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Apr 2015 · 2.3k
Life's ugly
Silence Screamz Apr 2015
I can not find one reason not to cry
Nor to shed a single tear or to be drowned out in defeat
I have been bullied by life's many faults
The inner workings of my own self doubt beaten to a pulp in a split second
The impulses that drive through my thoughts instilling madness from within
Numbed to the bone by regret and remorse
Engraved into the fabric of my soul
Shredding my well being until nothing is left
I can not put out the flames that destroy me
Currently my son has PTSD is missing and found out my sister might have cancer., she has been in the hospital for 2 weeks..found out all of this within hours
Apr 2015 · 955
Being
Silence Screamz Apr 2015
The innocence that we leave behind is stolen by evil and devilish hands
Evil and devilsh hands that strewn through the velvet ash of the lost, fallen and helpless
The lost, fallen and helpless souls left without a spirit to guide them
The spirit that haunts our own existence, taken back by the innocence of being
Spirit guided souls but lost
Apr 2015 · 1.0k
Spirit of You
Silence Screamz Apr 2015
Solid pitch
Liquid strain
Blood curdled scream
Agony, pain

Fog driven steps
Casting away
Murdered inside
Don't want to stay

Trapped in the moment
Object of time
Cold hard walls
Prison is mine

You were there
Spirit of dust
Push right through me
My heart was a must

Shake this disease
Molded like clay
Wrapped up arms
Can longer say

Gone like a whisper
Voices in ear
Shh in the silent
No longer there
Haunted by your past love, taken away in a flash
Apr 2015 · 696
Sometimes
Silence Screamz Apr 2015
Drown out by the waste
but caught by the emotion
Simple things that we ponder
left without notion
Left emotions by the way side
Apr 2015 · 798
Dirty Seam
Silence Screamz Apr 2015
On the seam
of twisted time
through the needle
I can't define

I am pieced together
with poison thread
Black and white
and nothing read

Worn out clothes
and worn out shoes
I walked for miles
through and through

Judge me not
for I can see
Dusted down
and fallen trees

I lay in dreams
on a ***** bed
Nothing to hear
I bury my head
the forgotten in life is not forgotten at all, they are usually just stepped over and missed, for they are someone's mother, father, son, daughter or child
Apr 2015 · 1.3k
Ten Seconds
Silence Screamz Apr 2015
Ten seconds of hurtful words can do damage for a lifetime
Hurtful words damage !!
Apr 2015 · 1.7k
Crumble
Silence Screamz Apr 2015
Walk on the tight rope of life and watch the world crumble below you
Apr 2015 · 1.4k
Lost Echo
Silence Screamz Apr 2015
I sang to the sad man
only to hear my own echo
Reflections pitched in a confused tone,
dancing with silent partners in an empty ballroom.

Circles of sound filled the chamberhall,
nothing heard but the feather that hit the floor
It was me, talking to myself, my whispers imbedded inside my empty head.

I heard the final pin drop.
A lost echo no more.
Do you hear your lost echo? Trapped inside your mind
Apr 2015 · 1.6k
Sink
Silence Screamz Apr 2015
Sorrow is my sinking in an empty dream,
beckoning impulses slashed by the simple vision of broken time
Thoughtful sorrow lost in my mind
Apr 2015 · 438
A Gift
Silence Screamz Apr 2015
You are my heart and soul
You are my simple breath that keeps me grounded
for a special someone
Apr 2015 · 470
Poetic Tool
Silence Screamz Apr 2015
Stop.. the silence is deafening
Our words thunder clap our emotions
The world will listen to every syllable
that drops from our pen
For we are the poetic tool of the modern society
Poet society of today
Apr 2015 · 1.5k
Internal Damnation
Silence Screamz Apr 2015
Pain echoed
Drained my soul raw
Burrow deep
inside and crawl

Inferno drenched
Wretched smell
Into the cavern
Down the well

Covered in vane
Temptation is lust
***** little *****
No one trust

Misled youth
Grown up sour
Pass the liquor
One more hour

White powder line
Bills in a roll
Down toward the mirror
Snort up the nose

Damnation has followed
My every step
Meet my maker
I have never met
Personal damnation never seen it coming
Apr 2015 · 630
Angry Hand
Silence Screamz Apr 2015
In the vacuum of a broken heart
I am blood rushed and torn apart

Crimson tears roll down my cheek,
Wounded, torn, for I am weak

Trapped in a place of hate and deceit,
closed my eyes and covered in sheet

I am no more but my soul will remain
Never forgiven, you are so vain
Abused by the angry hands of another
Mar 2015 · 657
Two Voices
Silence Screamz Mar 2015
I don't want to do it
You can't make me

