Hair now strokes my cheek
Happy thoughts flies with the wind
The sweet wind chimes sings

Most            
in care            
honestly              
don't care, not at            
all            
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f          
r        
o      
m
      ⭐
            w
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         a
    t
⭐  
I        
'              
v          
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          e
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n
⭐    
      




From              
what I've              
seen first hand              
They're  in  it  for              
cash                
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h    
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y          
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a                      
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c      
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n        
e  
         ⭐


They
hurt my
blood, blaming
HER when THEY are
wrong
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b        
l              
a            
m      
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        t
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         e
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   o    
n    
    e
          ⭐
             w
              h
           o
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h  
a        
s      
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        n
            o
               ⭐
             v
         o
    i
  c  
   e
      ⭐

They                                
abuse                              
the weak ones                            
the young ones and                          
old                              
⭐                          
a                
s          
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l      
o            
n              
g          
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         a
         s
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t    
h              
e          
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t
h          
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i              
r    
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                        o
                       n
                 e
                y      
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t          
h                
e                
y      
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                    i
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                         l
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      e    
j      
o          
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     c      
          e  
                         ⭐        

                                                                   Love
                                                                    money
                                                                     honestly
                                                                     a    truly   vile
                                                                     root
                                                                           ⭐
                                                                                   t
                                                                                           h
                                                                                                   a
                                                                                                   t
                                                                                               ⭐
                                                                                     i
                                                                              s
                                                                    ⭐
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                                                               a
                                                                       r
                                                                                   d  
                                                                                            ⭐
                                                                                                    t
                                                                                                   o
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                                                                                   k
                                                                            i
                                                                        l
                                                                               l
                                                                                       ⭐

Flowers sways happy
The cool winds gives gentle kiss
Water flows grateful

Let my flames burn bright
Let my wealth flow steadily
Let my mind have peace

The grass can now breathe
They can drink from life's essence
and rise again strong

Butterflies soar blissful
I lay down in Paradise
as the cold winds blows

Leaves gliding gracious
Ecstasy to ride the wind
Chasing another

Sun shines on futures
Sleeping girl thinks of the past
Ending on sunset

I just overheard
Koi fish do not have *******
In my sister's mind

Pain flows close to heart
Happy thoughts now that you're gone
Whispers of the past

Fortunate moments
Loudest words are hope and fear
Leaves blown in the light

By the window sill
The sun sets, seems lost in time
Struggles of wonder

I'm                      
human                      
and that is                      
where my beauty                    
lies                      
♡                    
b                
e        
i    
n
g  
♡          
f                  
l                    
a                  
w          
e  
    d
         ♡
          i
    s
♡    
b            
e                  
a                  
u          
t    
      i
         f
       u
l
♡        

                                                     I'll
                                                       never
                                                        be perfect
                                                         in my eyes, it's
                                                        dull
                                                    ♡
                                         a
                                      n
                                               d
                                                          ♡
                                                                     o
                                                                              v
                                                                                e
                                                                              r
                                                                       r  
                                                                a      
                                                      t    
                                                    e
                                                             d
                                                                       ♡

I am one who tends to think much, say less
which pushes me to
write more

I chose the pen, and it chose me
Seeing me through many hard
times

I only wish to show that I am worthy
of the title of 'writer'

I may not be able to change my past
but I have the power to build my
future

I want to
Have to
believe that I am
worthy

The time held crumbles
through my hands, and that remains
The sun in the sands

Sitting here haunted
My thoughts are reservoirs
But they can be art

For I'm living art
Filled with emotional memory
Untapped potential

Pain that always drips
and aches as I age in life
But it helps me grow

And though I do love,
I am wrapped in hatred's thorns
Not all wounds will heal

Let                              
me live                              
knowing that                              
people were touched                              
by                              
♡                              
m                            
y                        
♡                    
w              
o        
r    
k      
♡              
a                  
n                  
d            
♡  
    m
          y
       ♡
   w
o  
r        
d      
s
     ♡


                       But
                       I do
                       have a one
                         request for you
                       all
                       ♡
                   f
                o
                    r
                            ♡
                                     t
                                          h
                                           o
                                      s
                                  e
                           ♡
                      w
                 h
               o
                    ♡
                             r
                                   e
                                         s
                                           p
                                        e
                                  c
                          t
                   ♡
            m
              e
                     ♡

