You were destructive
You destroyed some of my parts and left me mercilessly.
But some parts are still begging to die by you.
Please come back and destroy them too.
I know it’s wrong to beg for someone to stay
so what if I just asked politely
or what if we said the same goodbye a hundred times and we never actually reached the part where you walk away
you have to think that we were lucky to know love like this, even if just for a moment
I don’t know how to grieve the loss of you
I don’t know how to stop loving your ghost
in my bones,
While she lies
with the night,
of her soul,
for the sun
to slow down
when she’s kind,
through the clouds,
Just the price
for a ride.
And the way that she lies
at the edge of my life,
Where the hills meet the howling sea,
And as the world walks away,
My heart begs to stay
at the feet of a thousand dreams,
You told me you admire how confident I was about who I am
And you wished you could be so strong
Little did you know that inside
I'm just a little girl with tears in her eyes
Begging you not to leave me alone
Hiding behind a sarcastic smile
i wonder if you see the fear in my eyes
when you show me your love
in hopes that i will compromise,
but i know i am not enough.
so instead i shove your face between my thighs
in hopes that, that will be enough.
because you see my dear,
no love lives here
can you smell the fear?
can you taste it?
as i open my legs for you?
as i lie in a bed for you you?
as my body begs for you?
Something was inside her head
I tried very hard to find.
As I soothing her body, she whispered
Applying cuddling, she muttered
Like a beautiful mountain, her hair stood.
I know she felt something
But she was a bit scaring.
I heard a free flowing of her blood
I proceed with my delightful searching
Her heart made a trumpet sound
Heart beating I never heard before
As she mourned
I kept on going as I ignore.
She made a very delicious musical sound
As I proceed, she begged
Beg for me to be inside her body
I wrapped her sweet lovely body,she laughed.
I continued to take my round
Hell she's hot enough to be burned
on a boat, fighting waves of doubts
on your ocean of lies and its fiery souths
i was struggling to find the other end
an imbalanced pole on your world's ends
then you came down, like jesus reborn
you had all the light and the wings, I could have sworn
i snatched the wings and escaped your menace
so i flew until i couldn't see you anymore
the sun scorched my skin so i hid in the clouds
but they fogged up my mind like how you fog me up
your love lies beneath each thin air I breathe
so i suffocated until i couldn't breathe
my wings were tired and they couldn't flap another round
so i held on tightly to my parachute
I slowly drifted down, down and back down to your crust
until i found myself on your comforting waves
comforting waves of lies
so i drowned inside your depths
and i found myself trapped inside your flesh
on a bed for a night and insomnia for tomorrow
this is how we're gonna be, a forever daydream in every night
a modern icarus with a parachute that keeps falling back to you / strange
Something has died, and that thing
is greater than what already lives.
For how long would you pick up broken glass that keeps shuttering?
For how long would you place back the puzzle pieces of your heart?
Do you fear to be loved?
Are you afraid of my love?
Or maybe you don’t want my love, as pure as it is.
Why do you hide behind the covers of your smile?
For how long would you trust in the beauty
of your face to lead me astray?
Why don’t you show me the places you hate?
So I can shed my love on them.
What you regret is not what I regret.
Don’t let this moment be what we regret.