything in me.
Apporva Arya Dec 2018
Had made some choices,
Were lessons,
Taught me of vices..
Holding faith and fears,
Wiping tears..

Moving ahead,
writing a tale unsaid..

Wont look back,
wont rely on track,
i have my back..

Will do the doing,
No time for undoing,
Thinking or bluing..

Will take a decision,
Then will move to next,
Wont review the ex,
Since time dont check,
U keeping up,
It just pass...
This is our life,our own story, We are its writer. Our each success and failure only belongs to us. This life only belongs to us. Dont be so cautious to live that you miss all the fun.Since nothing is serious in life.
Apporva Arya Jun 2017
Oh Mine!

Lost in my
mind;
not the woods.
Drowning in my
thoughts;
not the sea.
Apporva Arya Jul 2017
You regret and apologize
& Again I set to dream a dream.
You and I till infinity.
But who knows u was again lying to me.
Soon your regret wash off like watercolors.
Again I was drowning deep in me.
Forgiveness is for just for once. Second time same mistake, this time I will let u go with ur mistake
Sos
Apporva Arya Jun 2017
Sos
I am lying to me
and it's easy to believe on.
Help me
From my self doubts.
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