When                          
my time                          
comes, please don't                    
mourn     me   out     of                      
guilt                          
♡                      
r                    
e              
m      
e    
m    
b        
e            
r                    
♡                            
m                                    
e                                        
♡                                        
w                                  
i                              
t                      
h          
♡  
        a    
        ♡  
    s  
m        
i    
  l
            e
                      ♡

Let                    
us all                    
enjoy life                  
together as                  
one                
♡                
w                            
e                                  
♡                                    
a                                  
r                          
e                
♡          
e  
       n
              t
                 i
             t
       l  
          e            
      d                  
♡                  
t                  
o        
♡
    i
         t
      ♡

I'll
never
fall    on   my
knees, so let them
leave
  ♡  
    n          
e            
v            
e          
r      
♡
       a
             g
                a
                   i  
           n
         ♡
  g  
o      
♡        
o        
n    
   ♡
          a
              n
               d
            ♡
      l
e
a      
v        
  e      
    ♡

                    They
                    O  N  L  Y
                    made  my   life
                     toxic,       now      I
                    breathe
                   ♡
         I
   ♡
c      
a          
n        
♡  
  f
        i
              n
             a
         l
    l
y
♡        
b        
r      
e  
      a
              t
          h
      e  
♡      

My                          
wings can                        
spread and stretch                        
They're gone, I'm now                        
free                        
♡                      
n                      
o                  
♡        
    m  
       o
         r
      e
♡  
d        
r            
a            
m    
    a
          ♡
                I
                  ♡
                 a
             m
       ♡
f    
r          
e          
e    
      ♡

                       I
                        know the
                        true few friends
                       who  care  and  love
                      me
                      ♡
             t
      h
a  
n    
k
      ♡
              G
                    o
                   d
              ♡
         t
h
a      
t        
♡  
       I
              ♡
         h      
    a          
v    
   e
            ♡
                      t
                             h
                               e
                           m
                  ♡

Let
the  sheer
genius          of
your talent speak
loud
      ♡
           l
                   e
                        t
                         ♡
                       i
                  t
          ♡
    s
p  
e      
a      
k  
    ♡
         v
             o
               l
            u
          m
  e
s

How I want two things
To stand out and stay hidden
To let passion speak

My black phone now rings
I heard news of my blood test
I am so relieved

Let all the mountains
Fall on their knees as the world
is cleansed, born anew

A feather in flight
A cool wind now follows me
The flame now guides me

There is a burden
upon everyone's shoulder
that they have to bear

With you here, I hear
the whisper of your heart
upon my calm soul

You don't have morals
'cause you seek validation
Is that important?

Years pass by quickly
Burning love embraced by all
Now let us break bread

Grass sways soft and still
Sweet chorus and cry from far
Birds swoop and soar high

Let go of lost past
Heaven's gate brings much joy
My heart is hopeful

In this day and age,
you can only love or hate.
So simple-minded

Anxiously waiting
Healers take a drop of blood
So my mind can heal

She glides through this life
gowned and glowing in
white

In her hand, a candle with
a golden flame that never
dies

And she spotted me on the
beach with a branch in my
hand

As I was drawing my scars
in the sea-kissed sands. It
was

then that I felt behind me
a tender heat, so I turned
and

met her gaze. The scars I
drew in the sand healed.
Under

my feet, a path of glass
marble that when kissed
by
the sunlight, became a
rainbow. She beckoned
me

to follow her to which I
did and we ventured through
sky, land and sea

She spoke so gently
She smiled so kindly
Her words had so much
worth with such little
cost

My sorrowed heart was halved
My joy seemed to double
And then she said she had
to go.

But she smiled and said that
she was never far behind,
and if ever in doubt, I should
look to the sky

I'll see her star and feel her gaze
And I would always end up with
a smiling face.

Handing me her undead candle,
she floated away and I would never
forget that day.

She saw me a someone who
could heal and touch many lives
And like the talent in me,
it will never die

Now watching the dying sun,
by the beach, I turn my face
to the empty seat.

No, I shouldn't say empty.
So it is sweet to smile and
meet the angel that burns
with a kind heat

It's so crippling to view your
own value that is echoed
by what one or ones perceive
of you, the same one or
ones who don't see any
value in those around them

Life begins and ends
with a cry so use the time
to touch many lives

My life as a poet is no different
from all the poets that came before
me.