I can and I will
I am your dark side

Quit messing with me
I am a good person

No, you are not
I control you, everything you do

I will turn you off
I will not listen to you

You can't do it
You are too afraid

No, get out of my head
You will not destroy me

Pick up that blade
and turn off the lights, I will make you sleep

This is only a dream
Stop it, Stop it, Stop it

I am still here
You will sleep when I say

Nooooo!!! I will not
I am wide awake
Voices in my head that no one care hear!!
Mar 2015 · 9.9k
Naked and Blind
Silence Screamz Mar 2015
Love rules the blind
Life rules the naked
Mar 2015 · 1.1k
Boards of Dreams
Silence Screamz Mar 2015
Wounded boards of cardboard dreams
Smelt in cities and lucid screams

Rusty nail driven in blasted souls
Wake me up and make us crawl

Bound by the ties of constant sorrow
The daylight ends, there is no tomorrow
Dreams built in my head by simple and complex thoughts
Mar 2015 · 3.3k
Lustful Trip
Silence Screamz Mar 2015
A trip to sinful means,
I have traveled down insanity's path

A mist induced path of my ****** mind
drowned out by the mental inferior pictures of life

Pictures that are stuck in time,
A moment, a place, a breathe and a soul

A soul captured by a quick shutter and stolen
Taken from the filth of my ******* visions

My own visions of lust and desire, Stop it!!
This is my ****** up trip of unraveled morality
lust desires captured by the lens of time
Mar 2015 · 8.7k
Dark Shoes
Silence Screamz Mar 2015
I walk on broken glass
Barefoot and white dazed
Jagged shards dig my skin
Life is all hazed

I walk on silent streets
Fog filled and long sorrow
Chills curl my blood
Sickness is to follow

I walk on fearful dreams
Closed eyes and scare
Head buried in pillow
Weakness is my faire

I walk in worn out shoes
Bruised and battered story
Step inside my mind
Alone is my glory
Don't judge me if you haven't walked in my shoes
Mar 2015 · 2.6k
Promise (10W)
Silence Screamz Mar 2015
Weak and silence
on solitude's promise.
Beg not for me
no begging for the moment that has crossed before us
Mar 2015 · 1.5k
We are insects
Silence Screamz Mar 2015
We are insects of our own demise
Scattering through the cracks in the pavement
Looking down with their bulging eyes
The giants await to squash our brains out
and crush our fragile bodies

The earth shakes with every black soul
We fear the evil that awaits
Decimated with no survivors
We are insects, no more!!
looking down at the lesser known of society, the people living on the streets and under the bridges, the trash can fires to keep them warm, what world awaits them as they try to survive
Mar 2015 · 2.6k
Pieces of a Puzzle
Silence Screamz Mar 2015
I was a solid man.
A solid man with broken pieces
Pieces astrewn on the dusty floor of life,
thrown away with my own guilty verdict

No glue or wires to hold me together,
just a small tangent of sanity and veins.
Structurally not sound,
my moral compass has taken the wrong course

A course of insurmountable ill wills,
wills that would make a grown man, cry and beg.
A beggar that I see before me,
seeing myself in the mirror of near death.

That death bounds to me,
like the leather restraints of a sadomasochist
No more control over thoughts or person,
fearing what lies ahead in waiting

I waited for life to come to me,
but only saw the emptiness.
My empty mind,
trying to put the puzzle back together
Pieces of life's puzzle thrown all about, do we really know how to put it back together?
Mar 2015 · 581
Snipped
Silence Screamz Mar 2015
Grab the breathless butterfly
as my heart sinks in
Swallowed by the swift net of desire,
wings snipped, flightless life
Feb 2015 · 2.3k
In the light
Silence Screamz Feb 2015
If your story does not hold up in the light,  then you will spend the rest of your life in the dark.
Feb 2015 · 805
In the Cracks
Silence Screamz Feb 2015
Stop and look at the few
Your eyes cast stares
toward the black and blue

Our shadows are the same bending on the wall
Creeping in the cracks
Whispers are your call

Lipstick red, double zero to the gauge
Snakebites shine
The world is my stage

Alternative is my way, let me only be
Close your ******* eyes
then turn around and leave
Feb 2015 · 688
Words under the Bed
Silence Screamz Feb 2015
You told me words that were untrue
From our younger years to older through
My brother's keeper, we grew up mild
Time went rapid, you hit me wild

