Your tone was like a blade, that skimmed her skin. Your words had cut deep, stabbed her heart; scarred her soul and embedded itself into her memory, playing like a loop in her head. For your words are now ghosts that hunt her in the darkest of times, making her sweat smell like terror.
I felled and heard claps. I cried and heard laughs. Was I SUBJECT to them ? Or VICTIM to life...
Asked for directions, Being sent to maze. Felt loneliness of crowd, While chasing my CROWN. Was I Intimidating? Or talking is all what they got !!..
Still rise above of all, By listening to the songs of my soul. All the noise dies down. When they lead me HOME.....
I am proud of it. No more irony. For i was always myself. No matter what your reason to blame me, I know what i am, I know what i want , I am never gonna change. I do what i do. So mind your own business.. (inspired by BTS IDOL)
I get embarrassed when you read my poems And you know they're about you. I get shy and nervous and scared you'll run away. I don't have the words to say How much I love you But I try when I write to you Things I think you'll never read And then you see them and my head spins.
Is it too much? Can you love someone too much? Is my love intimidating? Probably. There's a lot of it to give. But if it's intimidating to you then maybe You don't deserve it. Maybe
Are you overwhelmed by your love for me, too?
Never have I loved someone with my whole heart before you.
She resonates intimidation, Playfully, Air of confidence Strewn within Loose, effortless hair. A smile warm And attractive Despite imperfect teeth. Wings; black and inked Make her eyes fly.
She's alive with voice, Drawn images Making their ways on to skin. Alive with enthusiasm For all things smoked. And it's impossible Not to light her cigarettes- Which you give to her- Without some sensation Of love. As you watch, Her lips clasp the filter: Pulling in fire to light Her buzz.
You want to be a part Of the same songs she sings. You want her in your life As a constant. Almost like I know I used to be, Except your craving for her Doesn't diminish After large doses of time.
I'm a novelty, Sizzling out.
She's a drug, An addiction Just beginning. And we both know How you are About those.