If I can identify the problems with the actions that I take, and the moves that I make mere seconds after flapping my lips, or twisting my lips, then
why do I do what I do? I don't know. If you're asking whether I think it's a good thing, or a bad thing. . .
How long is it before "just what I do" delivers you to prison walls from paradise? How far is too far, to let my personality drag my brain around?
If I'm self aware, I'm on the borderline. Control me, will you, my rampant ways? I have you centered in my sights better than I ever have, and it's now I think to tell myself, Action must yield choices more than Piety or Wantonness. As a for instance, if I see myself clearly, can I drop the gun as long as I develop disclosure and transparency?
I'm ******* you, I already know my answer's yes. From my experience, honesty invites the utter end of communion, and from this, you inherit an abject loneliness.
I know you are wild moonlighting so fool me like I am dreaming As if your wistful eyes have meaning "You are the one" your eternal silence is always screaming your erratic heartbeat has a notion, which brings my grey heart to motion Every frosty night you haunt me I am amazed by your warm devotion Your stare fills my ***** soul with colorful emotions No matter how much I refuse you always seek my attention You are a seductive mirage of the sensational desert alluring me to my sweet destruction one lightest touch of your's my cold sanity has stopped it's tuneful function you have become its owner now it won't listen to my instruction for I am an emotional volcano, ready for my catastrophic eruption
Leverage for an escape The fearest of them all Last time he wore a cape The dearest of them all
Perished, in dirt and blood Vanished, from hearts and hoods
You witnessed nothing but the lies Impossible to believe, Still awakening the witnesses They don't seem to believe.
Having said that the impossible matters are hard to believe, here, I remind you that's what it makes a man a hero. Several years after when the hero is no more, people tend to forget their effort. Just the slight memory of his existence makes most of them wonder what he was as a person and judge him from that perspective.
Heroes are always heroes. No matter the time or place.
I seem to be looking for something that is hard to find Is it love or just something else deep within my mind? Whatever it may be has now got me somehow going and what I'll end up finding could be nothing knowing.
Is it some kind of a feeling or notion that something is missing perhaps a thing that I've recently lost and I'm just reminiscing? Something I need to do that needs to be done soon or otherwise which is at the back of my mind bugging me so now in disguise. --------------------------
Someone is singing a song, it's somewhere written. The ocean breaks in billowy dances, the seas open up Get it off the chests, put a notion through onto the cloud that won’t just fall, won’t just stop and drop: it will float to the measured moves, only then will it roll in, pop into the million blooms, wreathed rosy lips, set out bowls of colours before the one is pouring in!
A song like King David sang and everyone heard. It’s the sweet song sang in every mother tongue; a perfumed speech is heard sweeter than the nectar, wreaths round each patch of earth as part of a tongue. In all different variations, directions it’s being sung!
Mathematically composed that rhythmically spans fashion in both, or you choose science or arts. It’s a lyric sung with finest curvy swaying dance. Feel the thrills deep down through the atomic level. still the variety motions in various directions turn on, and nowhere near that looks, drawing a pause!
It seems a mistaken notion when we hear it said that 'all men are born equal' and is due to the fact that as a baby we are all helpless, dependent and small. But as we grow up and get older the sense of equality doesn't mean much at all as there are many factors at play which are not so evident and hard to forestall. _________
From "The Quatrains" ongoing writings since the early '90's