I stood there, by your side
watching summer nights and purple skies
Four years the younger, I looked your way
the moment you changed, you started to sway

Clothes on line, ripped off the wire
tucked under the bed, caught by the fire
You wasn't the same, I hear the sound
Confused and derailed, I felt left bound

Battered left bruised and pushed through the wall
One lonely child, no father at all
Gone from the family, tattered to shreds
No scraps on the table, just lying in beds

Gone for years then returning in vain
You asked for sorrow, but left only pain
Mental anguish awaits, not knowing why
Again you came back, others do cry

Born again you say, bashing the girl
What words do you speak? Life is a whirl
I stood by the mirror, shaking my mind
Disjointed and insane, your voice is a crime

With media you hide, through invisible means
Taken to hearts, I heard others scream
From afar you tap keys and sent to the west
Your mind is mess, only crazy was left

Bent by the lonesome, I feel heartache for you
Your brother's keeper gone by the cue
No longer a sentence but crowded by thought
I sit alone in the pitch, forever I sought
For a brother that left people abandoned, hurt and broken
Feb 2015 · 825
Behind Walls
Silence Screamz Feb 2015
False walls hide true words
They concede to a twisted view
and demented end game
Receiving threats from a person hiding behind the cloak of social media
Feb 2015 · 1.2k
Sharp
Silence Screamz Feb 2015
A sharp tongue can **** everyone who hears it
Based on very pointed words that I saw last night that broke a few people
Feb 2015 · 688
Box of Pain
Silence Screamz Feb 2015
I live in this box of pain
Nothing to see or feel
Embraced by sanctity,
driven by sorrow

Enclosed inside
by life's uncertainties
Taken out of society
by guilt and solitude

You say I am broken,
battered and confused
but it is you,
the normals of mankind

You do not set the rules
of what is right or wrong
You do not tell me
I am the idiot one

For you
are not the ruler of lives
For you
do not control my thoughts

For you
will not get inside me
For you
are not a human being

My pain does not
come from any one thing
It is a multitude
of uncontrollable events

Events that
impact my life not yours
Unseized pressure
from the unconscious world

Pressure that places
the horror of the world in front of us all
Placed there by you
and society's real crazies

This box of pain
will not control me
I will open it
and be stronger than you
Looking out into this crazy world and seeing who is the real crazy ones
Feb 2015 · 484
Worlds and Hearts
Silence Screamz Feb 2015
I see stories in people's face
The elder lady
The younger teen
The middle aged married guy

All the happiness in their smile
The hard ache in their eyes
I have never walked in their shoes
Never heard their voice

Born to live
Heartaches seek pain
Worlds and hearts  apart
Don't cross the line
Feb 2015 · 1.5k
Slam
Silence Screamz Feb 2015
.        In a thrown back setting of yesterday year. I sat and listened. A varying degree of items decorated the walls. A confused but organized look, this place embraced me, like a mother holding her delicate baby for this first time.
       The round stone table that I sat, held this feeling of cold steel. Hundreds of bottle of wines lined one wall, they reminded me of ranked up soldiers coming home from the battlefields of the world. The pinot noir from California to the sangiovese from Italy, all waiting to be greeted by their fellow countryman and I loved them all. The warm lighting was soft set, taking me back in time when life was good and simple.
       Across the room, a small group gathered to reminisce about times forgotten. Sharing drinks and food, laughter was plenty, with smiles inviting conversation. More drinks would follow, which meant more cheers. Drink to the bottom of the glass, I'd say. Then, there was this couple, sitting in high top chairs behind me. Well educated and enchanted talks from them, would wonder through the air toward me. Surrounding me with family stories and by gone times. Ado about nothing I would say, but for them it was their life. So I had another drink of wine, often interrupted by ladies walking through the small place, book club members I was told. They could never seem to close the door either. Because every time they opened it, the cold bone chilling wind from outside would whip through the place and smack everyone of us so hard our lips froze to the very glass we were holding.  Let's just say it was a frozen kind of night outside in good ole Highwood.
       Once the evening settled inside this cozy little joint, voices started to ring. From behind me, to the side of me and in front of me. Like the bells of Notre Dame rings through Paris, these hollowed voices enveloped my lonely soul. Encapsulating my senses with each syllable. I sat stone faced and amused at the same time. Here I was at my very first slam. Watching the Speak' Easy Ensemble take over time in a bottle.
        Poetry about life experiences, Chicago, and an Ode to Students chilled and warmed the very hearts that sat before them. Soft voices, loud voices, funny voices and serious voices and that was just the beginning. Laughter, smiles and cheers filled the air with every word spoken. These very simple poets drew on my very existence. I had never felt so enthralled and taken in from these words of spoken values. I saw poetry in its raw true form. There in front of me, so close I can touch their words. Names like Sully, Sherry, Joel and the woman in black, to whom I could not remember her name, are the professional poetic performers called the Speak' Easy Ensemble. My very first poetry slam in front of small and subtle crowd of everyday people.
Take a bow poets, well deserved.
My very first poetry slam in Highwood, IL at the Cellar Gate
Feb 2015 · 1.0k
Edge
Silence Screamz Feb 2015
Razor edge
of dampened steel
Press it down
cold blue feel