Both the creative and the critic
I am honest as well as cryptic
But I do want to leave a meaningful
message.

My life as a poet has helped me
connect with beautiful people
who thrive and share their work
from all over this world.

It's funny how many bridges have
now formed, fuelling my belief in
my talent.

The skies are brighter, the clouds are cleaner
and I am evolving with a power that
is confident yet humble.

The pen indeed is a mighty weapon.
It has been my sword and my shield
In the light, it brought me to
And in the light, I will always stay.

The power to break and bear my
soul has been a curse and a gift
But I am grateful because I can
see who I am.

Dissect my self
Dissect my soul
Dissect my mind
Dissect my heart

There are myriads of bridges within
I have yet to cross.
Most bridges are long.
Many deadends.
But hey, I'm mortal.

The fact that I connect with
many lives on this Earth with
my craft, means so much
because we grow together.

My life as a poet continues
to serve me well.

Listen to nature
Under the sun-dappled trees
The world proudly sings

The sun shines and sings
I lay to rest by Spring Falls
Rivers flow grateful

There is never
one definitive path to success
because everyone is unique. But I know there is
an inclusive path to failure to which we all of us fall victim

to from time to time

"Who the hell are you kiddin'?"
WHO AM I KIDDING...?
"Why are you bothering?"
WHY AM I BOTHERING?
"You're just a failure! You'll always be a failure!"
I'M...A FAILURE...
"You're not even good at it!"
AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH?

Power without strategy is not different from
ambition without faith

Both are empty

Look to painted skies
Sweet tastes from the coloured stars
The cold cloaks eternal

Let us empower and never
denounce

Lovers rise to the sweet sweet smell
that rises with the breeze of dawn

Take my wonder to yonder where the
moons are full and the stars are warm

Where our hearts are touched and sing
in sync, in the Fields where our souls
were held before

Make your heart my crown, and let us plan
our years in the arms of Spring, our kisses in
the light of Summer, and every
loving day in

the palms of dawn

One can't reach true happiness
with a chained heart

Mountain stands truthful
Hold my breath at the sunrise
Fly, my cloud dragons

This is a game called life,
a game I never asked to play
a game that I felt like I would always lose
because so much has happened
more bad than good
which left me feeling weary
A young body with an old mind
Though it does come from my depression
though it does come from my anxiety
though it does comes from my fears
I have to say, I've always felt different
in how I see the world.
It truly is in the palm of the wicked
Something I've always known
But unlike most games,
there is no map,
there is no cheat code
Once you go forward,
you can't go back
Life is a game we can't restart
And I feel like a failure
The one who laments on her mistakes
The one who wishes that she could begin again
And though she knows she can't, the one who
wishes not to die but fade away...
But then it hit me one day,
for me to play, I need to love my
own reflection.
I need to know who I am at my core
I need to remember that any change I
want to come in my life
the stability I yearn for
the career I dream of
the happiness I want to feel
the love the little girl in me believes in
All of that I want to come
I know starts with my first step
I search and search but I do
see
the true reflection
that shines within me

Faintest summer night
Death will come and take the light
I fear for yonder

Beauty in the rain
Tender hug bathes me in light
Thunder beats the sky

Winds blow to the West
Love's gift rises at rose dawn
Please, sing and soothe me

Sitting by the lake
Flowerheads floats on soft waves
Suns shine bright and warm

The calmest ventures
You can't silence a bird's song
They sing of success

Moon
gently
shines as the
river flows free
And I hold my breath
as the sunshine of stars
morphs into the Heaven's gate
The grass waves with the lake's slumber
as the leaves fall and drifts soft and slow
And I dream of the treasure trove of Spring

And so it starts, the swing of Lanterns
So smooth as the winds begin to howl
Spring will blossom on the morrow
Let the Fall spread in silence
And the night covers all
I need the refuge
that silent hush
the cool night,
feathers
drift

Sweet fields from the East
Ride with the sea's harmony
Heal all through seasons

Snowing in mountains
Howling wind answers to none
The lost ruins calls

Frozen time collapse
Sleeping child rests before Falls
Mirror lake commands

To see the unseen
Promise of first Autumn Moon
Shall show you the way

But beware, my friend
Inside the Mountain's stomach
Riches of sickness