Eyes are down,
I see the mark
seeping red
crimson dark

Sad clear day
stopping time
Rest the wicked
Hear the chime
Sliced wrist to ease the pain, seeking no way out
Feb 2015 · 1.4k
Childhood me
Silence Screamz Feb 2015
I am me
Don't just see
The pain inside
The make believe

I am me
Look away
The torn beliefs
The broken fray

I am me
Childish names
The stones and sticks
The countless shames

I am me
Still remember
The weak and mild
The fallen timber
Childhood me and broken past
Feb 2015 · 646
Rust Colored Waves
Silence Screamz Feb 2015
Symbols of light
shine down to my feet
Seeking a glance
at my carnival of suffering

I stared into the blank space
piercing it with remorse
Dressed to the nines,
Senses blasted then gone

One bite of my life,
tossed to the sea
Pure whiteness
and rust colored waves

Stung by the bee
while pollination begins
Swollen fingers and deep breaths
remove the pain at all cost
Just some deep thought images as I was dozing off
Feb 2015 · 790
Repeated Dream
Silence Screamz Feb 2015
Break my sleep
with taken air
Eyes wide shut
in a frightened stare

Mind left frozen
and body stiff
Translucent images
with painful riff

Burning light
to senses numb
Return the monster
that haunted some

Took my youth
and left the child
Spinning room
from demented mild

Flew through the wires
and felt all cold
Kept coming back
entrenched and sold

Repeated dream
punished me scared
Each night the same
more intense and flared

Dripped in sweat
caved into my head
Tingled left feeling
Gone to the dead

Each night was the same
returned to the night
Alone frightened child
wrapped up tight

Confused and a mess
not gone from my mind
The repeated dream
comes back every time
You ever had that one dream that scared you as a child and you can never forget?
Feb 2015 · 862
Crossed wires (10W)
Silence Screamz Feb 2015
Wires scrambled
Short circuited mind
Cortex confused
Am Crazy I
Are we normal or are we all a little demented?
Feb 2015 · 2.2k
Crave
Silence Screamz Feb 2015
Crave myself
for the image
Imagine inside me
Bent pictures,
twisted shapes.

Crave yourself
for the world
Imagine inside you
Ocean crashes,
simple things

Satirical sadness
sets in
Images of two kinds of sadness
Feb 2015 · 471
Left at the Door
Silence Screamz Feb 2015
Poetic ink
Dotted in blacks
Paint the page
Still something lacks

Memories wiped
my painted dreams
Ripped me solid
along faded seams

Belong I do not
by any accord
Words are my muse
Left at the door

Taken away
in slumber by night
Nothing forbidden
Defused by the light

Afraid what might come
in wonderless waves
Walked straight on
into pitch black caves

Written on the walls
stories are told
My muse left alone
The ink will be bold
Poetry that leaves an impression on people will be bold in contract
Feb 2015 · 728
Prude and Punishment
Silence Screamz Feb 2015
I want to face the world
Hidden by fear
Brick wall surround
But I must climb

Stand up against it all
Cave into the suppressive fire
Smoke filled iron lung
Cough up the soot

Stomped by society
Insect view from the pavement
Black sole screams down
Body cracks in half

Pushed to the brink
With scarlet hair
Selfish *****
cares no less

Depravity controls
dark desires
Twenty hands silent
applauds no more

Life and Death
we do not choose
We all die alone
after we faced the world
We get knocked down as we want to face the world.. feeling distant and alone .. feeling numb to it all and thinking what society has become
Jan 2015 · 1.7k
Scar Tissue Hurt
Silence Screamz Jan 2015
I am burned into you
Scar tissue hurt
Did you really care?
Did you really love?
Was it about the pain?

Cast burn on the wall
Silent and empty chair
Charred my life
Emptiness complete
You lit the match
Another look on cheating
Jan 2015 · 7.1k
Cast iron pain
Silence Screamz Jan 2015
Technique of tortures
Cast iron pain
Crushing blow to the head
Insanity created picture
In the head of a killer
Jan 2015 · 1.7k
Haunts Me
Silence Screamz Jan 2015
Twists internally
Mirror bent
Shadow creature haunts me
Mind mental madness
Dark little piece ..internal haunting
Jan 2015 · 1.1k
Motorcrash
Silence Screamz Jan 2015
Drop the mallet
Fool the believer
Smash the car into the junction
It's a beautiful motorcrash!!
Jan 2015 · 450
Such a thing
Silence Screamz Jan 2015
I stopped to find
One last thing
Looked and looked
Was such a thing

I was going nowhere
Could not  see
Head bent down
No pity for me

I breathed the air
***** and clean
One last breathe
been so mean

I wanted love
only found fear
Crying out loud
alone no tear

I saw my life
flash in pan
Awful white pictures
pitch black I can

I drowned in sorrow
in dreams in bed
Thoughts of the days
Over instead

I stopped to find
One last thing
Looked and looked
Fear did it bring
We over look life sometimes only to.fear what we already know
Jan 2015 · 508
Empty Little Whore
Silence Screamz Jan 2015
Time gone
Shadows before
Cast on the wall
Lost soul abort

Crushed sign
Eyes shut
Heart stops
So abrupt

Rain down
sad drops
Good bye
Cries stop

Separate the touch
distant is more
Left all alone
Empty little *****
A little piece about a broken elationship
Jan 2015 · 797
Twelve Minutes Before
Silence Screamz Jan 2015
Shallow grave below
I am but here
Last breathe taken
I shown no fear

Reverse my time
Twelve minutes before
Alive with feeling
Night time adore

Strangers are a few
Poisons around
Lines on the mirror
Needles abound

Tripped by the shroom
Melting the phone
One hit on the ball
Felt all alone

Stranded by fault
Eyes rolled behind
Numb by the notion
Chilled and unkind

Face down in the dirt
One minute to go
Life flashed of nothing
I am sorry, I am cold
Life is full of poisons, don't take the wrong ones
Jan 2015 · 3.2k
Spider Kisses
Silence Screamz Jan 2015
Spider kisses
Poison drops
Web wrapped
Life stops

Inject the sting
Pierce the heart
Blackened soul
Ripped apart

Drain my life
Silken bound
Breath no more
Safe and sound
Captured by the one you love to deatb
Jan 2015 · 1.6k
Pin Drop Scream
Silence Screamz Jan 2015
Silent blue
Silent gray
Pin drop scream
Pain to stay

Mirror clean
Mirror crack
Pin drop scream
Reflection black

World stain
World crazy
Pin drop scream
Simply hazy

Scarlet sunshine
Scarlet moon
Pin drop scream
Music tune

Wonderfully pretty
Wonderfully lonely
Pin drop scream
Blank stare only
Thinking alone in a room about what has happened to the world and screaming
Jan 2015 · 2.4k
Nothing to See
Silence Screamz Jan 2015
Marked up face
I am battered
Senseless emotion
Life is shattered

Nothing clear
All is blurry
Swollen in darkness
Left in a hurry

All pain no purpose
Scares me afraid
Conquered you over
I am human made

Scars for life
Internally marred
Stand up stronger
I fell down hard

Not alone anymore
Surrounded by heart
You can not hurt me
Alive and apart
Jan 2015 · 1.6k
Jersey Girl
Silence Screamz Jan 2015
On the coast of the shore
pictures on the page
staring at the ocean
Churning and full of rage

Her jet black hair
waves in the wind
Quiet Jersey girl
Alone commits no sin

Brown eyes stare in line
Gazed along the walk
Finding her only guy
Whispers no loud talk

Waiting in the cold
Shivers in the wind
No sailor coming home
Turn back gone again

Tears fall down her cheek
Sadness settles in
Telegraph wrinkled up
Her heart broken again
Waiting for her only love to come back from war
Jan 2015 · 959
Remember Charlie
Silence Screamz Jan 2015
Draw an illustration
Cast out all delusions
Radical and insane
Crazy by any name

Rise against the fears
Stand up with your peers
Martyrs, you are not
Away in the ground and rot

Charlie, we stand with you
Remembering those we knew
Thousands to hear your voice
Louder you have a choice

Terror will not prevail
Your acts will all but fail
Cowards we see you there
Crushed and no one cares

Remembering Charlie
Artists and all
Freedom will win
Salute, we stand tall
Remembering the victims in Paris
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